A huge THANK YOU to the positive feedback the last two chapters :D I was SO tired when I finished both of them although I do LOVE how Ed and B are completely fucked up...It sounds horrible but I had fun writing an angry Bella :D.
Thank you for the nickname...'Rawwwr' you little Scot-Sweetie I LOVE IT! X
Another thank you to everyone who has already decided or will be deciding to add this story to their favourites...I only hope that more people on here have the extra little push to update their first fanfics...If anyone needs any kind of help with a fanfic then they can always ask me and I will try and help you as best I can...Keep that it mind because I know what it's like to get writer's block but also to not have an idea at all .
That's my little rant over with.....I do not own twilight, I OWN AML (I LOVE saying that now!))
LEMON near to the end of the chapter – (Sorry it is not the lemon you are all waiting for )
*~Bella~*
I stirred around groggily in bed not liking the enhanced heat from both mine and Rosalie's bodies...I looked down underneath the covers and saw that I was still dressed in my party clothes...I groaned and got out of bed (which had been surprisingly easy considering I was still in heels) Rosalie was still asleep... I crept over to my bathroom.
The only things that were evident on my usual pale face were my dark circles habituating underneath my eyes and my panda-looking black eye....How the hell was I going to explain this to anyone else. I turned on the tap in the sink and splashed my face with cold water to wake myself up fully...I then walked back into my room and glanced at the clock on my bedside table....It was eight-thirty.
I took off my heels and replaced them with a pair of fluffy socks...I didn't care that they didn't 'go' with the outfit I would rather wear them than have to trudge downstairs in heels again it was bad enough last night and I had the blisters now to prove it. I opened the door to my room and walked down the stairs...I edged slowly towards the living room windows and glanced out...Edward's, Alice's, Emmett's and Carlisle's cars were all still here...I didn't see Jasper's however and I made a mental note to ask Alice about that later....I needed to see someone though and I wondered if Carlisle would be in his office...Fair enough I was taking a huge step here and also Carlisle could end up being mad at me for my behaviour and to also frown on my behaviour for allowing myself to get hurt and not defending myself...I don't know what to think frankly because I would end up being a babbled mess.
I walked down the familiar corridor to Carlisle's office...I knocked on the door twice and then entered...Carlisle was scanning through his bookshelf at the back of his desk...His back to me...I walked towards him slowly and sat down on the empty chair...He still hadn't turned round to find me...I placed my hands on my lap.
Carlisle had turned and caught my glance he jumped dropping the large book that he had to hold with both of his hands...It landed with a crash on the floor.
"I am sorry, Carlisle" I said as he ignored the book on the floor and walked around the desk to hold my face in his hands.
"Bella what the hell happened to you?" He asked as he tilted my head from one side to another.
"Carlisle please don't panic...Please don't be angry with me, either...I will explain"
"Bella I would never be angry at you unless you gave me a good enough reason to...Besides there is no way you could have done this to yourself"
"I didn't"
"I need to check this out, Bella...I will go and get my bag" Carlisle started to walk away from me.
"No dad...Please wait"! I called out to him...He halted in his tracks and turned to look at me his face full of astonishment.
"What?" I asked him
"You called me dad"
"Yeah....You are my dad" I answered tears filling up my eyes at his genuine shock for me calling him dad. "I'm sorry if you don't want me to-"
"Bella I have been waiting for the time for you to call me that...I knew that when you said it that I would be happy and now what I'm feeling is...Indescribable" Carlisle walked back towards me as he was talking...He knelt in front of the chair so that both of our heads were the same height.
"Okay Bella I will let you explain but can you at least let me go and get you something to put on your eye?" Carlisle asked and I nodded...He smiled at me lightly and then left.
Carlisle was only gone for about a minute or so when he came back with the same bag of frozen peas that Rosalie had put on my eye last night....Coincidence I think not. He went back to his kneeling position in front of me...I leaned forward slightly so he could put the bag on my eye...I flinched again at the coldness as Carlilse held the bag up to my face.
