Hey, I wrote this chapter while I was
Trying to calm down. Writing always helps if I get mad
Moreover, I thought about how Loren would feel seeing his own wife
Doing it with another man.
I Do Not Own House of Night!!!
Loren
Anger. Pain. My feelings right now, as I think about this fucking bastard who is now going to be having sex with my wife. I would say making love but he does not really love her, maybe her body but nothing more then that. He only wants her because of pure lust, any person would.
Not me.
I fell in love with Neferet because of whom she was, not how she looked. I loved and still love her because of her caring and gentle personality; she always brought such happiness to my everyday life.
Now, having to give her up just like that even if for an important reason…made my anger boil and I was not one to anger quickly. I could hear them, hear what they are doing and even though I know in my heart that she is only pretending, I cannot get past hearing her moan in pleasure.
Pleasure I was not giving her.
I know that no matter what she could not control how he body responds to this, because, if she could then she would. With every passing second, I could feel my heart wrench, my breath being hitched in my throat. Our imprint was extremely strong and had gotten stronger over the six years we had been married.
What was going on right now was giving one pleasure and the other life ending pain. Neferet had to be feeling some of it by now, the pain I knew because when I had been killed…she went back into her room with Lenobia and fell to the ground of her knees. Screaming in pain as she clutched her heart.
Something I wish I could do right now.
However, nonetheless I knew that if Kalona or anyone else for that matter, found out about Nolan and I, it would ruin our whole plan. The plan that we had worked on for at least two months, but how long was I to just sit around and watch as this creature, no monster is what he is.
How long am I to sit around, to pretend this does not affect me, to just act as if I do not care my love is in the arms of another man. Kalona does not care about her at all; he only likes her because she brought him out of his prison.
Where he should have rotted for all I fucking care.
Another heart stopping pain went through my body as I fell to one knee and clutched my heart. No matter how much it hurt, I couldn't just stay underground and pretend I couldn't care less, no what kind of man would that make me?
I knew that once Zoey and her gang came back from the tunnels that this would all be explained. They would all learn what had happened; Zoey would understand that the man who was having sex with her was not I. They could all see Neferet is not evil, that she was forced to do this to banish Kalona for the last time.
Fucking bastard.
Neferet
Kalona left our room to go and check on the sentries. I put on a fake mask to fool him into thinking I liked what he was doing to me. I know my body enjoyed it, but I could not control that at all.
After he had walked out of the door, my face fell and I buried my head into my hands. Tears fell down my cheeks and slipped off my chin hitting the carpet beneath me. I threw on my clothes and walked over to the window. The imprint between Loren and I was being tested beyond all possible limitations.
I knew that when my heart wrenched that he too could feel the pain.
I opened the screen door to my balcony and stared out into the night sky. I begged Nyx to help me.
My daughter, do not weep when you know I am by your side
Her voice caught me off guard.
"How can I not cry when I know that by doing this I'm hurting people I love?" I almost shouted at her. She placed one hand on my shoulder and I felt calm.
All will work out in due time, my daughter…just remember that I will keep Zoey and her friends safe, I will be keeping an eye on Loren and Patricia as well as everyone else at this House of Night. All you need to do is have faith in both myself and have extra faith in you…there is a way to get through this; you just have to look harder…
Her figure vanished into the night as a cool breeze dried up my tears. I looked up at the crescent moon and smiled. As long as I had faith in my goddess, life would be back to normal soon.
Loren
I snuck back into our underground home. Lying on the bed stomach down, eating a bowl of fruit and watching T.V was Nolan. I let a smile come onto my face as I saw how relaxed she looked.
She looked up at me and smiled, I let my face fall a bit just to let her know what just went on. She seemed to get the message and swung her legs over the edge of the bed. I sighed and paced the room.
"Do you always pace when you're mad?" She asked, her eyes following me around the room. I stopped pacing and ran my fingers through my hair, which had grown a little past my neck.
"No, but I figure that if I don't I might break something…and then it might hurt you and I have no intention of doing something like that," I told her, leaning against the wall as my thoughts went in complete disorder.
"Awwww thanks! Now back to why your mad, let me guess that you heard Neferet and Kalona having it and because you two have such a strong imprint it was extremely painful for you and now you are very upset," She explained to me as if she was teaching a lesson. I nodded she was exactly right.
"I won't lie and say I know how you feel because I don't, but when this plan enters it's last stage then you can do whatever you want to Kalona, we won't stop you Blake," She said, sounding encouraging.
"Yeah…I know but the time between then and now seems like a longer time to wait then I would like," I said crossing my arms and looking at the floor. If only this was a dream then I could just wake up, hopefully beside Neferet and breath a little easier.
"What we need to start focusing on right now Loren and Patricia, is how we are going to explain this all to Zoey and her friends, I don't think they will trust Loren or Neferet," Shekinah said, coming out of absolutely nowhere.
Nolan and I sighed in unison at the thought of all the explaining we had to do, me especially seeing as Zoey thinks I am the one who…I did not even like thinking about it. Just the sheer thought made me want to wretch.
"Good point, so Loren got anything you're going to say?" Nolan asked standing up and stretching. My head shot up to look her right in the eyes.
"Not a thing, but then again I don't know exactly what I did…she won't listen to me unless you or someone else states it first," I said, trying to work out the reasonable in a situation such as this.
"Well, we must think of something because Zoey and everyone else are due back in about five days…"Shekinah told us, looking from me to Nolan and back to me. I let my head fall as I could feel a headache coming on from having to think about something like this.
Neferet
"Trust me, that brat and her friends will be back in due time…they can't stay away from the House of Night for too long especially after what happened to that red vampyre," I said, being careful not to show it hurt to call Zoey a brat.
"Yes my Queen, and then like everyone else they shall be under our control, that is, until we need them of course," Kalona said as I leaned my head against his bare shoulder. I had to act as if I was in love with him so might as well do it well.
He had to believe that this was all real, so if acting like this was the only way to assure it then I guess I will have to. Besides, Anastasia, Dragon, Lenobia and Nolan will all be paying for this in the end.
"Is something the matter Neferet?" He asked hints of worry etching into his voice. I had not realized that I had stiffened up until he spoke. I relaxed and sighed, placing the palm of my hand on my forehead and sighed.
"I…just have a headache…" I said softly and that wasn't a lie. My head was pounding as if someone was playing drums in there. Kalona's hands' rubbing my arm in what was supposed to a soothing gesture, but to me it feel horrible I would much rather have Loren hugging me right now.
Loren….
End.
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