AN: Heyyheyy, well here is the 3rd chapter of Electric Feel. Sorry I hadn't updated sooner but I have been really busy with school and Christmas shopping! :D. Anyway, this is set 6 weeks after the 2nd chapter and FYI Aussie guys aren't that bad!!:D Please Review. Check out the poll on my profile please. :D Luvya, Tee.

Electric Feel

6 WEEKS LATER

'So Emily, how are you feeling today?' Have you been doing the little "homework" exercises I set you?' Dr. Tina Bridges, Emily's therapist, asked. She had been seeing Emily 1 hour a day, 3 times a week, since Emily had attempted suicide.

'Yes, but I do not however, see why I must do them. They are unnecessary and take up too much of my time.' Emily replied vehemently. She hated having to do tedious tasks; if it weren't for Derek forcing her to do them she'd never get them done, she was very grateful to have him. Not many men would stick around after finding out their girlfriend is pregnant by another man; even if it wasn't what she had wanted.

'Take up to much of your time? It is my belief Emily, that you are not at work, therefore I would think you would have lots of time on your hands.' Dr. Bridges exclaimed, knowing that meditating and writing out your feelings for the day were not that time consuming.

'Have you told your mother about your pregnancy yet?' She asked, already knowing the answer, but wanting to move on.

'No.' Was Emily's short and simple reply. Dr. Bridges sighed, whenever she had bought this topic up "No." was all she ever received; she was hoping to get more out of Emily today.

'And why not Emily? Surely your mother won't be angry? I want to know why Emily, please tell me.' She asked gently, hoping she would get an explanation this time; and she did.

'You really want to know, Dr. Bridges?' Emily asked sighing; she knew she would have to tell her anyway. No one else knew, only her mother and Evan, her brother.

'Yes, if you want to tell me.'

'Ok. Well it's happened before.' She stated simply.

'What's happened before? The pregnancy? The rape?' Dr. Bridges asked, checking her notes. Emily didn't answer, just spoke anyway.

'I was 18 and I had accompanied Mother to Sydney, Australia. It was during a school break, anyway, I'd snuck out and decided to see the sights, yano. I ended up in a club, didn't even have to show I.D., legal drinking age is 18. So I was in this club dancing and I met this guy. He was gorgeous, shaggy blonde hair, blue eyes, tall and fit, his name was Sean. We danced and he bought me drinks.' Emily stopped, taking a deep breath.

'Do you want to go on or stop?'

'Anyway, next thing I know I'm in an alleyway...yano...I slept with him. My first time was in a dirty alleyway, in a foriegn country, with a guy I had only just met. It was horrible. I didn't tell Mother, because I knew she would be disgraced and ashamed; that was the last thing I needed, she hated me enough as it was.' Emily sighed, looking at the suddenly interesting carpet.

'Well Emily, I can sympathise with you not wanting to tell your Mother, though I feel you should have.'

'It was about a month later; when I found out I was pregnant. I told my mother, she didn't know I'd even lost my virginity. When I told her, she called me a little slut and sent me to live with my brother Evan in France. She told me that I'd never find someone who would love me. She may have been right.' Emily murmured, leaving Dr. Bridges shocked.

'Did you keep the baby?' Dr. Bridges asked not recalling any mention of a child in her notes.

'Well…' Emily trailed off.