"I got into a fight...With Edward" I stated.
"Edward did this?"
"No...Oh god no...We had a really bad argument...Edward was upset that I invited Mike Newton last night...I confronted him about it...I can't really remember what was said all I know was that I shouted...A lot. I remember slapping him around the face and then Jessica saw me – Now that she and Edward are official she thought that I was a stranger hitting him she, in an attempt to protect Edward then hit me and that's all that happened...I think"
"So Jessica did this....Jessica Stanley?"
"I don't want to be a snitch, Carlisle and I don't want to think about it anymore...She didn't know who I was until Edward told her after she hit me...She tried to apologise but I wasn't having any of it...I just saw red and I can't imagine the things I must have said...It was all spur of the moment"
"Bella everyone has a right to be angry sometimes-"
"Yes but the sensible ones don't go around hitting people, do they?"
"Sometimes it can't be helped...It was bound to happen Bella"
"What me hitting Edward?"
Carlisle chuckled "No I meant you getting angry...You have been both calm and upset since you have lived here and every person goes through other emotions...You are now in the shock of reacting through anger...I wouldn't worry Bella it is natural"
"I can't help thinking that it's not"
"That's because of the way you are...You have morals for someone so young and it was against your character to lash out at Edward...I can probably imagine how shocked he was but he shouldn't have stood by and watch his 'girlfriend' hit you...That was unfair"
"Please don't be mad at him, Carlisle...He has been ever so nice to me since the last incident and I know that it was wrong of BOTH of us to act that way...I just don't want to see him suffer"
"I will have to talk to him, Bella...As a father it is my right but I won't punish him...I need to hear his side of the story first before I can make a decision"
I nodded...Carlisle removed the bag from my face...he looked at it and cringed.
"This must have been some hit, Bella...Are you in pain?"
"It just feels bruised"
"It will do...Luckily I have some ointment to cool the inflammation down...Your eye hasn't gone completely black and blue yet but you're lucky it has swollen it could have been a lot worse than this"
"Thank you"
"So do you want to tell me about Mike Newton?" Carlisle asked me as he stood up and walked around his desk..He put the bag of peas down on the top and opened one of the drawers.
"I'm....We're.....He and I...-"
Carlisle picked up a small tube and looked at me "You do not have to tell me, Bella if it makes you feel uncomfortable"
"No....It's bound to come out and considering the fact that Edward hates him then it will be local knowledge soon enough. Mike and I are kind of going out"
Carlisle smiled as he walked back round and knelt in front of me again taking the lid off of the tube and pouring some onto his index finger...he held his finger up to my eye. "This is going to sting some, Bella...If you want me to stop then tell me" I nodded.
Carlisle dabbed his finger on to my eye...A burning sensation going through my eye and straight to the back of my head...I cried out a little yelp of pain and Carlisle stopped his movements...I nodded at him to continue. After a few more dabs the pain had subsided...Leaving the usual feeling of cream on a part of your body...You know it's there but you can't touch it.
"Okay...It should be okay now. So what do you mean by you and Mike are 'kinda' dating"? Carlisle asked as he put the lid back onto the tube and reached over to put it on his desk...He brought his hand back to join the other on his lap.
"It's complicated...I don't think it is set in stone...I am feeling things that I shouldn't"
"You are?"
Yeah the fact that I kissed your son and I haven't been able to get it out of my head for the past couple of nights and now when I kiss my new boyfriend I am not shall we say..Fulfilled...I can't tell Carlisle that as much as I loved him I didn't want him to think I was disgusting because I was picturing my adopted brother's lips on mine every minute of every day. Ugh..Help!
"Yeah...I guess it's just nerves or something"
"Would make sense...You haven't had a boyfriend before have you?"
"How do you know that?"
" I am a doctor, Bella...But I can also read people...I personally think it's a shame you haven't had some love in your life."
