A/n: Sorry! There's just a lot of school works to do! And i really need to recover from my huge fall in math! LOL! I know this chapter is shorter than the last but i hope you like it!! I'll try to update faster. I'll try.

Disclaimer: Nope! I don't own iCarly

Chapter 4- Dreaming and Falling

Sam's P.O.V

I heard my phone ring again. Ugh! Who could be ruining this wonderful dinner? I rolled my eyes as I grab my phone from my pocket and answered it not minding to look at the caller I.D to know who's calling.

"Hello?" I heard a gasped and click, the phone call has ended.

I looked at the caller's I.D to check who was it and saw the name of the dork printed at the screen. What could he possibly want? Oh well, it can wait 'till tomorrow. And now I'm about to bring the best baked macaroni in my mouth and start savouring the taste. Riiiinng. I sighed. That dufus, can't he just tell me about it tomorrow? I answered the phone with a frown on my face and mom gave me a confused look. I smiled in response.

"Hey dork, STOP calling me in the middle of EATING!" I said shoving food into my mouth.

"Dork?" my mouth hung open. It was Scott! I grabbed the glass of water and sip on it gulping the water with the rest of my food.

"Hey Scott, sorry the dork has been calling and I never did get the chance to pick it up"

"Oh, I understand. So can you give me a school tour tomorrow?"

"You called just for that?" I said grabbing the tissue from the centre of our table and wiped it off my mouth. I usually would've used the back of my hands but since my mom doesn't seem to like that so I used the tissue.

"Uhmm, yeah, I guess?" I raised my eyebrow although I know he can't see what I'm doing.

"Okay then. Well I got to go now. Bye" click. And the phone call has ended. I sighed at least now I can continue eating.

New Scene

After eating I went to my room. Unlike before, it is cleaner and it smelled better. My room wasn't only cleaner but it was also rebuilt so I had to sleep at Carly's for almost two weeks but I like how it turned out. The room is painted with blue and gray. It has an orange closet in front of my bed. Beside my closet is a bookshelf and books that I really didn't bother to read. My bed is small and has a bed sheet that matches the color of the room, blue.

Behind my bed is a small staircase like thing that leads me to the small second floor of my room. That's where me and Carly hang out when she's over here. Sometimes she gets curious. I think she knows mom has a job but she doesn't have a clue of what was it. Anyway, the staircase leading to the small second floor is actually cabinets where I put some of my stuffs like shoes and other memorabilia's. Beside my bed is a somewhat divider to where my desk is. On the wall there's my cd case and other stuffs. Melanie's room is perfectly pink and has many books and girly stuffs that I hate.

I lay down on my bed staring at the ceiling. After a few minutes of staring blankly at the ceiling I slowly drifted to sleep.

Ugh, my head is throbbing. I closed my eyes and rubbed my head trying to ease the pain. I opened my eyes and look around trying to find Carly and Scott. I really don't think I should be seeing Freddie after what happened at the blueberry last night. You know the whole "school at sea thing". What's wrong with everyone? They are all giving me those cold and blank stares. I saw Carly placing books at her locker. I walk towards her to ask her what's wrong with everyone. I tapped her shoulder making her turn around giving me the same look as everyone.

"Carls, what's wrong?" She shrugged closing her locker

"Okay! So what's up with the looks?" I said almost shouting.

"You really hurt his feelings" I froze as she walked away like everyone else.

"Who?" I asked

"Him" She said pointing at the stairs. Then she left.

My feet are stuck to the ground. I can barely move a finger. I wanna cry but the tears won't fall. The bell rang and everyone went to class. I was left alone in the hallway, or wasn't I? I looked at the person standing at the stairs. I feel like I know this person but I just can't point my finger on it.

As he goes down the stairs I finally remembered. It was Freddie. I looked into his chocolate brown eyes. His stares, they're just so… different. It wasn't cold nor was it blank. His stare has a mix emotion of hurt and care. I look at him and look down as I remember what Carly said.

"Why are you still here? Go to class. Just leave me alone like everybody else" I stared at the ground looking at two pairs of feet. I waited for the feet in front of me to go away. It didn't. I sighed.

"Go away Freddie!" I said looking at him. His stare has been changed. Now I know he's really hurt. He shouldn't be. Then it change again with something I couldn't quite explain.

"No" was all he manage to say. I raise an eyebrow.

"Excuse me? I said leave now Freddie before your germs transfers to my body!" I said with an angry tone.

"I said no!" He said with his calm voice. I opened my mouth to talk but before I could even speak he cut me by his words.

"Sam! Stop pushing me away! Stop acting like you don't even care what's happening around you! Stop making me feel like I'm just someone who hangs out with you but not even considered as a friend! Stop leaving me in the dark! Sam please, just stop hurting me over and over again" I-I don't know what to say. It's not like those movies where I can just kiss the guy so that he would get over it. It's not that easy.

"Sam" He looked down. "I don't wanna leave you and I also don't want to be left behind" Then he hugged me. I closed my eyes and wrap my arms around him. I can't believe I'm saying this but please make this last. And he was gone. I was all alone, again.

I opened my eyes to see that it was all a dream. A dream that everyone knows, will never happen. I look at the window greeted by the sun. Darn, everyone knows how I hate morning. I lazily went out of my bed not even bothering to fix it. I went to the shower, change my clothes and eat breakfast. Now it's time to head to Carly's.

I walked to the bus stop and hoped on the bus I was dropped at the next bus stop near the Bushwell plaza. I opened the door and closed my eyes preparing for Lewbert's screams. I opened my right eye and saw Lewbert sleeping on his desk with a smoothie on hand. I smirked as a diabolical plan entered my mind.

I grabbed the smoothie from his hand and put a drop on his wart and now on his face then I ran upstairs so fast not looking back and not looking in front either. This is so fun! Messing with Lewbert never fails to make my day. I ran and ran and ran and bump. I placed my hands on the floor trying to get up but failing miserably. I look at the person my body is in contact with. Thump-thump. Thump-thump. Thump-thump.

I can feel my heart beating. Crap! I'm even hearing it! This is so embarrassing. I just hope he doesn't feel my heart skip a beat. I looked into the pair of brown eyes looking at me.

Hehehehe! so did you like it? LOL! I'll really,really,really try to update this story as soon as i can. To motivate me please click that button that links us to another window where you can review. :D ohh and the picture of Sam's room is in my profile =D