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Am I Not Enough for You?

7: Gotta Go Back to Class for a Little Bit

Bella's POV:

"Shhhh, baby, it's ok. I was kidding," he tried soothing me, but I just started crying.

"No, it's not. The way Jacob looked at me, he was judging me. I can tell nobody knows him better than me. He was practically calling me a whore when he saw you," I sobbed into his chest. "And he was right!"

He stopped rubbing my back and pulled away to look me in the eyes. "You are not a whore," he told me sternly.

"How can you say that?" I asked in disbelief. "We are not dating, we are not in love, and I'm sort of dating your brother, but we've had sex three times."

"Yes, I know we're not dating. And I'm falling in love with you. Why do you think I've let you have sex with me three times?"

"Wh-what?" I sniffled.

"I'm falling in love with you; either that or I've already fallen in love with you. I can't explain it, but it's like in you I see someone I could spend my life with. I love you Bella Swan," he just admitted loving me. I was speechless.

"Now I feel worse," I sobbed.

"Why?" he asked, confused.

"Because, I kind of love you, but I love Edward, too," I leaned my head into his chest, crying even worse now.

"That's ok. I didn't expect you to say it back. I didn't even plan on saying it, but I can't take it back," he assured me.

"It's not that I love him more, but I just can't hurt him. Not that I get enjoyment out of hurting you," I stammered, trying to explain to him why we couldn't start a relationship.

"Shush," he silenced me with a kiss. "I know, I don't want to hurt Edward, he's had a hard time in love. He takes things to seriously. That's why I'm not disappointed, as long as we keep meeting like this," he said, giving me a deeper kiss.

I looked at my watch; hopefully we had just enough time to do it again. We did. SCORE! I broke the kiss just long enough to pull his shirt back over his head.

"Um, what do you think you're doing?" he asked skeptically. "You have to go to class soon."

"We have enough time if we make it quick," I said hurriedly. I quickly unbuttoned his pants. I wasn't just driven by the lack of time, this was pure ecstasy.

"Are you sure?" he asked gently. He pushed back some of my natural, still wet waves.

"Naturally," I smiled. I took off his t-shirt that I was still wearing. He picked me up and started kissing my breasts. He paid extra attention to both. "Are you glad I'm not wearing a bra, baby?"

"Naturally," he quoted. "You know I am kinda disappointed that you're still wearing pants."

"Well, what are you going to do about it?" I asked suggestively.

"This," he said with the same lust filled tone. He dropped me onto the bed. He pulled off the skinnies I was wearing in one quick sweep. I guess something was driving him too.

"No underwear?" he asked happily. I nodded playfully. I wasn't ready for class yet, so it didn't matter what got ripped or messed up. "I like it. You should go commando more often."

"You are still not naked," I said, a little upset. "I'm going to be late if you take your sweet time about this."

"Well, yes ma'am," he quickly stripped out of his boxers. He climbed on top of me. I shook my head and rolled us over.

"You're always in charge, it's my turn," I said.

"If that's the way you want it sunshine," he smiled, letting me get my way.

"It most certainly is," I told him honestly. I was tired of feeling like he was the one deciding what happened.

I grabbed him up in my hand. I started to tease him a little bit, by rubbing him over my warm entrance. He tilted his head back in a pleasured moan. I smiled letting him suffer a bit longer.

"Do you want that baby?" I asked him in the same he asked me the first time we had sex today.

"Yes, yes I do. Are you going to give it to me sunshine?" he asked confidently. It was like he knew he was just going to have me whenever he wanted. I, however, was not that kind of girl.

"Nope," I climbed off of him and went into my enormous closet.

"Whoa now. Sunshine, what was that?" he asked dumbfondedly, as I was putting on my brown textured tights.

"you asked me a question and I answered you honestly," I said simply, as if that was information. I rifled through my clothes, trying to find my short tan dress and brown coat.

"I don't think so," he said with a tone of authority.