"Everyone has said that" I moaned
"It's true...You're just a nice person, Bella and any young man would be lucky to...How do you kids say it..snap you up" I giggled a little at Carlisle's attempts to talk 'teenager'.
"I don't know"
"I know what you are going to say...I am your dad and I am biased...But believe me, Bella...You had me at 'Hello'" I giggled louder this time...Quoting Jerry Maguire...Smooth but also a little weird.
"Right"
"So are you scared about developing your relationship with Mike?"
"Dad...You aren't going to have the birds and the bees talk with me are you?"
"Oh god no.... I don't need to do that, Bella....I meant you are scared about fully making that commitment by saying 'I love you'"
"I don't know whether I do love him, though"
"You aren't supposed to after a short amount of time...Love is gradual it takes time"
"How can someone my age be in love...Don't you have to be older?"
"Love can hit someone at any time, Bella...It is unexpected and it throws you off course but it's an amazing feeling to know that the person you love can love you back"
"I guess so...Is it okay if I date Mike?"
"Right...You have watched films where father disapprove of a young woman's boyfriend and then have to prove to him that they are worthy of their daughter's right?"
"You know far too much, dad"
"It comes from experience...Bella I have no problem with you dating Mike Newton I just need you to be careful that's all"
"I will"
"And I believe you"
"So are you not at work today?"
"No...Day off...But there is always things that need to be done, here...Like kicking my son's arse for example"
"Dad...Please don't"
"I am kidding, Bella...You need to learn to be less selfless as well...Selflessness is a quality that people never fail to recognise and target you know? Usually I would say embrace it but sometimes you can be too concerned with the vision behind the rose tinted glasses that you can't see anyone's true colours"
"I can try...I am so confused right now I can see myself changing and I don't know whether I like it, dad"
"Will you tell me what else is bothering you?"
"I can't dad...I will in my own time...I need to get my OWN head around it all first and then maybe I will share it"
"Okay...Well take this with you" Carlisle reached for the tube and handed it to me...I took it...I wrapped my arm around Carlisle's shoulders...He wrapped his arms tight around me.
"I love you, dad"
"I love you too my darling girl" We pulled apart and I got out of the chair and walked out of his
office.
*~Rosalie~*
I woke to find Bella's side of the bed empty...The bathroom light wasn't on so I imagined that she must have gone downstairs...I couldn't get over what a night Bella had..What kind of night we all had...None of us had been drinking and yet we went through the same shit that parties have when there IS alcohol involved...I tossed over to place my feet on the floor...I couldn't bare to face going into the bathroom and looking at the wreck that I knew was my reflection...I ran a few fingers through my knotty hair as I stood upright nearly tumbling in my heels I still had on from last night. Guessing that Bella wasn't going to be back for a few minutes I made my way up to Emmett's room taking careful steps as not to wake anyone else up who may have been still sleeping.
I opened his bedroom door and walked in...He was laying down on the bed...His face looking at the ceiling and his eyes closed...His arms were sprawled out on either side of him..I smiled at him as sudden unexpected tears filled my eyes...If I didn't know I was in love with him already then this would be the indication of the fact that I had fallen for him...Everything that he was belonged to me and I was so bloody grateful that I was his...I would always be his and there would be no one else..We were two pieces of a jigsaw and with other pieces we would never fit.
I walked over him and leaned my body over his without touching the bed...I ran my fingers through his hair...Emmett stirred under my touch but did not wake.
I leaned down further and attached my lips to his...Not caring that I looked bad and that I felt overwhelmed with emotion that I couldn't name...I kissed him with as much love as I could..I felt his lips vibrate under my own I parted my mouth and caressed his tongue with mine once before breaking the contact...The tears that had threatened to fall from my face had already escaped...Emmett's eyes fluttered open.
"Rose?"He said his voice husky
"SSh" I replied putting one of my index fingers on his lips "I just want to be with you, Emmett" I finished as I wrapped my lips around his again...He shifted to the other side of the bed without breaking our contact and allowing me to climb in which I happily did.
