Author's Disclaimer:
...I do not own any of the characters... They all belong to the super genius Masashi Kishimoto... Dattebayo!
...All of my published works are UNbeta-ed... Sorry for any grammar/spelling mistakes...English is not my first language...and I don't use a spellchecker... sorry...
...I'm really very fond of punctuations...
...I'm so in love with Sasuke and Itachi Uchiha... ***sigh*** (faints like a fan girl... ^0^)
...I do believe comments/reviews really helps in motivating one's mind to be more productive... uhh, just a thought...
More Disclaimer:
My story's time clock is based from my country's fall of events... Book 1 occured on February... Book 2 is now focused on Sasuke's graduation from college... In our country March is considered to be the 'Graduation Month'... all school levels end their school year in March... so that's why this story revolves around the said month...
This fictional series contains fluff, smut, yaoi, kawaii moments, drama, romance... etc.... a mixture of everything... This will be the first part of my so called "Uchiha Diaries"... a compilation of Sasu-Ita/Ita-Sasu stories, based on their individual diary entries... It's my project for this year (2010)... hahaha I really hope this project would be a success... if I dont get too lazy, that is... I mean I still have the on-going Sasu-Hina fic, My Sasu-OC fic... and the various attention-grabbing-out-of-nowhere-oneshot-ideas... hehehe... C'est La Vie!
This compilation of stories serves as a tribute for my favorite anime characters.... The hottest anime men that ever graced the anime world (in my point of view, that is)... The gorgeous Uchiha Itachi... and the ever handsome Uchiha Sasuke.... ^0^
Everything in this fic (the plot, scenes, food etc...) is a figment of my perverted imagination...bwahahahaha.... XD
Ita+Sasu and Gaa+Naru pairings... do enjoy :) R&R please... It's what keeps me going....
The entries shown before the start of every chapter are the basis of the chapter's stories....
UCHIHA DIARIES
Book 2
From the pages of Sasuke's diary
March 13, XXXX
Dear Diary,
Tomorrow is my graduation and nii-san is still not here, as he promised...
He seemed to have forgotten about me again... as always...
Itachi's Gift
Chapter 3 : Come Home Now... Please?
March 5
Sasuke read the text message again... he couldn't believe how that phrase could stop his heart beat for a few seconds... He stayed unmoving, just holding the phone and staring at it... Then the phone rang... Sasuke gulped, he clicked on the answer button and held the gadget to his ear... "Koibito?" Itachi said softly... and the butterflies in Sasuke's stomach went wild... funny Itachi chose that endearment... "Koibito, are you there?" again the velvet voice called out. Sasuke started to whimper... missing Itachi was extremely difficult for his system... his tears would automatically fall when he hears Itachi or when he thinks of Itachi...
"Sasuke?" Itachi asked, his voice raised a bit from alarm... Sasuke continued to cry... in betwwen his sobs, he managed to say "Nii-san... why can't you come home to me? Don't you love me that much that you can go on with life like normal? I can;t stand it anymore... I can't live like this... you being so far away from me... and...." his ranting was cut off when Itachi softly mentoned "...I love you Sasuke..." Sasuke started crying harder... he wanted so much to believe those words... so much that it was killing him. "Stop crying koibito... I'm sorry for hurting you... I was just confused..." Itachi confessed and Sasuke's attention was caught.
"I was confused and afraid... I have never loved anyone like the way I love you... What happened to us... was a dream come true..." Itachi slowly explained his side. "But I was still in doubt, maybe what we shared was just lust..." Itachi continued and Sasuke listened. "But now I am sure Sasuke... I love you... and I don't want to be away from you... I'm sorry for causing you pain..." Itachi's voice quivered, obviously he was trying to keep the tears from falling. Sasuke started to cry again. "I'll make it up to you otouto... I'll never let any tear escape your lovely eyes from this moment on..." Itachi whispered lovingly...
They talked the whole night away... the feeling of sadness started to fade off... They shared jokes and sweet nothings over the phone... Sasuke was very happy... happy of the new bond they were sharing. "Now, Sasuke if I can't call you always... please understand that I might be at work... but I'll call you as soon as I'm free..." Itachi cooed. Sasuke sighed, a contented sleepy sigh... "I love you nii-san..." he said softly... Itachi's heart warmed with love... He would never tire of hearing Sasuke tell him that he loves him. "And I you, koibito..." he murmured. Sasuke smiled "...why that endearment nii-san?" he asked.
The question made Itachi chuckle... "I love calling you that... it fits your image..." Itachi replied, still chuckling. Itachi looked at his watch... it was already late. He knew Sasuke was already sleppy... "Let's call it a night my love... You need to rest..." he lovingly ccommented. Sasuke pouted "But I'm not sleepy yet, nii-san... can't we talk for some more.... I miss you so much..." Sasuke said as he frowned. Itachi could hear the frown in Sasuke's voice... "If I sing to you, will you promise me you'd go to sleep?" Itachi offered... Sasuke's eyes widened... Itachi only sang to him once... and that was like years back... way, way back...
