Author's Disclaimer:

...I do not own any of the characters... They all belong to the super genius Masashi Kishimoto... Dattebayo!

...All of my published works are UNbeta-ed... Sorry for any grammar/spelling mistakes...English is not my first language...and I don't use a spellchecker... sorry...

...I'm really very fond of punctuations...

...I'm so in love with Sasuke and Itachi Uchiha... ***sigh*** (faints like a fan girl... ^0^)

...I do believe comments/reviews really helps in motivating one's mind to be more productive... uhh, just a thought...


More Disclaimer:

My story's time clock is based from my country's fall of events... Book 1 occured on February... Book 2 is now focused on Sasuke's graduation from college... In our country March is considered to be the 'Graduation Month'... all school levels end their school year in March... so that's why this story revolves around the said month...


This fictional series contains fluff, smut, yaoi, kawaii moments, drama, romance... etc.... a mixture of everything... This will be the first part of my so called "Uchiha Diaries"... a compilation of Sasu-Ita/Ita-Sasu stories, based on their individual diary entries... It's my project for this year (2010)... hahaha I really hope this project would be a success... if I dont get too lazy, that is... I mean I still have the on-going Sasu-Hina fic, My Sasu-OC fic... and the various attention-grabbing-out-of-nowhere-oneshot-ideas... hehehe... C'est La Vie!


This compilation of stories serves as a tribute for my favorite anime characters.... The hottest anime men that ever graced the anime world (in my point of view, that is)... The gorgeous Uchiha Itachi... and the ever handsome Uchiha Sasuke.... ^0^


Everything in this fic (the plot, scenes, food etc...) is a figment of my perverted imagination...bwahahahaha.... XD

Ita+Sasu and Gaa+Naru pairings... do enjoy :) R&R please... It's what keeps me going....

The entries shown before the start of every chapter are the basis of the chapter's stories....


UCHIHA DIARIES

Book 2

From the pages of Sasuke's diary


March 13, XXXX

Dear Diary,

Tomorrow is my graduation and nii-san is still not here, as he promised...

He seemed to have forgotten about me again... as always...


Itachi's Gift

Chapter 2 : I Miss You... TERRIBLY

March 5

Sasuke's heart was errupting from excitement... He had lulled himself to sleep again with his crying earlier, just like he always did for the past week now. He was awakened by his personalized ringtone... informing him that his nii-san was calling. With trembling hands he stared at the cellphone's screen... trying to let his system absorb the fact that Itachi was really calling him. He cleared his voice, he didn't want his aniki to find out that he was crying... he took a deep breath to calm his frazzled nerves. He had always prayed for this, now that it's there... he didn't know what to do... "Hello?" his voice came out small and timid. How his heart skipped a beat or two when he heard what his aniki called him "... how are you koibito?" Itachi's velvet voice carressed his sanity away.

Sasuke grew speechless... he can't think of anything to tell Itachi... he was dumbfounded and in a daze... "Sasuke? Are you there?" Itachi asked on the other line, a small streak of worry stained the velvet voice. Sasuke came back to his senses and managed to utter something audible "..I-i-i'm o-oo-kay nii-san..." the stammering got the best of his composure. Itachi chuckled "Did you miss me, koibito?" that endearment again... Itachi's laughter were the sweetest music for Sasuke. His heart warmed, forgetting all the doubts he had in his mind earlier... what he heard made him remember the reason why he fell in love with Itachi the first place.

"You're mean nii-san..." Sasuke said and Itachi can clearly visualize the adorable pout on Sasuke's lips. He sighed, he understood what Sasuke meant about his comment... "I'm sorry koibito... I just have a lot in mind right now... I'll make it up to you, okay?" the elder raven crooned. Sasuke felt all tingly inside. How he missed Itachi... too freakin' much that he was actually at the verge of lossing his sanity. "Nii-san?" Sasuke slowly said... and Itachi waited "Yes?". Sasuke took all his courage to demand from Itachi "Nii-san, in two weeks ill be graduating... I... I... I want you to be here, like you promised..." but the intended demand came out as a plead.

Itachi then remembered his promise to Sasuke... a promise he gave out on valentines day...

~FlashBack~

"Nii-san..." Sasuke whispered as Itachi snuggled. His body was intertwined with Sasuke's, his face buried on Sasuke's nape. "What is it otouto?" the tired raven asked as he gave out a small yawn. They were idly lying lazily on Sasuke's bed, naked and tired... but extremely happy and contented. "I'll be graduating next month... will you be there?" Sasuke's voice came out like a small purr. Itachi hugged Sasuke even more, he tried to open his drowsy eyes and managed to respond "...yes otouto, i will be there..." he said in a hushed tone as sleep enveloped his sanity...