I wrapped my arms around his torso and pulled myself into his body as much as I could welcoming the warmth from both his body and the duvet as we continued to kiss each other passionately. He stroked my hair with one hand whilst the other rested on our stomach. I wasn't interested in sex right now...Being with him was more than enough I broke apart our lips and snuggled into his neck...He kissed my forehead and then the top of my head lovingly as I lay in the warm cocoon of his arms.
"Baby...Are you ok?" He asked me in a soothing voice.
"Yes it's just been a funny week that's all"
"Is there anything I can do to help you sweetheart...You only have to say"
I kissed the side of his neck and settled my head further into the crook. "No...I just want to stay here for a bit"
"You can stay here for as long as you want" Emmett said and wrapped his arms further around me.
I was glad that Emmett didn't want to take me...We could be together without having each other and that was one of the many things I loved about Emmett he understood when I needed to have time to just snuggle and he was always a great teddy bear.
I thought about Alice and Jasper as I lay in the silence...They were going to the next stages of their relationship and I felt for them...Fear more than anything else...They belonged together and I knew that Alice was going to tell him today I just hoped that he would be a gentleman about the whole thing and maybe have time to accept her...I will admit there are times when we all want to strangle Alice but I loved her immensely like I would if I had a sister of my own and I just prayed inside that her and Jasper would get through today and out of the other end...They both deserved a bit more happiness in their lives as they each brought happiness to so many others.
*~Bella~*
When I had entered my room again after speaking with Carlisle...Rosalie had gone from the bed she must have gone to see Emmett and I didn't blame her considering that she had told me that he hadn't been well...I went into the bathroom and took off the dress gazing at it before hanging it over the bath...No way will you be going to another party in a hurry, Bella. I turned the shower on and stepped in allowing the warm water to soothe my drained body...I took my time in the shower today as I had no where else to be and I figured I wouldn't have to make that much of an effort on the appearance front.
Once I finished I wrapped a towel around myself and used the small hand towel to wipe the mirror on my bathroom cabinet...All I could see was my black eye...A constant reminder of the way I had acted with Edward...I felt bad that I went off on him like I did but I think for the first time we were BOTH equally to blame...He hadn't hurt me without me hurting him back and I knew we would have to talk at some point about it...Just not when Jessica was around she would just make everything more awkward and I couldn't deal with anymore awkwardness it was bad enough thinking about the kiss Edward and I had shared as well as keeping Alice's secret...I snapped suddenly and realised that Alice's pregnancy test was still in my bin...I walked over and took it out thankful that I had cleaned it and wrapped it in toilet roll...I grabbed some more tissue and wrapped it around the test...I would have to keep it in my pocket today in case Esme went through my bins.
I dried my hair and put makeup on to cover the extent of the colour blue on my eye...I got changed in simple jeans and a sweater and popped the pregnancy test into the pocket of my jeans at the side...I would have to find a way to get rid of it...that was one task for the day.
I tidied up my things and stepped out into the corridor...I made my way to Alice's room to find out if she was okay...I opened the door which had been ajar and Alice was on her bed...Lying down and looking up at the ceiling she peered over at me when she heard her door close and I smiled as I made my way over to her.
"Hey" I said softly
"Hi Bella boo" she answered...Emmett had obviously given her the list of his new nicknames for me when they were together at the party last night. I knelt beside her head and leant my side into the bed itself so Alice was looking at me from side-view.
"How are you feeling"? I asked her
"I told Jasper"
"You did?"
"Yeah...Last night...He took it better than I thought he would but I could tell he was battling with his true emotions about how he feels about this situation"
"Well...You couldn't expect him to be angry with you because Jasper is not that kind of person but you couldn't have expected him to be doing cartwheels about it either"
"You know what the funny thing is...I don't like Jasper when he is angry and it has happened a few times but it doesn't count to much considering how long we have been together...Last night I wanted him to be angry at me, he was trying to soothe and comfort me and I have never hated myself so much than it that moment..He was there making me feel better like he always does and then I go and drop this on him"
"Alice..You can't help it...What did he say?" I placed a hand on hers which was covering her stomach.
