School life. SasuHina: Purple lotus flowers. Ch19.
Sasuke and Hinata walked in ward and saw Hiashi whit many flowers. A purple lotus flower which was Hinata's favorite. *Why? Why father…?* Thought Hinata. –Happy birthday Hinata. – Hiashi said from the corner of the room. –Why? – Hinata asked coldly. –Why do you have to do this? – Hinata asked lauder. –But it's your birthday. – Hiashi answered and walked towards them. *What's whit Hinata? She was so happy just a moment ago.* Thought Sasuke. –Hm… So you bought so many lotus flowers to compensate all the birthdays you didn't care about? Or was it Hanabi's or someone else's idea? – Hinata looked coldly at Hiashi. –Hinata… I'm sorry for that… It's just something in past… - Hiashi turned away. Hinata suddenly felt dizzy again. *Not again…* She thought and fell down. –Hinata!? – Yelled Sasuke and picked her up. –Doctor!? – He yelled out and rushed to bed to place there Hinata.
Doctor walked in ward and a sock was on his face. *Again she!* Thought doctor and walked to Hinata. Hiashi was standing next to bed and Sasuke could see that he was scared. He was afraid that something might have happened to Hinata. –Hiashi, she will be okay. – Said doctor as he noticed the same thing Sasuke had. *Last time he didn't said that to Hinata…* Thought Sasuke and saw how Hinata opens her eyes. –Thank god… - Said Sasuke and hugged her. –Sorry Sasuke… - She hugged him back. –Hinata… Are you alright? – Asked Hiashi. –Doctor please leave us alone for a moment. – Hinata said and doctor walked out from ward.
-Listen Hiashi properly! – Hinata took a deep breath. –Why do you think I get these health problems? – Hinata asked and looked at Hiashi. Her eyes were dark and painful. –I think you understand… When you are acting kind towards me, my body, mind and feelings put on a protection from you, because they think that after this kind crap will be pain. So my body doesn't want to experience that again. – Hinata sighed. –It started long time ago. – Hinata took Sasuke's hand. *Hinata…* Thought Sasuke. –Long time ago!? – Hiashi asked surprised. *And I didn't know anything…* Thought he. –Your mother is at fault that I don't know that. She never told me. – Hiashi said more sarcastic than he actually wanted to.
-You say my mother is at fault!? You never really cared! – Hinata yelled. –Listen how was it all form me! – Hinata yelled out and felt that Sasuke lightly pressed Hinata's hand. Hinata nodded. –Sorry Sasuke… - She whispered and Sasuke smiled. –So Hiashi… Once upon a time there was a girl. In her early years she had to learn how to grow up living in a war that she called home. Never know just where to turn for shelter from the storm. Hurt me to see the pain across my mother's face every time my father's fist would put her in her place. Hearing all the yelling; I would cry up in my room hoping it would be over soon. I often wonder why I carry all this guilt when it's you that helped me put up all these walls I've built. Shadows stir at night through a crack in the door. The echo of a broken child screaming "please no more". Father, don't you understand the damage you have done? To you it's just a memory, but for me it still lives on. It's not so easy to forget all the lines you left along her neck, when I was thrown against cold stairs. And every day I'm afraid to come home in fear of what I might see there. Bruises fade father but the pain remains the same and I still remember how you kept me so afraid. Strength is my mother for all the love she gave to me. Strength is my mother for all the courage she got to stand up against you and after all this you still dare to tell me that she is at fault!? You never really cared… You're coldhearted, emotionless sadist. - Hinata said the last sentence trough her tooth.
–Now please pack your things so I could take you home. – Hinata stood up from bed. –Hinata you shouldn't get up… - Sasuke said quietly. *Hinata… If I could, I would have killed Hiashi…* Thought Sasuke. -I'm okay as long as you're by my side. – Hinata smiled and then looked at Hiashi. –Thank you for flowers. – Hinata smiled and then took one of the bouquets. –My favorite… - She whispered and then looked at Hiashi again. *Hinata… I know I was a terrible father and husband… I am really sorry…* Thought Hiashi. –How do you expect for me to take them all home. There are around hundred flowers. – Hinata laughed lightly. –Actually 99. I thought that maybe our maids could help you… - Hiashi said not too sure if he should talk normally like Hinata it did. –Okay… Then I will take you home and while that time maids already will be taking them to my apartment. They will have to leave them in front of my apartment because I'm not going to give my key to anyone. – Hinata half-smiled. *My head still hurts…* Thought she.
They walked out of the ward to car. On their way they run in doctor. –Hinata we need to talk. – Said doctor and Hinata understood that it's about her health. –Sasuke, could you please take Hiashi home? – She asked and smiled. –I have no other choice. – He answered and gave a kiss on cheek. –Thank you… - She said and watched them walking away.
Hinata and doctor walked in another ward where Tsunade was too. –Hinata! How could you lie to me! – She yelled. –Tsunade don't yell. I can hear you… - She laughed but Tsunade didn't. –Hinata… Why did you lied to me? – Tsunade sadly looked at Hinata. –I didn't. Maybe only little bit. But Tsunade I am okay… I really am… - Hinata walked towards Tsunade. – I really am… - She said whispering. –You're getting married!? – Yelled Tsunade. –Tsunade! – Hinata yelled back. –Sorry… To who? – She asked and smiled. –To Sasuke. – Hinata answered and smiled. –Wow… o him..! – She said happily.
-Khkhm… - Doctor cough. –We are here not to talk about these kinds of things. – He said and both women's sighed. –Hinata, I warned you before but you… - Doctor stated. –I'm okay… You already heard why I have health problems. – Hinata smiled and doctor lightly blushed. –Anyway we need to make tests. – Doctor didn't give up. –I made all tests not so long ago! Tsunade was my doctor! – Hinata didn't want to do those damn tests again. –She is right. – Tsunade agreed. –Hm… I'll give in this time. – Doctor said and Hinata was already out of ward and then out of hospital.
*Huh… Thank god I rushed out so fast… Or Tsunade would have talked me to death!* Hinata laughed at her own thought. She headed to her apartment. When she reached it, all flowers were already in front of her apartment. Hinata slowly started to carry them in. When Sasuke came home, she was already done with flowers. –Hi… How was it…? I mean did my father said anything to you? – Hinata nervously bitted her lip. –We didn't talk. It was really hard to keep myself from killing him. – Sasuke said seriously. –Why? – Hinata asked. –He has done many bad things to you and our family… - Sasuke answered and they walked in kitchen.
-Sasuke, do you want something to eat? – Hinata asked and Sasuke nodded. She took out food that she prepared yesterday and warmed it up. Then gave it to Sasuke and placed it for her too.