Aria hadn't slept in over a week, and it wasn't because the twins were finally home and crying at all hours of the morning, nor was it because her insane parents where now occupying her bedroom forcing her to share with Brooke, under other circumstances this would have been great, and entire week without having to sneak to her room at night would have been perfect, if she wasn't planning on ending things very soon. So soon fact that it would be tonight. As soon as she got up the courage to do so.

What was that saying? 'If you love something you have to let it go, if it comes back to you it's meant to be.' Aria had been chanting that in her head over and over again, she fully believed that her and Brooke where supposed to be together forever and if she just let Brooke go eventually they would find their way back to each other. Plus they needed to see what was out there first, you can't just marry the very first person you have a serious relationship with. It was insane! That's what Aria had convinced herself of after a few deep breaths she locked her emotions in a box.

"Brooke are you asleep?" She asked quietly it was a miracle that her voice didn't break. She felt the bed shift and Brooke was turned so that she was facing her.

"No." She answered.

"We need to talk." this time her voice did break, but she sealed herself off to the overflow of emotion that was threatening to tear her down.

Brooke sighed and nodded.

"I don't think we should be together anymore."

The blonde gasped and Aria knew there where tears in her eyes. "What? No we can work this out! We have to! I know I haven't been the best girlfriend in the world but I can change! I can be better I swear."

"No, It's nothing you've done. I just don't love you anymore." saying that felt like someone had ripped her heart out but she knew if she didn't then Brooke wouldn't let it go and Aria wouldn't be able to break up with her.

"That's not true! You are lying." She cried her voice was rising in volume.

"I'm not lying Brooke."

"Then look me in the eyes and say it." She ordered after a few seconds Aria could just make out a slight smile. "I knew you couldn't."

Aria locked eyes with Brooke. "I do not love you." Aria said

"But- You said- You said that you loved me just yesterday! You told me yesterday that you loved me." Brooke gaped tears where rolling down her cheeks.

"Brooke, You don't marry your high school sweet heart. We aren't in some cheesy love film where there is always a happy ending. This is real life and in real life you don't meet your soul mate at fifteen." she said just before she climbed out of bed. She made it all the way to Callie and Arizona's bedroom before she started sobbing, only Arizona was home and she was wide awake reading a book when she saw Aria she put the book away and motioned for her to join her on the bed. She held Aria as she cried telling her that everything was going to be okay. She didn't ask why Aria was so upset Aria preferred it that way she didn't feel like explaining it to her. And anyways she probably had already guessed at it and if she hadn't then she would find out in the morning. After hours of crying Aria was sleeping restlessly but curled up in Arizona's arms, Callie came home puzzled as to why she was holding her little sister.

"What happened?" Callie whispered.

Arizona shrugged her shoulders helplessly. "I think something happened to Brooke. Your moms watching the twins do you mind taking over for me? I want to check on Brooke."

Callie nodded and waited while Arizona carefully got out of bed trying not to disturb Aria's sleep, she whimpered a little but her eyes stayed closed. Arizona tried walking by Callie but Callie grabbed her arm and pulled Arizona to her. She kissed her slow a sweet. "I love you Arizona."

Arizona grinned, stroked Callie's cheek with her thumb and kissed her lightly on he lips. "Not nearly as much as I love you."

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That could not have just happened. Aria didn't break up with her. It didn't happen she would have never done that. Aria had always talked about them being together forever about them getting married on day and having kids and now she was acting like they had never said things like that. It was all a lie, every day of the past year had been a lie, and she had broken up with a nice reliable guy who really loved her to be with a girl who was just going to hurt her in the end and boy did it hurt like hell now she wanted to rip her heart out of her chest so that it would stop hurting.

A small part of her said that she could go to the school she wanted to know that there was nothing in her way. But that didn't matter anymore. Nothing mattered anymore. She thought as she stumbled out of her bedroom and into the nursery. She picked up Gabriel and hugged him to her. She kissed the top of his tiny little head and let a few tears escape. She wasn't going to go a break down. No way Aria would get that kind of satisfaction.

"You still love your big sister don't you Gabe?" He opened his brown eyes and blinked at her. Brooke took that as a yes. Holding him made things seem a little clearer, she would go to college and work her ass off to be the best dancer she could be, and heck maybe she would try her hand in acting too, and one day when Brooke was famous Aria would regret ending things so abruptly with her.

Brooke must have fallen asleep in the rocking chair because the next thing she knew both of the babies where crying like crazy and the sun was shining brightly in her eyes. She picked up Adrianna out of her crib and rocked her until she calmed down. She was still whimpering quietly but since she didn't have a dirty diaper there wasn't much else she could do she didn't have what her sister wanted. Calming Gabriel down was a little more tricky since every time she put Adrianna down she would start screaming again so Brooke very carefully lifted Gabriel out of his crib while holding Adrianna, slowly she back into the rocking chair and rocked them both until they where no longer crying.

As soon as she had them calmed down Callie stepped into the room.

"Hey Brooke, How are you feeling."

Brooke had to swallow hard in order to not cry. "Fine."

"But are you okay?"

"No." She said simply as Callie took Gabriel.

"Do you want to talk about it?"

Brooke shook her head, her goal here was to not break down, and talking about it would ruin the very little control she had.

"No," Brooke replied without meeting Callie's eyes.

"Well I'm here if you need me, I know it's weird talking to your mother about this so just always know I will be here for you no matter what." She said walking back out of the nursery.

"Callie," Brooke called tearing up she clenched her teeth as hard as she could to keep the tears at bay when she felt confident that she wouldn't cry she continued on. "Thank you."

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A/N: Okay so I'm holding the next update hostage unless I get ten reviews! =P

Hope you enjoyed the chapter even though I doubt you did. Lol

And before you come at me with you pitchforks and torches Aria and Brooke will get back together in time. It might take a while but then will I just have plans for Brooke that don't involve Aria and I think that Brooke is still kind of immature and she needs to grow up before she can love Aria the way she should. And of course she needs to get some experience under her belt =P

Anyways next chapter Calzona/Twins fluff. And I'll be focusing more on there relationship, I think I got off track with them. =/ Anyways hope you enjoyed.