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It has been a week and I still haven't told him about the baby. Ang keeps yelling at me to tell him. I went to the doctor and he prescribed me prenatal vitamins, which was hard to take when Edward wouldn't leave me alone. I eventually got my car back which I was very happy about. Edward had it painted orange with a black fire dragon painted on the sides and he also added a black fin on the back and tinted the windows. It didn't look like something I would drive which should help with the Jacob problem.

Mike had made me a cup of tea since I had voluntarily given up coffee until after the baby was born. "Bella I'm telling you this because I love you and your baby. If you don't tell Edward I will. He needs to know and eventually he is gonna figure it out." I scratched my head, "I know I guess telling him I'm just getting fat won't work." She laughed and shook her head.

The funny part about this whole situation was that his mom and sisters already know and my family doesn't. His mom understands the predicament I am in and remembered him saying he didn't really want kids either, but she assured me that those things changed when the child is your own.

Edward was taking me out to dinner to celebrate that they had finished filming the movie he was working on in Brazil and had decided to do a sequel. His dad had decided to let Jane take over the sequel to see how she would do all her own so he was excited that he wouldn't have to leave for long periods of time. He would just leave to check in on her occasionally.

I took a huge bite of my salad as he continued to talk about the movie, "Well the director and the actors are busy with other projects but the writer has assured us that the script will be ready as soon as everyone else is. I talked to her about what she has planned for the couple in the movie and she said possibly a baby. So once they get closer to the filming date they will need to find a kid to play in the movie. I am so glad I won't be around the set it will be really hectic."

I really don't know if it was the right time but it seemed to fit. "Well maybe by then they could use our baby." I slipped it in casually hoping he would catch it. "Yeah maybe they can, anyways I can't, wait…Did you say our baby?" I took a sip of water and nodded my head. "I've been trying to tell you for a week and now seemed like a good time. At least I hope it is a good time."

There was a really long pause and he didn't speak for a while and I was afraid he had gone into shock or something. Our waiter came to see if we would like dessert and he still didn't speak. I told him no and then Edward shocked the hell out of me and the waiter, "Hell yeah we want dessert I just found out I'm gonna be a dad." I released a huge sigh and relaxed. "You're not mad?" He reached over the table and kissed me passionately. "Why would I be mad? I love you and you love me and we are getting married."

He moved his chair from across the table to right next to me as we ate an ice cream with a huge brownie on the bottom. "I love you." I looked over to see Edward wasn't exactly talking to me but more so to my stomach. "Are you talking to my stomach?" He smiled his devilish smile at me and just nodded. I kissed his cheek, "You are so cute."

The next few weeks went by without any problems. Yeah I was chased by cameras and paparazzi more than normal but that was to be expected since I was carrying a mini Cullen. I kept getting e-mails from Jacob but they lessened after the first article about the baby. My parents were excited to be having a grandchild but they both were upset that it happened before I got married. However neither of them had any room to talk since both Nathaniel and I were born before they were married.

Since the night at the club I got several more chances to laugh at all of my friends get drunk and make fools of themselves. Perhaps one time I might record how stupid they are because they think I over exaggerate the next day. I was really considering breaking out the camera as Jasper and Alice started making out on the middle of the dance floor and then they tripped and fell.

I got up to go to the bathroom when two very strong arms wrapped around my slightly swollen waist, "Where are you going?" I turned and kissed his nose, "Little Cullen has decided I need to pee." He laughed, "The baby can't make you have to pee yet, you aren't even showing that much." I put my hands on my hips, "If it can make me throw up I think it can make me pee." I left him standing all alone and headed towards the back where the bathrooms were at.

I was almost there when arms wrapped around me again. I figured it was Edward but then a rag was placed over my mouth and I panicked which was the opposite of what my dad always told me to do. The next thing I remember is waking up on a very big bed in a dark room all alone. I sat up quickly and then grabbed my head in both hands. "You should lay back down you're going to have a headache for awhile."

I leaned up against the headboard and reluctantly took the glass of water that was handed to me but didn't drink it. "It's just water I swear why would I want to hurt you now that I have you?" I considered the words that Jacob spoke and drank the water. "Where am I?" he just smiled, "Sorry I can't tell you that, but I can tell you no one will find you here."

That makes me feel a hell of a lot better. I'm stuck with a psycho and I'm some where no one will find me, great. Fuck my baby. My hands fell protectively to my stomach and I prayed that it was ok. I would give anything to be sure my baby is fine and that Jacob hadn't harmed it while I was knocked out.

He reached his hands out to cover mine and I flinched away. "Damn it Bella I won't hurt you or your fucking baby. I used chloroform so it wouldn't hurt the baby. I could have used a date rape drug and it would have been easier but I didn't. It would have hurt the baby and resulted in upsetting you." Like he really cared about me or my baby he only cared about himself.

"Please just let me go home. I promise I won't call the police, hell I will even tell them I ran away just please let me go. You can't keep me here. I will need to see a doctor and eventually go to the hospital for the baby. You can't honestly think I won't tell them I've been kidnapped at that point." I was practically begging him to have a heart and let me go, but it only seemed to make him madder.

