Chapter 9

(A/N: Rated M for mature content)

I've been dreaming about being Mrs. Edward Cullen since I was in second grade.

I pulled away from his arms and went for the refrigerator again, "Are you going to eat?" I asked as I took out a different carton of milk.

He was over at the sink cleaning the mop. "No I'm not hungry," he told me, "At least not in that way," he whispered but I heard it.

I smiled as I shook my head and went over to the table, "I've noticed."

"What?" he asked surprised.

I looked over at him and smiled, "I heard what you said."

"Oh," he said with a sly smile before he went to go put the mop back.

I sat down and started munching on my cereal. He came and sat down across from me soon after. His eyes were on mine for the first couple of minutes but after a while I noticed that his eyes were on my mouth. I couldn't figure out why until I put the spoon in my mouth and I saw his eyes widen in arousal.

I rolled my eyes and smiled at him, "I'm eating Edward," I told him.

"I know that," he told me with a thick voice.

I chuckled lightly before I got up and took my bowl to the sink. I started washing it when I felt his arms wrap around my waist. I turned the water off and put the dish on the counter. His lips nibbled their way up from my shoulder to my neck.

My heart quickly sprinted in my chest. My breathing came out a bit ragged. I was a bit surprised that after twelve hours of doing that we still had enough energy to do it again. I quickly turned in his arms and crashed my lips against his. His hands went up to my upper back and gripped me closer to him.

I pulled away breathless and took his hand in mine, "Lets go upstairs," I told him as I started leading him to the staircase.

"Bella," Edward said in a thick voice as soon as we entered the living room. I was suddenly lifted off the ground and quickly placed on the couch, "I can't wait that long," he told me as he positioned himself on top of me.

My heart hammered in my chest as his hands gently yet quickly pulled my underwear off. I ran my fingers into his hair as he slid inside me smoothly. I gasped against his lips and gripped onto his hair lightly. He thrust inside me with urgency yet with a gentle passion.

He tore his blouse that was on me open and started caressing my body with kisses. I was starting to feel lightheaded from how erratic my breathing was getting. He moved his lips back to mine and slipped his tongue into my mouth with the same urgency.

"Bella," he whispered against my lips. My entire body tensed up in pleasure. He pulled away from my lips and rested his forehead between my breasts and moaned lightly. I shivered from the sound making him gasp from the effect it had on him.

My chest was heaving up and down which meant his head was heaving up and down with it. He lifted his head up and went back to kissing my lips with a fire. His hands ran up and down my body as if he was trying to memorize it.

He slowly got deeper and deeper. My chest heaved faster and faster before I grunted against his lips in passion. "Bella, Bella, Bella," he whispered my name as he smothered my lips, neck, and chest in kisses.

My body tensed up tighter than it had before. He rested his forehead against the area between my breasts again and moaned louder than he had before. He slowly eased in and out until my body started to relax under his.

"Me Bella," he moaned to me. I was a bit confused by the words. I arched myself upper making him slide deeper inside me like I wanted. "Only I can," he grunted in pleasure, "call," he gasped out, "your name out." He entered deeper than before making us both gasp from the amount of pleasure that had on us, "Only me."

Okay so he was remembering the Will thing. I should probably be mad at that but all I could feel at the moment was the amount of pleasure we had been missing out on all those years ago. What changed that made it better?

My heart pumped faster in my chest as he made his movements faster. By then he had moved his head away from my chest and his lips were moving just as swiftly as his movements on my mouth. "Edward," I whispered against his lips.

It felt like my heart was just about to pop out of my chest. He thrust deeper and more smoothly inside me. "Edward," I grunted out as I dug my finger pads into his back.

"Say it again," he whispered against my lips.

"Edward, Edward, Edward," I suddenly burst out just as we reached our high point again. After a couple more minutes at our high point he pulled away and laid on his side against the couch. He reached for something behind the couch and seconds later we were covered up with the blanket that was on the couch.

I scooted over a bit so he could have more room. His hand slowly ran up and down under the covers from the space between my breasts down to my navel. I waited until my breath was back to normal to look at him and ask him, "Is it just me or are we better now then we used to be?"

He leaned down and lightly trailed kisses on my shoulder, "It's because we've just reunited. It makes it better."

"Will it go away?" I asked a bit disappointed.

He stopped kissing me and rested his head on my shoulder, "No. We'll always be like this Bella. As long as we love each other," he whispered as he rested his hand on my flat tummy.

"I'll always love you," I told him as I rested my cheek against the top of his head.

"And I'll always love you," he whispered in a low voice.

"I knew Edward," I told him after a short silence.

"Knew what?" he asked confused.

"That only you could call my name out," I told him.

He sighed, "I know. I just remembered what he said and I had to make sure that you knew."

"Does it really even matter?" I asked.

"What do you mean?"

"So he calls my name out. Its not like he's actually doing anything with me," I told him matter of fact.

"No but he probably imagines you," he told me in a tight voice.

"Isn't that kind of sad though?" I asked him.

"Sad?" he asked completely confused on how that could be sad.

"Yeah…he's dwelling on the fact that he doesn't have me. He does what he does because he can't let go. Isn't that sad?" I asked him softly.

He was silent for a while, "You know he probably wishes he was you," I told him.

"Because I have you?" he asked.

"Exactly," I said with a smile.

"Well in that case lots of guys wish they were me," he said with a smile in his voice.

I bit my lip with a small smile on my lips, "Are we going to sleep here?" I asked.

"You can go to sleep. I'll make sure to take you upstairs before the sun comes up," he said before he moved his head around and kissed my lips lightly.

"Okay," I whispered back to him before I turned on my side and leaned my forehead against his chest. He pulled the covers more over me before he wrapped his arms around me from under the blanket.

It's been almost nine years and I still can't believe how much I love him. Who would have thought you can love a person so much? Deep down inside I was extremely happy that nothing had changed between us. That we still had the same spark we had before.

That our love never died or slowly faded away. If anything it grew stronger and stronger everyday. That's why it hurt so much to lose him. He makes my heart what it is. Strong. Without him it slowly started growing weaker and weaker. And now that he's back it's recuperating its strength back. Most of it has returned back but there were still a few places here and there that needed to grow stronger.

And deep down I knew that each day I would spend with Edward would help my heart jump completely back to normal. To the way it was before he left. I sighed happily against his chest, "I love you," I whispered to him real low.

"I love you," he said as he tightened his arms around me.

A/N: Aww…okay so I wrote another detailed scene. Well I know a lot of you guys like scenes like that but this is the way the scene played out in my head so whether you like the scenes or not I still wrote it! So HA! In your face! LOL just kidding!

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