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Am I Not Enough For You?

4: Once You've had a Taste of Perfection

BELLA POV:

"Delicious," I pulled back from my kiss with Edward, it was very nice.

"So, you were my hostess for the evening," he smiled to himself, remembering our encounter earlier today.

"Yeah, I got to get up there though," I kissed him again, before looking up the stairs at a very shocked Emmett. There was lust and knowledge in my eyes he saw that and it clicked. I'd probably be talking to him very, very soon, but for right now I needed to get up on stage.

"So, did everyone have fun tonight?" I asked, scanning the crowd for him. There were hundreds of 'Whoos' in response.

"Well that's good," I laughed into the mic, "Since it isn't summer anymore and we have school tomorrow, were closing down early, everyone out by 2." I was hit this time with a chorus of 'Booooooo'

"Sorry guys, I know it sucks, but I have my internship tomorrow and I can't go to that hungover," with that I hopped of the stage and made my way back to Edward. It was so obvious that he was into me. He was about to ask me to dance when Emmett interrupted.

EMMETT'S POV:

I walked over to where Edward was talking to Bella and tapped on her back, "Hello, sunshine, care to dance?" I asked her sweetly.

"Of course, sexy," she winked. Edward glared at me. I shrugged, telling him I had no idea of why she called me that, even though it was a lie. I led Bella out to the dance floor. As soon as we were out of Edward's hearing distance, I turned to her and she knew the interrogation was about to begin.

"You knew the whole time," I said, it was not a question I knew she knew. As soon as she looked up at me after kissing my brother, I knew. She had a knowing, lustful look in her eyes. She just nodded, as we started dancing to 'Thinking of You', by Katy Perry.

It was like she was telling me, 'I knew it was you and I want you right now. As I'm kissing your brother I'm imagining you.'

"How?" was the next thing I had no idea I was sleeping with my brother's dream girl, and I felt horrible now that I did. At the same time, though, I wanted her just as badly as he did.

"You, sir, have the most incredibly sexy eyes I have ever seen," she laughed, before adding, "I would never be able to mistake them."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Would you have gone through with it if I had?" I shook my head. "That's why. Plus, the whole night was about mystery."

"Yeah, but you knew," she shrugged, "and it's different my brother, Edward, you know the guy you were making out with after you had sex with me? Yeah he wants you!"

She shrugged, "but I want you." That calmed me down a little.

"We can't tell him, he would kill me if he knew," I stated.

"I won't tell, on one condition…" I nodded, signaling for her to continue. When I did, the song changed to 'Apple Bottom Jeans' by Flo Rida. Wow. She started grinding into, and then she finished, "we keep doing it."

I stared wide-eyed at her, "Are you serious, did you not just hear me?"

"Yes," she replied breathlessly, "but I wasn't lying when I said it was my first time. And it was one hell of a first time."

I nodded, agreeing with her condition. I don't know why I did, though. This was insane, but she had one thing right: it was one hell of a first time. Plus, with her grinding into me right now, there was no way I could deny her anything, especially sex. I also knew that most of the alcohol was out of her body, meaning she was almost completely in control of herself.

"Good," she nodded when the song changed, she turned around and faced me again, "come up here tomorrow at around three?"

"Yeah that's fine," I replied I was about to say something else, when Edward came up and tapped her on the shoulder.

"May I cut in?" he asked looking at me. I stepped away, knowing I was going to get more than a dance tomorrow.

"Of course, little bro," I laughed.

I watched them dance until a tall figure came and stood beside me. I looked up at Jacob, Bella's ex. I hadn't heard the story yet, but I'm sure I would soon if I was 'no-strings- attached' fucking Bella.

"It's hard watching her with other guys isn't it?" he asked condescendingly following my gaze. I could tell this morning, he was still in love with her. His irritation with her flirting with me was obvious.

"Nah," I answered honestly. I didn't mind her dancing with my baby brother, especially when I would be with her tomorrow.

"Whatever," he walked to a room on the other side of what I assumed, in normal conditions, was the living room. He was drunk and was probably going to sleep. Two o'clock came and Bella came over to say goodnight.

She kissed my cheek and whispered in my ear, "see you tomorrow, lover."

"Can't wait, sunshine," I said back, giving her a sweet, innocent smile.

We took the stairs back to our loft, because the elevator was to horrendously crowded. I didn't even wait for Edward to start yelling at me. He thought Bella was as good as his and I was trying to move in on her. Too bad he didn't' know that all she really wanted was me.

BELLA'S POV:

I woke up Monday morning with a minimal headache. Thank God, I thought to myself. I didn't want to show up on the first day of my internship with a hangover. I was glad I stopped drinking after my little rendezvous with Emmett last night. I wouldn't have been able to even wake up this morning.

"Alice?" I knocked on her door. She didn't answer so I opened the door slowly to find that she was not alone. I stifled a giggle and she groggily lifted her head.

"Well someone had fun last night," I said. She just shook her head at me. "I'm making coffee. You have to be up in like half an hour, for class," I reminded her.

"Yeah I know," she said getting up and wrapping a robe around her naked body, "I also know I'm not the only one who had fun last night." She winked as she passed me. I blushed.

"You saw that," she nodded. "Oh, right the original reason I was coming to get you, we need to call the cleaning service."

"Call it when you get home from work," she simply replied, "because someone needs to be home, when they're here."

"Yeah well actually I'm not coming home afterwards," I blushed deeper.

"Why not?" she raised an eyebrow at me.

"I have plans," I answered vaguely.

"Ok fine. I'll call when I get back from my first class."

"Thank you, Ali. Should we wake Rosalie? She has a class in an hour."

"Huh, yeah, but I should warn you she has a visitor, too," she winked.

"I'll go get her," I groaned. I poured Rose a cup of coffee; I knew she would want it.

"By the way, I'm not asking questions, because I'm too tired, but I will get you eventually," she shouted up the stairs.

Rose was curled up in the arms of a guy, who looked like he could be Jacob's twin brother, although his features were a little leaner; he didn't have as much muscle. It looked like it would blossom into more than just a one night stand. I nudged her shoulder. She groaned.

"Here, you're going to need this. You have to be out of the house in an hour," I woke her up. Out of the three of us–most of the time four–I was the mom, the one who took care of everyone. She pulled a bed sheet around her and took the coffee, making her way to the kitchen to get breakfast, before showering. I had all ready showered and was waiting for my hair to dry.

"NO WAY!!!!" I heard Rose shriek from downstairs. She must've woken up Jacob, because I saw him sleepily walking out of the guestroom, as I went down the stairs. Rose looked at me, "you lost your virginity last night?!" she asked me excitedly. Jacob's face fell and I blushed a furiously deep shade of red. I nodded and she jumped up and threw her arms around me. "Who?"

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the next will be just bella's pov