~End of FlashBack~

Itachi felt his eyes moisten... he did miss Sasuke so much... he was a fool for cutting their communication off. He should trust in their relationship. He loved his otouto too much that it hurt. He needed to set all his doubts aside... life is too short to live in doubts. Itachi wanted to fly to Sasuke's side. Kami, he wanted to see his otouto... he wanted to kiss him and tell him he was sorry for being such a a jerk. "Sasuke... I promised, didn't I? I will be home..." was all his mouth could say. Sasuke listened intently on the other line. Just hearing Itachi's voice was enough to keep him sane... for the meantime.

Itachi ended the call... he couldn't let his heart go haywire again. He felt relieved, knowing that Sasuke was okay... just a little lovesick like he was. He looked at the calendar on his laptop. Soon, Sasuke can come with him in all of his travels... he wouldn't let the young raven off his sight anymore... Itachi was going to surprise Sasuke on his graduation. A sly smile curved as dark obsidian orbs twinkled with delight.

Sasuke stared at his cellphone... he just had a short conversation with his loved one... it wasn't much, but he felt good and relaxed... 'Itachi haven't really forgotten about me at all...' he thought as he smiled... for weeks now a smile never graced his lips... being in love was nasty... being far from your loved-one was nastier... Sasuke got up and slowly undressed... the night was warm and he needed to freshen up. He went to the bathroom and filled the tub with water... he didn't turn the heater on... he wanted to take a cold soak. As he climbed in the tub, a shiver went through his spine... he closed his eyes and rested his head on the tub's edge.

As he freed his thoughts from all the soreness it carried for weeks, a picture of Itachi came to his view... Sasuke smiled... Itachi still invaded his mind... may he be conscious or not... Sasuke was planning on asking Itachi about their relationship... Naruto once told him that he and Gaara had a talk about the rules of their relationship... Sasuke envied Naruto, he and Gaara had been a couple for like almost a year now... and never had he seen the two of them fight... there was always sweetness and love-dovey stuff done if the two would ever meet. Sasuke wanted to have a harmonious relatiosnship like that.

Sasuke replayed that night they first made love... it was a glorious feeling... loosing your prized virginity over your true love was the most complete feeling ever... Sasuke felt his member twitch as his mind replayed the lovebites Itachi gave him... he shuddered. He slowly began touching himself... making his pride mad with desire... he grasped his angered length and slowly massaged it... the sensation of playing with the throbbing cock underwater was deliciously wonderful... the coldness of the water contrasted by the warmth of the moving hand was turning him extremely on...

"Itachi..." he softly moaned as he increased his pumping, his free hand roamed over his body... passing by his sensitive nipples, he gasped out loud... Kami! He needed Itachi so bad right now... he then imagined Itachi was there... with him... in a heated foreplay... Sasuke bit his lip to keep himself from moaning loudly... the maids might hear... he pumped harder, the sliding motions he was doing with his member was aided by the availabilty of the water around him. He felt his groin throb harder... the knot in his groin tightened... "Ah... Itachi...ungh..." he grunted. His hands skillfully manuevered his aching cock... he needed to release badly. He squinted his eyes harder and pumped himself hard, like there was no tomorrow... "Gah!" he yelped as he released the anxiety trapped in him... his love juice mixing with the water in the tub.

He got up and unplugged the tub... as he watched the water go down the drain, he smiled... he needed to think positively... his aniki would be coming home in a couple of days... he would do everything in his power to maki his aniki stay with him fro more than a day... his thoughts started planning... he walked towards the shower and rinsed of all his doubts. Itachi was his... and no one can ever make that change. He was sure he was going to have a good night's sleep tonight. He got off the shower and dressed himself with Itachi's old pajamas... he then went downstairs to get some water.

The house was already dark and quiet... Sasuke still slept alone... the hire help were assigned to one of the cottages located beside the mansion. He went to the kitchen and saw a couple of dishes in the oven... his dinner as prepared by the hire cook. He smiled... Itachi did make sure he was given good meals everytime. He got the baked macaroni from the oven and carried it to his room with the glass of water on the other hand. He turned the tv on and started eating as his eyes were glued on the screen. Nothing special was running... he turned the tv off and laid down... he was done eating and was now trying to grabs some winks.

He got his cellphone and slowly created a text message... 'Goodnight Itachi-kun...' his fingers typed the phrase... his heart thudded as he added Itachi's number... and when he clicked on the send button, he was already gasping for air. 'Will Itachi text back? Will he find me a nuissnace?' Sasuke asked himself again, doubts starting to fill his heart. He waited... and stared... and waited some more... until finally, his cellphone buzzed... nervously he picked the gadget up... silently praying that it was Itachi... not just some stray message from anyone... he slowly clicked the message open.... "Can I call you right now, koibito?" was all it said... and of course... it was from Itachi....


chapter 2 done..... struggling for chapter 3....

i need inspiration...........

hoping for some reviews......

hello isa-chan and viviene....... :)