"I love you Bella and when this baby is born I will send it to its father and we will start our own family." He was gripping my arms and shaking me. There was a knock on the door and I felt somewhat comforted in the fact that I wasn't alone with him.

He answered the door; I didn't recognize the voice but I could hear a man speak, "The boss called and a shipment will be here at midnight." He nodded and came back towards me. "I thought you quit drug trafficking?" He dropped his head as if he was sorry. "I have to go to work but I will be back and you will still be here." He walked to the door and I noticed the phone on the table, "And one more thing, don't try to call anyone the operator is under strict orders not to connect you to anyone." Once the door was closed I threw a glass bowl at it and began to cry. I felt like my world was shattering just like the bowl that was now laying in a million pieces around the floor.

It could have been hours or minutes that I cried I couldn't tell. There was no window in the room and no clock. Every once in a while there would be a knock on the door asking if I was hungry but I never answered.

When Jacob returned he brought a plate of food but none of it looked appetizing. "If you won't eat for me or you then it for your baby." I know he didn't care about the baby but I had to do what was best for it since it was my only connection to Edward. I had to stay alive and sane for our child.

I ate the fruit that was brought. He tried to give me coffee but I refused, "I know you love coffee so just drink it." I could smell it. The coffee that haunted my dreams since I quit, it was Mike's Irish cream coffee. That meant we weren't far from the city. At least close enough to get his coffee. I needed to find away to use this to my advantage.

I was allowed to read the paper and watch T.V. which had pictures of me and Edward begging for my return. It broke my heart to see him so messed up but Jacob would smile every time I cringed.

I was lying on my bed in my private room trying to think of a way to leave when my door opened. It was so dark I couldn't see who it was but I was pretty sure I knew who it was. He laid down beside me and rolled me onto my back.

"Bella you have no idea how much I missed you. I've waited for this moment since they locked me up." He started to kiss my neck and I tried to push him away but it was useless. Every time he went in to kiss my lips I would turn my head and he would miss. He eventually got tired of that and grabbed my face holding it still.

Once he finally captured my lips he shoved his tongue in my mouth. I did the only thing I could think of and bit down on it. "Fuck!" He pulled away covering his mouth. "I was going to be gentle with you but if you're going to be a bitch I'll just take what I want." He pinned my hands above my head and ripped my clothes from my body before he brutally raped me. My body was sure to be covered in bruises from how rough he had been with me.

I felt like a whore as he pounded into me not even caring that I was begging for him to stop. This was not the Jacob that I once loved. This was someone I had never met he was finished using me he just left me there crying curled up into a ball. This continued for about a week at least twice a day and each time was worse than the time before. Eventually he became slightly nicer and stopped forcing himself on me; however he would still come in my room every night and hold me as if making sure I wasn't gone.

I had been held hostage for four weeks and I was almost five months along. Jacob always seemed to have clothes that fit me and it freaked me out. At least I figured out why he had stolen my clothes when he broken into my apartment. He has been planning this for a very long time.

I still hadn't figured out where I was but that could have something to do with the fact that I haven't left the inside of the house. After trying to fight with Jacob the first day I figured my best bet was to just play somewhat nice. We were both eating breakfast as he read the paper. "Jacob I was wondering if maybe I could get some fresh air today. I just feel like I am getting cabin fever and going crazy."

He ate the rest of his food before he answered, "I actually think that is a great idea in fact we can go for a walk as soon as you're done eating." That wasn't what I wanted but it was as good as I would get. When we stepped out of the house the sun hurt my eyes. I looked out and I saw the Statue of Liberty, but then looked down and saw the ocean and my heart fell. "I told you they wouldn't find you here. As far as they know this is a private wild life reservation."

I had to get out of here this is ridiculous. I felt my baby kick and I placed my hand over my bump and tried to comfort my child. Hold on baby I know daddy is looking for us along with all of our friends. Jacob reached out to touch me and I turned away from him.

"Stop that!" I jumped at the malice in his voice and turned with every once of fury I had in. "You can't touch my baby. This child isn't yours and I would rather die than let you touch it. The only person allowed to touch me is Edward not you, you son of a bitch!" He gripped my shoulders tightly, "You are so damn lucky I love you. Because no one talks to me like that." I glared right back at him, "You're lucky I'm carrying HIS child or else I would have killed myself the first night I was here."

I tried to push him off me but it was no good he was stronger than me. He leaned down to try and kiss me but I turned my head so that he got my cheek instead. Tears were pooling in my eyes burning to spill over. He sighed and rested his head on my shoulder. "Why do you hate me when I love you so much?"

His hands grasped mine and I couldn't hold the tears back any longer. "Jacob look around at where we are and tell me how I can't hate you. I've been kidnapped and taken away from the man I love who is also the father of my baby. You've raped me and made me feel like trash. You don't do those things to the people you love."

He composed himself and grabbed my face in his hands, "We will be together." He forced his lips against mine but I didn't respond at all. When he pulled away I sobbed and dropped my head in my hands sitting in a chair.