"What are you going to do about it?" I raised my eyebrow, daring him to take me. He did. "How is it you know exactly what I want?"

"Because I'm perfect for you," he answered. I checked my watch. It was a ten minute walk to campus. Time: 4:40.

"Well you better be perfect real fast. I've got twenty minutes until my class starts," I informed him.

"I will," he said, thrusting into me, hard. He didn't move for a second, letting me adjust. Like I needed it, this was the third time we'd done it in the past hour and a half.

"Don't worry about hurting me babe," I told him, "I can't afford that kind of attention right now."

"My bad, sunshine," he smiled. He started moving in and out of me fast.

"Emmett… oh yes… please… right there," I moaned. I was enjoying myself immensely.

It wasn't just the sex. It was the fact that I could be late, and the fact was that we had somehow made it into the living room and at any minute now those elevator doors could open revealing any number of the wrong people. He smiled, getting an extreme ego boost from my pleasure, increasing his own.

"Do you like that, sunshine? Is that what you want? Right there? You're so wonderfully warm and wet," he knew exactly how to talk to me. I loved every word that came out of his sexy mouth.

"Yes, yes, yes!" I answered all of his questions. "You're so fucking big. Please go faster," I begged for his dick. He gave me what I wanted and so much more. He pounded into me grunting and moaning in his pleasure.

"Oh, sunshine, I think I'm almost there," he moaned into my breasts.

"Me too, just a little bit longer," I begged. I was so close to the edge, but I didn't want to stop. I couldn't, he was too fucking good to me. "Oh, baby, I'm gonna- I'm gonna cum," I moaned before screaming my orgasm. I came all over him.

With my scream, I could feel him release into me. it felt so good. I stroked his hair longingly. He looked into my eyes. I could feel the love radiating from him. Damn him for looking out for his little brother.

"I fucking hate Edward right now," he sighed into the crook of my neck. I couldn't agree more. I loved Emmett, I know I did. But for some reason, I was drawn to Edward romantically. He seemed like he all he ever wanted in life was me.

"Damn it!" I screamed looking at my watch.

"What?" he looked up at me lazily.

"I've gotta go. My class starts in seven minutes and I'm not ready!" I screamed at him.

I ran up to my room and threw on the first pair of jeans I could lay my hands on. I grabbed a bra and cami. The last thing was a light tan sweater. I looked rough, but I had to get to class.

I jabbed the down button frantically. Emmett grabbed my hands. He was trying to calm me down, but it really wasn't working.

"Do you want me to walk with you?" he asked me sweetly.

"Yes," of course I wanted him to walk with me.

"Okay, we have to make it look friendly," he advised me. The elevator opened for us. I stepped in throwing my hair in a messy bun. I hate sex hair! When the doors closed, he snaked his arm around me. I looked up at him confused. "No one can see us in here," he smiled down at me. He rested his chin on the top of my head.

The elevator suddenly stopped on the next floor. I froze. Emmett quickly pushed me away from him. The doors opened to a very surprised Jasper.

"Edward's going to kill you," he smiled. I'm sure he could feel the tension between us. I knew he wasn't going to tell.

"Hey Jaz," Emmett said. He grabbed me up again.

"So, is this who you snuck away with last night?" he asked. Damn, he saw. He was just as observant as Alice. She didn't know yet, I wanted to tell her.

"Guilty," I smiled. "Don't tell Alice yet?"

"I won't she wants to hear from you anyway, she was distracted all day," he chuckled.

The elevator stopped and me and Emmett walked out into the city streets. We walked hurriedly to campus. He was going over to see his dad after walking me to school.

"Bye, lover," I kissed him on the cheek sweetly.

"Bye, sunshine, have fun at class," he gave me a tight, loving hug.

"Oh, not as much fun as I have with you," I whispered in his ear, before running into the building. My sociology class was on the third floor. I decided to take the stairs, because I couldn't wait for the elevator.

