I couldn't believe how sad, my dating Evra, made me feel. It wasn't supposed to be this way. I was dating him to forget about Mr. Tall. I know that's not a nice thing to do, but it seemed like the best thing at the time. I didn't want to date Mr. Tall. It just didn't fit in my future in my opinion. I was only fifteen and I was wanted by some monsters. Well I really couldn't say that anymore. I was a monster too. I would age every five years, I was a half vampire. That really sucked. I couldn't be with Evra anyway. It would only hurt him for me to be near him. I wanted blood and who's to say, I wouldn't try to attack him next?

At night, Mr. Crepsley would teach me the ways of vampires. I wasn't good at this. I was still focusing on the fact that I was a human girl, three days ago! I couldn't let go of that.

"You're not human anymore." Mr. Crepsley said one night. "Forget that you were ever human." I couldn't do that. That was impossible. "It's only going to make you upset." He mumbled before returning to teaching me how to fight. I couldn't fight….

"This is too hard!" I yelled after hours of working. My hair was all greasy, and I stank of dog poop. I think I stepped in it a few times. This angered Mr. Crepsley. He looked me in the eyes, and started to lecture me. I wish I would have known how good his lectures actually were back then.

"Do you want to die early?" He asked me. "Gannen will rip you to pieces. If you can not fight, you are worthless. I wonder why the prophecy chose you." He said. "If you want an early death walk away now." I stood my ground. "That's what I thought." So I bet you can guess what happened then. I had to fight all night long. At this point, I was so angry that I probably could have pulled a tree out of the ground from adrenaline. I saw someone while we were fighting though, watching, waiting. His eyes were the color of rubies, glinting in the moonlight.

I pointed. "Do you see that?" I asked Mr. Crepsley. He turned around and looked at me like I was crazy. Was I going mad? I didn't know for sure, but at that moment. I realized life was never going to be fair to me. Life was always going to challenge me and I would have to meet that challenge. I had to survive for my parents, for Hatori, and Yogi.

I went to bed that night very tired. Was this all really worth it? Was I really going to save the world? I didn't think so. That was impossible, a half vampire couldn't do that. Could they? I heard Evra talking to his snake in his tent two tents down. I decided to go keep him company. I wasn't sleeping anyway. I walked into his tent, and he looked up, smiled and told me to sit down.

"How are you?" He asked me. I yawned and he laughed. "Tired I take it." I smiled and nodded. We sat in there for hours, and talked, but towards sunrise I got a nasty feeling. A feeling that you know is bad. Mr. Tiny was at the Cirque. Most likely delivering horrible news again. I told Evra, and he immediately went stiff. He said he would rather stay in the tent. Mr. Tiny gave him the jitters. I kissed his cheek and went to see what was up.

Sure enough, he was there, with two rather large vampaneze. When he saw me he grinned, and motioned for me to follow him. I had no choice, so I did. We walked into the woods, and we stopped in a clearing, far from the Cirque.

"This gentlemen, would like to have a talk with you." He said. "Unfortunately, I cannot stay. I have to go make a volcano explode in Hawaii." I started to say something but he disappeared. I was left with two gigantic vampaneze. Just great, peachy actually.

One laughed. "This is the prophecy!" The other roared with laughter too. "She's a tooth pick." I glared at them.

"Well." The second one said. "We wanted to give you the chance, to make a great decision." I looked at him wearily.

"What is it?" I snapped.

"Join us." He whispered.

That's confusion part 2. The next chapter will have more of Evra, and Emma moments. Then Confession finally starts! I need your opinions. I think the beginning of this story was a little….how do you say...not so good. Should I rewrite the beginning? Well let me know your thoughts! Please read and review. Constructive Criticism is welcome.