Disclaimer: We don't own any part or character of 'The Nanny'…but if we could choose…well, you know.
A/N: Just another little collaboration with DannyFan66. This one is about 80 percent improv and 20 percent discussed. Let us know what you think.
** In this last chapter, to try something different, almost all the CC dialogue was written by DannyFan66 and I did Niles…uhm, Niles' dialogue…oops, Freudian slip!...
No More Pretending
Chapter 5
Niles wasted no more time. He swept CC into his arms and carried her to her bed. "I can't wait to search every part of you for that love we need to set free." Niles waggled his eyebrows as he set her down before him.
"Take your time, Niles…" CC cooed in his ear, "…take your time."
"Oh, CC," he growled as he reached for the sash of her robe, "you need not worry about that. I've been patient for over fifteen years..." and it one slow, sensual move pulled it free. "...and now that I actually have you here before me, I intend to take my time and savor every precious moment." He let out a low hiss as the robe parted and revealed a hint of her to him.
CC stood patiently and took in the look of appreciation that graced his handsome features. She felt herself shiver slightly at the soft touch of his hands on her bare skin as he slipped them around her waist. "God, how I've waited to feel that…" she whispered.
Niles ran his hands up from her waist along her back and crossed them to bring her tightly against him. He brought his lips to her neck and laid feather light kisses down to her shoulder, whispering after each one ,"Is this the spot, Love?"
"Mmmmm," CC hummed softly as his kisses caressed her. "Keep looking…"
Niles pulled back slightly so he could look into her eyes, and quite seriously but with still a hint of smile he said, "You do realize that I'm not going to stop once I find it, right? So you don't have to hold back telling me, ok?"
Just as playfully, CC responded. "Oh, I don't think I'll have to tell you. When you find it, you'll know." She leaned in and nipped his chin.
"Why, Miss Babcock, you need not worry about me finding 'that' spot." He let his hands slowly uncross and brought them dangerously close to the edge of her breasts, drawing a light gasp from her. "I was still looking for how to release that love for me. Of course, it would be quite convenient if they were one and the same." His eyes twinkled as her mouth formed an O, claiming it with his before she could say anything. When her arms came up around his neck, he brought his hands between them and caressed her breasts. "Oh, God, CC," he moaned into her mouth.
CC broke away from his kiss and traced the edge of his ear lightly with her tongue. "Make love to me, Niles, please," she purred on a breath.
"Now who's in a hurry?" he chuckled softly as he lifted her onto the bed.
CC gazed up into the blue of his eyes and smiled, and then was overcome as an image came to the surface. "Niles?" she whispered. He looked at her with concern and love. "I'm remembering something..."
"What is it Love?"
"Your hands... I've imagined how it would feel when your hands caress my skin," CC ran her hands slowly down his arms. "And your lips...I've seen myself shiver when your lips kiss the valley between my breasts," CC traced circles on the small of his back. "But mostly, mmmm," she closed her eyes at the intensity of the emotion washing over her, "I've dreamt about the incredible wave of wholeness I'd feel when you finally take me completely."
Niles thought his heart would explode. We're getting there. He pulled her into a sitting position and brought his hands to her shoulders. Looking into her eyes to make sure there was no hesitation, he pushed the robe off her shoulders. "So beautiful."
"You always make me feel beautiful, Niles." CC rested her hands on the firmness of his chest where is showed beneath the robe. "You've been working out." She wore that cat that ate the canary smirk. "I like it."
He puffed out his chest at the comment and then a slight cloud crossed his eyes. "What's the matter?" CC asked, picking up on his mood change almost immediately.
"I was thinking about your comment just now, how I always make you feel beautiful. I can't imagine that my barbs about your weight, you being a man, or me calling you a cow could have served your self-image in any positive way."
CC caressed his face. "Words, Niles, just words." CC kissed his frown away. "But, whenever I'd catch you looking at me, when I wasn't supposed to notice, the look in your eyes said something completely different. I always felt beautiful in those eyes."