"He said that he had to leave...He had to go away and think about it"
"That's good, Alice...It means he's thinking about it rather than ranting at you for being silly"
"He was honest...he told me that he thought I was silly forgetting to take my pill but then he said I was under a lot of stress because of what happened with you and he could see how I would have forgotten to take it with a lot being on my mind at the time"
"Alice you do know that he is not leaving you...Don't you?"
"I know inside that he won't but that doesn't help me feeling scared, Bella...I don't want to lose him...I don't want him to hate me" Alice choked new tears trailing down her face.
"Alice-" I grasped her hand tighter "There is no way that Jasper could hate you...I have seen the way he looks at you...You're his world and whatever situation you're in he will try his best to get you out of it...He loves you, Alice much more than I could imagine"
"I love him too Bella...I love him so much that the thought of losing him makes me want to kill myself"
"Don't talk like that, Alice...Me, Rosalie and Jasper we're all here for you do you understand me? You are not alone in this and I don't want you to feel alone....I have been there and it does the most dangerous things with your head"
Alice nodded wiping the tears from her eyes with her free hand.
"Listen how about you take a long hot bath and I will go down and make you some breakfast" I suggested..Alice turned her head to look at me.
"You know you sound like mom sometimes" she stated
"No...I could never be Esme...She's one of a kind like the rest of you Cullen's" Alice giggled lightly at my remark and pulled herself upright and swung her legs round to place them on the floor...I stood up and held out a hand..She took it and got up to standing..She wrapped her arms around me and kissed my cheek.
"You're the best Bella Swan" Alice said "I will take the bath but hold the breakfast" she said and I laughed I should have known that she would begin to feel queasy being pregnant. Alice stroked my cheek before walking out of her room and up to the next floor.
I was about to go too when I caught a glimpse of Alice's cell phone on her bedside table....I picked it up and scrolled through it until I found Jasper's number – Fortunately my mum had owned a mobile so I had got myself up to date with technology as not to look like an idiot when I eventually got one of my own.
I pressed 'call' on Jasper's number and held it up to my ear....It rang four times before he picked it up.
"Hi Alice"
"Sorry Jasper...This is Bella"
"Bella...Hello is everything alright?"
"Yes Alice is fine it was me who needed to talk to you...Is there any chance that you could meet me here at the house sometime soon?"
"Sure I can be there in ten minutes if you like?"
"Thank you that would be great...There's one thing though, Alice doesn't know I am doing this"
*~Esme~*
Oh no!
I had gotten up late..!! DAMN alarm clock and DAMN wine last night...I groaned and turned my body over to the coldness of the other side..It was inevitable that Carlisle had already gone down to his office...I also guessed that my children wouldn't be up yet...I didn't want to move...I pulled the covers over my head to block out the daylight from the windows.
"Esme...Sweetheart?" I heard my husband's voice and pulled the covers back over my head...He was sitting at the foot of the bed.
"Sorry darling...I got up late and now I can't move" I said
"That's alright you had a long day yesterday...I brought you some breakfast" he said as he showed me a tray in his hands that he had picked up...I smiled and pushed myself up to sit on my bottom and hitch my legs up to have the tray rest on.
"Thank you" I said to my darling husband as I took the tray from him with both hands and placed it on my lap.
"I have something to tell you, Esme" Carlisle said as I took a sip of tea.
"Okay" I replied
"It's about Bella...She came into my office this morning nursing a black eye"
"She what?" I exclaimed
"It's okay...She is fine...She told me that her and Edward had gotten into a fight"
"What did he do this time?"