"I'd love that nii-san..." Sasuke said... Itachi smiled... He had never... ever made an effort to sing... but with Sasuke, everything was possible... Sasuke was always an exception to his rules... his beliefs... Sasuke would always come first... especially even more this time. Slowly Itachi started to hum the intro of a childhood lullaby their mother used to sing to them whem they were younger. He started singing... his voice sounded soft and husky... Sasuke closed his eyes... savoring the magical moment... He felt 5 again... cuddled in Itachi's arms... he was having a nightmare before and the song always worked to calm him down like a charm.
As the song ended, Sasuke opened his eyes back... he was now back to reality.. he was holding the phone and listening to Itachi... "Good night koibito... aishiteru..." Itachi half whsipered. Sasuke smiled and replied "...sleep tight, nii-san... aishiteru..." he said. They both clicked on the end button at the same time. Itachi closed his tired eyes and held the phone close to his heart. Sasuke wiped his eyes... he needed Itachi more than ever... Itachi was the only one that can fill the emptiness in his heart... Itachi was the missing puzzle of his soul. The Uchihas then let sleep cover their senses.
March 6...7...8...9
The next couple of days flew smoothly for Sasuke. he was more relaxed now and Naruto can tell. He was happy he decided to call Itachi... He just can't bear seeing his bestfriend sulk. "Suke... you already done with your speech?" the blonde cheerfully asked the raven as he plopped down beside him. Sasuke was at the library trying to finish the graudation speech he was assigned to do. Since he was graduating with the highest honors this year... he needed to do the somewhat 'valedictory speech'. Sasuke looked at Naruto and gave the blonde a smile. Everything was all thanks to this guy..."I'm done Naru... let's eat... my treat..." the raven grinned.
So off they went to Naruto's favorite ramen stand. The blonde was especially cheerful today... He can always count on Naruto to make him smile. The blonde's cheerfulness was really contagious. "You seem extremely happy today Naru?" the raven commented. Naruto giggled... his caerulean eyes twinkling with delight... "Suke, Gaara said he will be giving me a surprise on my graduation... I'm so excited!" the blonde exclaimed, fanning himself with his hands. Sasuke smiled... He actually needed to get Naruto a gift... bigtime! He owed a lot to this blonde... He was actually sad, that soon they will be going on their separate ways... he will miss Naruto... to the nines...
Naruto noticed the sudden sadness in the raven's obsidian eyes... Sasuke was really easy to read... though the handsome face was emotionless most of the time, it was the deep black eyes that did all the talking... "Suke?" Naruto asked, worried... Sasuke was extremely difficult to understand recently... Sasuke looked up, startled... "Sorry Naru... I was just thinking..." he said blsuhing a bit. Naruto sighed, Sasuke was so cute when he falters... He pulled Sasuke in a tight hug, causing the raven to increase the crimson flush on his face... "Suke, stop thinking about him... he is yours already... you'll grow wrinkles..." the blonde teased and Sasuke pouted.
"Naru, was it hard at first?" Sasuke asked after the hugging and tickling stuff. Naruto took a deep breath... His relationship with Gaara was difficult at first. He remembered the times when he and Gaara were just starting out. Many ridiculed them... criticism from the Sabaku family members were thrown... but theor love was strong... Gaara ofught for his love for Naruto... and in the end they were finally accepted by Gaara's older sibblings. "It was Suke... there were times when I already wanted to just give up and fade away..." the blonde admitted as he rested his head on Sasuke's shoulder.
"It was very difficult... adjusting your time for the one that you love... and you know Gaara... he is always travelling..." Naruto started and Sasuke listened intently. "Than aside from his work... there was Temari... she gave me one hell of a time... and not to mention Kankuro..." Naruto chuckled as he absent-mindedly touched the golden necklace on his neck... obviously a gift from the redhead... Sasuke smiled... who would ever know the hardships Naruto went through to fight for his love... "Naru... I am afraid..." Sasuke whsipered as the blonde looked at him "...of what Suke?" the question flew. "...I'm afraid of loosing Itachi..." Sasuke admitted thoughtfully.
"Naru... it's really difficult... we are brothers..." the raven sighed. "...If we break up or something... we can't go back to sibling level... it will be extremely awkward..." Sasuke continued. Naruto listened, it was better now that Sasuke was pouring out what is in his mind. "...I wanted to talk to nii-san... to ask him what the stand of our relationship is... but I am afraid..." Sasuke admitted, as he bit hiss quivering lip. Naruto got one of Sasuke's hands and gave it a comforting squeeze. "Things will be better Suke... you are graduating, you can spend more time with your nii-san fromnow on... cheer up.... you're making me worry to much..." Naruto smiled.
Sasuke nooded, truly Naruto was a wonderful friend... a gift from heaven. He squeezed Naurto's palm in return. The blonde smiled. Silently they ate their orders. After that they went to a cliff to watch the setting of the sun. It was a beautiful day so the sunset was a sight to see. They both sat on the hood of Sasuke's car waiting for the sun to set... Sasuke moved nearer the blonde... "Thank you for everything Naruto-kun..." Sasuke whispered and the blonde looked, startled with the sudden endearment. The blonde's eyes became wide as Sasuke pulled him over and kissed him softly... on the lips...
chapter 3 finally done.... sigh... still waiting.....
i still need inspiration...........
still hoping for some reviews......