Niles wrapped her in a tight hug. Releasing her, he leaned into her and let his weight push her back onto the bed. She reached up to wrap her arms around him and he held her hands back "Just a sec..." and he stood up, quickly removed his robe, and came back to lie fully next to her. "I just couldn't stand not touching you completely anymore." He motioned for her to lift her head a bit so he could put his arm under and then he pulled her to his chest.
"Niles…why are you hesitating?" CC snuggled into him and caressed the sparse hair on his chest.
"CC, I've dreamt of this for as long as I can remember. Now that I actually have you in my arms, it's almost too much." He kissed the top of her head. "I just wanted to enjoy the feeling of actually holding you, the real you, not the dream. I know; it sounds strange, even to me." He squeezed her shoulder, pressing her more closely into him.
CC rolled herself on top of him and straddled his waist. She leaned down and kissed him deeply pulling a guttural moan from him. "Well, Butler Boy, I'm ready to live the dream."
Niles smiled seeing his magnificent Ice Queen staring down at him with lust in her eyes. He reached his arms up to her face and met her lips again in an ever more passionate kiss. He quickly rolled them over and dipped his head to the sensitive spot on her neck he had discovered before. His hands roamed every bit of her body, trailing soft caresses and gentle tickles in response to her sighs, moans and giggles. Niles' mood became less playful and more intense as he kissed his way down her body. Circling his tongue slowly around one of her nipples, he felt her arch into him. "Oh, so you like that?" he said, flicking his tongue out again.
"Oh yeah…" CC's deep sexy tone made him twitch just a little between her legs. "And you like that…" She tossed her sultry laugh and Niles' arousal responded again. "I've always wondered why you'd beat a hasty retreat whenever I laughed like that."
Niles felt his blush extend all the way to his ears.
CC laughed lightly this time. "That is just the cutest thing ever." She traced the reddened curve of his ear with her finger. "I really like knowing the affect I have on you, Niles."
"You do, huh?" He smiled from ear to ear, his momentary shyness quickly fading away. "I wonder if there's anything I can do to elicit a similar response…" Niles raised an eyebrow and growled, "Babcock." He nuzzled into her neck.
The trio of halting gasps followed by a contented sigh told Niles all he needed to know. "Oh, Niles…" CC whispered feeling the need again to 'up' the stakes. "That makes me so wet."
"CC," Niles let out a strangled cry at her confession, "you're making it very 'hard' for me not to ravage you right this minute."
"On the contrary, Niles, I'm making it just hard enough." CC looked up at him with hooded eyes and still didn't know why he waited. Most other men would have long since come and gone by now.
"Woman," he growled again, crushing his mouth to hers. Take it easy old man; show her what it means to be loved. As CC tried to deepen the kiss, he actually eased up a bit, kissing first the edge of her lips, and then her cheek. Moving slowly down her neck, he softly licked at her collar bone and continued his trail of kisses to her right breast. "So soft," he whispered, taking her nipple into his mouth and sucking it gently. He left the nipple to lick the underside of the breast, and then devoted his attention on the one that had thus far been neglected.
"Oh my, God…" CC moaned at his attentions. This isn't like with any other man. He's so gentle, and attentive, and…loving. "Mmmmm, Niles…you're amazing."
Niles moved his head down lower, kissing her ribs, her belly and the top of her thighs. His original plan was to prolong his kisses down her calves, but when his cheek brushed up against the heat from her core, her musky scent overpowered all his senses and he delved his tongue into her.
CC stiffened and arched her back as the intense shockwaves moved up her spine. Her breathing was rapid and shallow and her senses reeled from the newness of it all. Her thoughts could barely process all the different feelings Niles was pulling from her. No one has ever…cared enough…never, loved me… "I'm gonna…" CC panted and came hard as Niles slowed his delicate caress of her most sensitive area. "Niles…" CC cooed euphorically, "I…am impressed."