"Esme..You need to calm down...Bella doesn't remember most of it but she lashed out at Edward something about her inviting Mike Newton and Jessica Stanley who is now Edward's girlfriend hit Bella because she didn't know who she was"
"Oh no, no, no, no" I said as I placed the tray carefully back down on the bed and flew out of the duvet...I grabbed my robe from behind the door and threw it over myself and tied it up.
"Esme...Where are you going, Angel?" Carlisle asked me his voice full of concern
"I have some relatives to ring...There is no way that Jessica can stay here after she has done that I don't care whether she knew or not...You don't go throwing punches at anyone and especially not at Bella she has been through enough" I said firmly as I swung the door open and literally ran down to Carlisle's office to the phone.
No chance in hell is anyone going to mess with ANY of my children....They would have to get through me first.
*~Bella~*
I had gotten out the front door without anyone else seeing me...I had left a note to say that I had gone to Port Angeles to have a look at a bookstore...I needed to think of something that Esme and Carlisle were going to believe and that seemed like the closest option. Jasper's car had pulled out into the driveway and I ran towards it as he parked. I climbed in.
"Hi Bella..JESUS what happened to your eye? Is everything ok? Should we go inside?" Jasper greeted me
"No...Would it be okay if we went somewhere quiet I don't know like a park or something..I will explain it there" I asked
"Um..Sure"
"It won't take long, I promise" Jasper nodded and turned the ignition on and drove out of the driveway...I watched my house trail away from my window my stomach suddenly starting its own circus act.
We reached an open landscape area...Jasper parked the car and we both climbed out and began to walk onto the open grass...There were no other people there and there were only the sounds of the birds and very distant humming of traffic.
"So I think I know what this is about..." Jasper said as we began to walk
"I know about Alice"
"I figured as much...She loves you too much to keep anything from you"
"It's not that...I caught her at the time when she had finished the test...She asked me to read it for her but being Alice she knew the answer"
"Yeah she's like that"
"Have you decided what you want to do?"
"I haven't slept all night...I spoke to my mom about it and for the first time in months she smiled...She ACTUALLY smiled. I just can't help but think that we are too young for this"
"Jasper I have seen young parents in England who are aged eleven and as much as I think about how they are throwing their lives down the toilet I see them with their babies in their arms and the look on their faces...It's priceless"
"I want to be with Alice, Bella...I want to have a family with her"
"I know you do...But Jasper she is so scared that you are going to leave her...I have never seen anyone so scared in my life and that is saying something"
"Bella, you know I wouldn't leave her don't you?"
"Yes...I believe that you two will find a way through but you should have seen her describe how much she wanted the baby, Jasper...Yours and her baby and believe me she is ready for it...It's not going to be easy but I will always be there for Alice and so will the rest of us once everyone knows"
"How is that you can know so much, Bella"?
"Going through bad experiences in life kills you at the time but it makes you stronger"
"I can understand that"
"Does your mum accept it, then?"
"She said that she would have liked to have seen me older and settled down properly but my happiness is all that matters to her...She is all I have, Bella"
"I know...I only had my mum too"
Jasper stopped and I stopped to turn myself to face him head-on.
"I want this baby, Bella"
"You do?"
"Yes" He smiled widely "It scares me shitless but I can't live without her, Bella"
"I know...I didn't come here to talk you into anything...I just saw Alice this morning and I needed to see how you were taking things"
"I am so glad you did, Bella....You know when Emmett and Edward first described you I thought they were having me on..I didn't think anyone could be as caring and selfless by my god, Bella I hope to god that one day when Alice and I get married you would be happy to have me as another brother because I sure as hell want you for a sister"
"You're already a brother to me, Jasper" I smiled at him.
"Would it be alright if I hugged you now?"
"Go for it" I said before he pulled me into a hug...I put my head on his chest as he kissed my forehead.
"Are you going to explain about how you got that shiner?" Jasper asked as I pulled away from him.
"I got in a fight"
"Well I gathered that much" Jasper joked and I smiled.
"I was arguing with Edward" I replied as I began to walk again with Jasper in pursuit at my side.