He left me sitting on the porch all by myself. I saw a boat coming towards the island and I let my dreams that it was someone here to rescue me take over. Unfortunately the boat just dropped off some people and then left. If I could just fucking get to the boat I could get out of here.

A group of three very big guys and one lady came to join me on the porch. Then Jacob was standing beside me again, "June this is Bella, Bella June. She is the doctor who will be taking care of you and your baby."

I didn't even look at her I just went back inside and headed for the bedroom I am staying in. I wanted so badly for me to be in Edward's arms right now but it wasn't going to happen.

There was a knock on the door and then June came in. "I know this isn't what you want and I am sorry about it and I would help if I could but I can't. However I am a good doctor and I won't let anything happen to your baby." She pulled out her laptop and began to type in my information and then she left me alone.

I needed to get to her computer if I could just get a message out to Edward he could come save me.

After a few days I got her schedule down and snuck into her room and used her computer while she was in the gym. I logged onto my e-mail account and quickly sent Edward a message telling him where I was and the situation. I pushed send and was almost out of the room when June came in.

"What are you doing in my room?" I panicked and said the only thing I could think of. "I don't feel good. I'm cramping and I think it is from stress but I don't know how to relax especially in this type of situation." She immediately went into doctor mode. "Well you can eat your comfort foods, try breathing exercises, yoga, and I know it's hard but perhaps try to forget about the situation." I nodded. Even though the symptoms were a lie I knew I should probably try some of these things. It couldn't hurt right?

I was sleeping as soundly as one can while being held against your own will when I heard guns being fired and then Jacob came running into my room carrying a gun. He literally ripped me up off the bed by my arm and dragged me down the hall. I could here people yelling 'put you hands up', 'drop your weapon' and 'get down on the ground'. I was relieved Edward had gotten my message and I would be home soon.

"Jacob just give it up, you can't get away with this." He coved my mouth and continued to drag me out the back towards a boat. He forced me to lie down in the boat while he got it started. There was a light pointed at him and a cop yelled, "Put you hands on your head and step out of the boat!" He ignored him and pulled out a gun and began firing. I screamed and then the cops fired back.

Jacob's body fell out of the boat and I stood up just to fall back down in pain. Cops came running towards me, "Get a medic!" I passed out as they were carrying me towards their boat.

I woke up in a white room with no lights on but someone was holding my hand. I tried to pull my hand away but the grip just got tighter. I looked down and there was Edward holding onto my hand for dear life. I looked down at my body. I hurt so bad and when I wiggled my toes a pain shot straight through my body. I moaned and Edward looked at me.

"Thank God you're awake." Kiss, "I love you so much," kiss, "I will never," kiss, "let anything," kiss, "ever happen," kiss, "to you," kiss, "again." I started crying and grabbed onto him as tightly as my injured body would allow. I already knew the answer to my question but I must ask so that it would make it real. I sobbed as I talked, "I'm sorry." "For what?" I pulled out of his arms, "I lost the baby."

I became hysterical and couldn't stop shaking and crying whether I was crying from the physical pain or the loss I don't know. Edward paged the nurse in and she was carrying a syringe. "No please don't make me sleep, I'll calm down I swear!" She was still coming towards me, "Please!" She stuck the syringe in the IV, "Please, I don't want to dream about it." She was getting ready to inject the medicine in me when Edward grabbed her wrist. "I think she just needs to talk to her doctor."

She looked at me and then back at him and sighed and took the syringe out and walked away. "Thank you." He sat down next to me, "Bella this isn't your fault you did nothing wrong." I just nodded but still couldn't look him in the eye. I felt like it was entirely my fault that our baby was gone. I was supposed to protect it until it was born and I couldn't. The doctor walked in and had a serious face on and it was kind of scary.

"We are all so glad that you have finally woken up. I hear that you gave the nurse a hard time about being sedated." I nodded, "I just don't want to sleep. I fear I might be dreaming right now. However I'm not sure if this would be a good dream or a nightmare." Edward rubbed my back, "Honey you are alive and safe and this is real." The doctor explained that the bullet had gone through the boat and hit me in the stomach. They tried to save the baby but it was down to either it or me and since it was too young to survive either way they saved me.

I lost a lot of blood and had to have four transfusions but luckily Edward and I are a match, which made me smile deep on the inside. I was out for three days and they were afraid I would never wake up. He told me I would be allowed to leave in two days if all my tests came back normal and if I promised to follow all instructions. He also said I would need to make an appointment with my OB/GYN about scar tissue. He gave me some pain killer since I was complaining and then left.

Jasper, Alice, Ang, and Mike all came to see me right after he left. Mike snuck me in a coffee. I was a little out of it when my parents called. I tried to talk but it was all slurred and foggy so Edward talked for me. My dad had to come up when I was first admitted to sign some papers to allow Edward to make decisions for me.

I fell asleep while everyone was around me talking about what I had missed and Ang assured me that she had taken care of my job. The last thing I remember hearing was Mike say he was glad Jacob was dead so he could never harm me again. I can't believe this shit happened to me this is the kind of stuff that happens in soap operas not real life.

OK let me know what you think. I was a little skeptical about the whole Jacob rape thing but my friend insisted it was needed.