Fallen Angels
Hey guys this was a one shot but now a two. I thought I would finish this and it would be extra long as my other story's are going to have to wait for a bit. This is because I am going to be a beta reader for the marvellous TeamRobbiePattz and maybe Twilightlovefans, she hasn't actually sent me anything yet. Hope you enjoy and remember review.
Chapter 2 : The Funeral.
How had it come to this?
My beautiful Bella lying dead in a wooden box, why did I let this happen. Such an innocent life...
She felt like she was alone. Like she had no one to turn to and worst of all she died thinking no one loved her that she was all alone, but she couldn't have been more wrong. Of course I love her I have loved from the moment I first saw her in that biology class, now she has been ripped away from me.
She told me not to blame my self but how can I not, she is my life. I have no meaning without her. And she was pregnant with my child. My baby. My wife and I killed them. I killed them both. She killed herself out of my doing.
But she thought this was the only way to fuel her body with vodka and drugs.
I got of her bed and smashed the vodka bottle in my hands.
Carlisle and Esme didn't know yet, nor did Rosalie or Emmet. Alice had a vision about 23 hours ago and we got here as fast as we could.
But we were too late, she was already gone. I didn't even get a chance to tell her I love her one final time. That's the worse part she thought I, Edward Cullen didn't love her.
God my mother she is going to die, not literally but her dead heart is going to burst as well as my poor father, I have lost a love and child. But they have lost their youngest daughter; Carlisle was more protective than Charlie sometimes.
Charlie had found her and had called Alice. That's when we all came down. Charlie didn't hate me, he new from the minute I saw her I loved her. He was grieving as were so many other people. Renee and Phil were flying out and would arrive soon; Alice had also informed the other of our loss.
We were all desperately worried. Esme had run, faster than ever. To get to Bella. We weren't aloud to see her though, not till we said our final good byes on the day of the funeral. ….
2 day later .. The day of the Funeral.
Epov.
Today was it. The day we were to say goodbye to my lover for ever. I was dressed in my prom suit, the one I had danced with her in. it was still full of her scent. I also was holding onto a jumper of hers. She always wore it. I hated it, so did Alice but she loved it. I brought to my face and inhaled the scent.
We were all waiting in the private room, in the coroners' office. Through those double doors was my Bella. Lying in a box. Dead.
Charlie, Renee, Phil and my family had come to say their goodbyes. Charlie new Bella saw Carlisle and seem as her second mum and dad, she loved them dearly.
As well as Alice, rose, Jasper and Emmet being her sibling she also loved.
And I being her on true love that never will stop loving her.
Phil and my siblings were saying their goodbyes. When they came out the doors they just sat silently.
Jasper thought Edward im so sorry, she was my sister all of us loved her, are you sure you want to go in their.
I blocked out all thoughts. Esme and Carlisle went in next along with Renee and Charlie. I heard sobs from the room, they were in their for a good half an hour before all four dead looking people emerged from the room and sat back down. They were truly grief stricken.
Finally it was my turn but I didn't move. I was frozen, until I felt a hand on my shoulder. It was Esme.
"Go darling, go and say goodbye'"
I got up and hugged my mother. I walked to the double doors and stopped.
For a brief moment, I walked in and straight up the caskit.
It was a white marble one. There was a chair next to it and a let down side so you could reach the 'corpse' easily.
I went over and their was my beautiful Bella. Looking elegant as usual. She was lying peacefully. She looked like she was asleep, Even though her face was a ghostly white. She was wearing a white blowy dress that came to just above her knee, it was spectacular. I dropped onto my knees next to the coffin. I grabbed her left hand and on her wedding finger I placed my mother's engagement ring on it. I then stood up and bought her hand to my mouth. And placed a single kiss on her knuckle.
I brushed her hair away from her angelic face. I bent down near her ear and whispered.
I love you always.
I bought my lips to hers. Pressed them to seal the space between us and inhaled her freesia scent. My mouth lingered on hers as my knees dropped to the floor so did my mouth I kneeled and my face buried into her stomach. I grabbed her hands and held them to my heart. My body convulsed with sobs and I stayed there for god knows how long before I felt someone bring their hand to my shoulder.
"Come on son, its time to let her go" Charlie said in a roar voice from crying. I let him slightly drag me up then he pulled me into a hug. One last look at my Bella then we all walked and ascended into the church. Their were over 200 people there to pay respects to Bella.
As people waited behind us. Charlie, I, Carlisle, Emmet, Phil and Jasper were getting into place to carry Bella's coffin. With Charlie and Carlisle at the front then me behind Charlie and followed by Jasper. On the opposite side Carlisle was followed by Phil and Emmet.
As we picked up the coffin. Alice Rose Esme and René walked in front of the huge crowd who would follow us to wear Bella would be buried. As we slowly started walking the song Your Beautiful by James Blunt came on.
(here the link to the song as your reading listen) .com/watch?v=RlG99v4_kXQ
My life is brilliant
My life is brilliant
My love is pure
I saw an angel of that im sure
She smiled at me on the subway
She was with another man
But I won't loose no sleep at night coz
I've got a plan
This was true, i nearly collapsed listening to the song, everyone was crying now we proceeded as we neared the place wear she would be lowered.
You're beautiful
You're beautiful
You're beautiful it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place
And I don't know what to do
Coz I'll never be with you
Everyone gathered around the ground and we began to lower her into the ground.
Once she was safely in the ground. Everyone was silent, listening to the song she loved as a child as it showed her life and her with mine, my family stood at the front with hers while other just crowded round the back to watch and say goodbye to there Bella. I knelt down and stared into the ground at the coffin that held my darling.
Yeah she caught my eye
As I walked on by
She could see from my face
That I was
Fuckin high
And I don't think that I'll
See her again
But we shared a moment
That will last till thee end
You're beautiful
You're beautiful
You're beautiful it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place
And I don't know what to do
Coz I'll never be with you
Naa daaa naaa daaaaaa
You're beautiful
You're beautiful
You're beautiful it's true.
There must be an angel
With a smile on her face
When she thought up that
I should be with you
But its time to face the truth..
I will never be with you.
As the song ended there was so much truth to it. The vicar cremated her body to the ground and people said there respects.
We were about to go and celebrate her life at her wake. Charlie came to grab my arm again.
"I would wish to stay here with Bella please"
"Are you sure Edward?" he asked worried
"Please" I whispered.
I knew my eyes would be filled with hurt, loss and guilt as I looked at my family. And Charlie.
They knew how in love we were. As they walked away. I stood back as Bella's grave was filled in and her headstone was placed. Once done I sat my self next the head stone leaning against it.
1989-2007
Isabella Marie Swann Cullen
A daughter, sister, friend and mother to be.
Always with us.
Such an innocent life
In our hearts till the end and after
One true love forever.
Rest in Peace.
That's what her headstone said, she had changed her name to Cullen even though we weren't married.
I still had her jumper in my hand. I lay my head on the cool slab staring at the headstone. I was lying own now I took out a small ring from my pocket along with a small glass tube. This ring belonged to Bella. I placed the ring on my finger. I bought the glass tube to my mouth then her jumper. I inhaled her scent until I was in blackness.
We are finally at peace, my fallen angel.
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Carlisle had got this poison in his possessions from the volturi years ago when he worked for their guard. This was to be drank or forced orally and it would kill the venom instally. And then the human within the vampire would resurface and be dead.
So they died together in the end.
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