"Ahh Edward again?" Jasper said with sarcasm.
"Yes...It seems like I don't have the best track record with him than I do with the rest of my family"
"You want to tell me what it was about?"
"I can't remember a lot of it...I think it was about Mike...I invited him and Edward got pissed...It all got heated and then he pushed me to the edge and I slapped him...Jessica saw me and she hit me because she was protecting Edward...She had no idea who I was though"
"Jesus so she did it?"
"Yes"
"You know Esme and Carlisle aren't going to be too pleased to hear about that"
"I spoke to Carlisle...Explained everything...I don't know whether he was going to talk to Edward today or not so I have just kept to myself for most of the day"
"That's probably the best thing, Bella"
"I will apologise to him though, Jasper...He is my brother after all"
"He is probably tearing himself up about it...Edward has always had remorse and he has always had a conscience...He is not completely made of stone"
"I know that" I smiled at Jasper and he returned the smile. "So the best thing now is to go home...You need to see Alice"
"Before we go...I just want to say thank you, Bella"
"You're welcome Jasper" I replied....He took my hand as we both headed back towards his car...Alice and Jasper were going to be parents and even though I felt horrible myself...
I couldn't be happier for them....
*~Edward~*
"Fuck" I yelled at the impact of my door hitting the wall...I looked into the blazing eyes of my mother....Oh fuck me!
"Where is she?" Mom demanded her breathing heavy....It didn't take me long to figure out who she meant.
"In the bathroom" I said climbing off of the bed...Mom headed to the door and lifted her hand to pound on it "Mum?" I said
"Don't talk to me right now, Edward" she said as she then proceeded to pound on the door.
"Jessica can you come out a minute, please?" Mom's voice was stern and clear but I knew that voice better than anyone...She was clearly biting her cheeks together in order not to yell.
Jessica emerged from the bathroom...Thank God...Fully dressed she smiled at my mom.
"Hello Auntie Esme"
"Your parents are here to come and pick you up" my mom informed her.
"Oh I hadn't received a call from them"
"They called here...Said that they want you to have a proper sleep before you go back to school on Monday" Jesus....Mom was a good liar.
"Okay...Thank you" Jess said as she grabbed her phone off of my bedside table..She leant over and kissed me lightly before walking out of the room without another word..She would text me later.
I was now left staring into the eyes of my mother...Fuck me...Fuck me hard!
*~Alice~*
Planting an extra bit of moisturiser on my face...I walked out of the steaming bathroom...I walked down the stairs and back to my room...My heart nearly skipped a beat when I saw Jasper standing there by my bed.
"Jazz?" I asked gobsmacked..."What are you doing here?"
"Close the door, Alice" Jasper answered me lightly...I threw the moisturiser on my bedroom floor and closed the door flicking the lock to make sure that no one other than Bella and Rosalie would enter a conversation that they wouldn't want to here.
I walked over to Jasper and stood in front of him.
"Bella rang me"
"She did?"
"Yes...We had a talk and she wanted to know how I felt about the baby"
"Did you decide?" I asked wearily.
"Yes"
"What have you decided?" I could feel the tears fill my eyes now...The cloud of fear storming my abdomen and a huge ache pressing on my heart.
"I want to keep it, Alice" Oh my god....Did he just say that?
"Really?" I asked unable to keep the smile from lifting my mouth up.
"Yes...I can't live in a world without you Alice and if that means that we have our own family then so be it" Jasper said...The tears fell as I gasped uncontrollably...How could this be happening? GOD BLESS BELLA SWAN A MILLION TIMES OVER...She was without a doubt the best sister I could have.
Jasper closed the gap between us and grabbed the side of my hand..I leaned into his touch.
"I love you, Alice...I want to love our baby, too...I am scared but I want this...I really want this" Jasper said as he crushed his lips to mine...I responded violently.