I was extremely lucky that the professor was running late. There was a stack of syllabuses on the table in front of the class. I looked around at what looked like a small seminar room. I scanned quickly for someone I knew. There was only one.

Fuck, I'm screwed, I thought angrily. Jacob was the only person I knew in the entire class. I climbed, reluctantly, up the small stair case. I took the seat next to Jake and started to look at the syllabus.

"Hey, Bells," he beamed at me. he was obviously going to pretend he didn't attack me in the hopes of getting me back.

"I don't even think so, asshole," I whisper yelled at him, so I didn't cause a scene. I was not going to pretend he didn't to that. "I'm only sitting next to you because I don't want to look like a loser sitting by myself."

"You're still mad, I get it," he sighed.

No you don't if you 'got it' you wouldn't keep trying to get me back, I screamed at him in my head.

"of course I'm still mad," I said angrily. "Just leave me alone. I'll have Alice pack the few things you left in the guest room."

"I'm not worried. You'll get over this eventually," he shrugged. He was acting like this wasn't his fault at all.

"No, I definitely won't. I could see the way you looked at me when Emmett came down to beat your ass," I said coldly.

"And what look was that?" I can't believe this.

"The look that said 'you're a fucking whore' and don't even try to deny it, I know you better than anyone," I told him.

"I still love you," he said simply. I couldn't even look at him.

I got a text from Edward saying, 'Hey, babe, let's get dinner.'

'I'm in class now, I'll call you when I'm done,' I replied, right before the professor walked in and greeted the class. I shut off my phone.

Professor Newton briefly went over the syllabus with everyone. He explained the class and the layout of the lesson. We weren't required to go to class; the only grade he was going to take was the midterm and the final.

If we could learn it on our own we were free to do so. He told us the hours he was open after class to answer any questions. He asked if there were any questions. There were about two or three.

"If there aren't anymore questions you can leave," he dismissed the class. I gathered my stuff and left with out one word to Jacob. I pulled out my phone immediately and called Edward.

"Hello, gorgeous," he answered on the second ring.

"Why hello handsome, so what is the plan for tonight?" I asked, giggling.

"It's up to you dear, the sky's the limit," he made me smile and feel special.

"Well, Alice was going to have Jasper up tonight, and I think Rosalie is dating someone new. So, we could just chill with them on the roof. You know before it gets too cold to use it, but I have to work tomorrow, so you have to leave early," I suggested.

"That sounds like fun," he agreed.

"Do you want me to stop by your floor on my way up, I'm almost at the building?" I asked him.

"Ok that sounds good."

"Ok, I'm calling the elevator now. So, I'll see you in like two point five seconds," I laughed.

"Bye," he said before I hung up.

The elevator opened and I stepped inside alone. I pushed the button for Edward's floor. For some reason I was getting all giddy for our first official date. I was like a fifteen year old about to go to her first party with spin the bottle. Haha. The doors opened and I stepped off.

"Edward?" I looked around not seeing him.

"I'm in the kitchen," he yelled from the right. I walked in to find him rinsing out a bowl.

"Are you ready to go up there?" I asked timidly.

"Yeah," he dried off his hands and pulled me into a hug. He planted a sweet kiss on my lips. His were so soft and gentle. It wasn't like kissing Emmett. Emmett was strong and aggressive with his kisses.

Out of the corner of my eye I saw Emmett walk into the room. Edward broke our kiss and glared at his brother. Emmett was pretending he didn't even see us as he went straight to the fridge for a bottle of water. I knew better, though, I could see the smile playing on his lips.

"Emmett, do you have to walk around with your shirt off, I told you Bella was coming up here," he said irritated.

"Huh, oh, hey sunshine," Emmett greeted me with a big smile.

"Hey em," I smiled.

"Ready Bella?" Edward asked.

"Yeah," I replied dazed. We took the stairs up to my loft.

"Alice? Rose?" I called seeing that the loft was empty. I walked over to the dry erase board in the kitchen. "Well, it looks like they both went out; we have the loft to ourselves."

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