Kissing his way back up her body, he nestled in between her legs and looked lovingly into her eyes. "I don't want to impress you, CC," he said as he slowly entered her. "I just want you to know that you are loved." When he had buried himself completely into her, he let more of his weight rest on her, pressing his chest into her breasts and almost losing himself to the feeling of her all around him. "And CC," he nuzzled her ear and whispered softly as he rocked firmly back and forth into her, "I do love you, so very much."
CC wrapped her arms around him and prayed the tears she could feel welling in her eyes didn't fall. What will he think of my crying like a school girl. I know he's right, I do feel it why won't the words come out. "Niles…" CC released on a long breath as she savored the feel of him moving inside her. Nothing had ever felt the same. It wasn't her first time, hardly, but this was so different. Not just the way Niles felt, but the way he made her feel. "You feel so good…" CC offered in her sultry voice and nipped on the skin of Niles' neck.
Niles shivered in response to both her voice and her ministrations. Watch yourself, show her, help her. He felt the dampness on his cheek as she held on tighter and tried to distract both of them from what they meant. He shifted his weight on his left arm and reached up to undo her hands from his neck so he could see her eyes and the tears he knew were there. "Oh CC," he shushed, kissing the eyelids and the tears, and then slowly claiming her mouth.
"I want to say it for you, Niles, I really do." CC pulled him into another kiss. "I just…I can't, I feel it, in here," she put her hand over her heart, "but it won't come out."
"Don't worry about it, Love, I'm not going to disappear. When you're ready, I'll be here," Niles said simply, kissing her back with love and compassion. He continued to thrust into her, increasing the pressure and the intensity a little each time. He could feel his control slipping "CC, you are so tight...this is so good." He hooked his arm under her knee and shifted his hips at the same time.
"Oh Niles! How do you…oooohhh…" CC moaned deeply with every thrust, moving closer and closer to the edge again. He's amazing! I've never… "I'm so close, Niles…don't stop, please don't stop."
"CC, look at me," he said in a voice that she could not disregard. As their eyes locked, he thrust into her harder, making her moan again. "That's it, stay with me baby." Thrusting, harder, again, "I want to see you cum."
"Niles…" CC felt like she was being absorbed into him. The look in his eyes was so concentrated, so passionate, and so loving that she wanted to get lost in it. "Oh, yeah, oh…" CC chewed on her bottom lip. "I need to feel it, Niles…cum with me…" CC moaned at his quickening thrusts. "Niiiiilllleeesssss!" Her body shuddered and she fought to hold his gaze.
"God, CC, I'm...oh...CCeeeee!" he cried her name as her orgasm triggered his. Collapsing onto her, he sighed sweetly into her neck, as he tried to catch his breath. "That was..."
"Mind numbing?" CC hugged him tightly. "Niles I've never felt anything like that before. Is it always like that when..." CC let her voice fade, still unable to say the words.
"CC...I can't deny that I've had some great sexual experiences; this was not my first time. And though I cared a great deal for those women…just two," he added quickly seeing the way she looked at him, "I wasn't in love with them." He kissed her softly, "I love you, CC. I wanted 'our' first time to make you feel that."
"I did, Niles, I do!" CC snuggled into his chest and ran her hand over the smattering of damp hair there. "I'm not sure why I can't say the words. I wanted to, but it just felt…forced. I want it to be natural, like when you say it." CC did her best to stifle a yawn.
He kissed the top of her head, "I told you before that I'm not going anywhere. There's no pressure, I know that when you're ready, you'll tell me." Shifting to his side, he spooned in behind her and draped his arm across her middle. "I love you, CC".
A few moments of comfortable silence drifted between them. CC rested her hand on Niles' and as she drifted slowly off to sleep, whispered, "I love you, Niles."
Niles' breath caught in his throat and he paused, waiting to see if she had realized how easily those words finally did come from her. Hearing her even breathing, he knew she was already asleep, so he smiled and sighed, pulling her back tightly into his chest. "I know, Love. I feel it."