I wrapped my fingers in his hair and moaned into his mouth as the last remaining tears fell from my eyelids...He moved his hands from my head to my top and began to undo the buttons..I pulled his shirt closer to me not wanting any space between us...Our lips were still attacking each other as my top was removed fully...I tugged on Jasper's shirt hard not caring that it would break...I needed him.
"I missed you Jazz" I said as he moved his lips from mine and down my neck and now exposed chest area.
"I missed you too" he stated as he made quick work of my bra removing the straps from my shoulders our now bare torsos connecting and setting my whole body alight...I hitched one of my legs up onto his waist...Feeling his erection on the inside of my thigh and he pulled me up so I could wrap both of my legs around his waist...I attacked his mouth again enjoying the warmth of his tongue on mine...Jasper led us towards my bed turning round and lowering me gently so that he was on top of me...I held onto his arms to prolong our kiss a bit longer...I didn't care that I was running out of oxygen either....Jasper removed our lips as I took a long needed breath and began to travel down my body...kissing my breasts and the valley in-between them...He used his hand to knead me as I squirmed a little under his touch trying desperately not to moan out in pleasure too loud.
"God..Alice I love you" Jasper gasped
"I love you too"...I replied... snaking my hands in his hair and caressed the top to the roots...Jasper reached my stomach.
"I love you too my baby" he soothed at my stomach...Kissing it lovingly in every spot he could get to..If I wasn't so overwhelmed with pleasure I could cry...I hitched my breath as Jasper dipped his tongue into my navel..I could feel him smile on my skin... It didn't take him long to completely remove my trousers and my underwear...He hovered over me as I lifted my legs and hitched my toes around his trousers...He was wearing his lounging trousers so I didn't need to fiddle with a button or a zip...Once I had removed them I attacked his mouth again as I did the same with his boxers..Trailing them down his legs...Jasper caressed both of my cheeks with his hands using his legs to support himself....I pulled him down forcing him to move his hands from my cheeks to either side of my head..I lifted my hips up to his now obvious desire spot and Jasper growled a little under his breath.
Jasper thrust into me as I took all of him in...My body wrapping around him at every angle...We could not be any more connected to each other..Jasper pulled out and pulled back out even further...I sighed in pleasure as I locked both of my legs around his waist...He then pulled me up off of the bed completely and sat me down on his lap..Wrapping both of his arms around me and kissing my shoulders as we both kept our rhythm...I bathed in his touch leaning my head back slightly as he hit a good spot he then took the opportunity to attack my neck as he quickened his pace our bodies rocking more now.
I could feel the knot in my lower stomach and I was close...I kissed Jasper's cheek and trailed up to his ear and bit down on it slightly.
"Jazz...I'm close" I hummed in his ear as he groaned in pleasure the vibrations hitting every part of my body.
"So am I baby" he replied as we rocked together around seven more times until we both filled each other to the brim with our orgasms..Our breathing was ragged but Jasper never let go of me as we rocked it all out completely...Once we were both still Jasper kissed my forehead as I fell into his chest now feeling more emotional than I had ever felt since I had given him my virginity.
Now that we had decided to keep our baby there was only one thing left to do.....
Tell the parents.
Es/Ed POV and E/B POV in next chapter...I needed this chapter to finalize Alice's path...
SILLY BELLA is too concerned with other people that she doesn't realise how mucked up she is feeling...Always the selfless being and I wouldn't have her any other way.
I am also a bit emotional today and I actually CRIED when writing Carlisle and Bella's POV in the beginning and Alice and Jasper's at the end so I'm sorry if this chapter doesn't have enough drama than the last two...There will be more I promise...When I have a cheery day again
Thanks SO much again for the support for AML...I would cry again but I have run out of tears.
Please review...I don't mind if it is good or bad I always want to know how everyone likes this story as I update more.
Songs for this chapter were: 'My sundown' – Jimmy Eat World
'Bless the broken road' – Rascal Flatts
'The Climb' – Joe McElderry.............YES I said I was feeling emotional.
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