By the time that my tears dried and I was able to focus enough on the road, I headed home. The house was empty just like I thought it would be which provided me ample time to gather my thoughts before Charlie came home. There was such a terrible pain in my chest that wouldn't subside, how could one person cause so much hurt and so quickly. I laid my face into my pillow and yelled as loud as I could, trying to release some of the frustration. God! I just wanted to hate him so much, but I couldn't. There was something in that kiss….there was something. Hidden deep down in that kiss was passion, and ……love. Or at least I thought there was, but apparently Edward didn't feel the same way. I looked over at the clock; it was almost six, time to start making dinner for Charlie. I decided on something simple that wouldn't require a lot of my concentration, I just finished putting the pasta sauce on the pasta when Charlie walked in.

"That smells great Bells. I don't know what I would do without you." He came into the kitchen and sat in his usual chair.

"Go back to take out." I scooped some pasta onto his plate then cleaned up my mess before heading back to my room. For some reason I just didn't have an appetite.

"Bella, aren't you going to eat anything?"

"No, I am not that hungry dad. I think I am just going to finish my homework then go to bed."

"Alright Bells, goodnight."

"Goodnight dad."

I opened my math book but I couldn't concentrate on the problems so I shut it quickly, and grabbed my bathroom supplies and headed to the bathroom. The warm water felt nice as I stood under the shower head, it somehow made me forget all about Edward, that was until I turned off the water and everything came rushing back. By the time I finished in the bathroom and got back to my room it was already 8:30. But I still wasn't tired enough to fall asleep, so I grabbed Pride and Prejudice from my shelf and became immersed in the world of the Elizabeth and Mr. Darcy. The next time I looked back at the clock it was 12:30. I laid the book down on the night stand and tried to drift off into a sleep, but every time I closed my eyes I saw Edward's perfect face and it made my heart ache.

Click, click, click! What on earth was that noise? Click, click! I get out of bed and head towards the window where the sound seemed to be coming from. And there below my window was Edward, looking just as God like in the moonlight as he did in the day. I opened the window and leaned out some.

"What do you want?" I asked sharply, I was still kind of ticked off at him.

"I just wanted to talk to you. Can you come down?" I stood there not answering him for a moment contemplating whether or not I should go down and talk to him or not. But of course my curiosity got the better of me so I grabbed my jacket and headed towards the door. When I reached the spot where he had been standing, I found him pacing back and forth.

"You know Charlie won't be happy if you wear a hole in his lawn." Maybe a joke would help break the ice. Edward stopped pacing and looked at me, our eyes met and my breath hitched.

"Sorry."

"For pacing? I was only joking about Charlie…."

"No. Not about that, about earlier today."

"Oh. Look I understand it was all a big mistake. No hard feelings."

"But that's the thing it wasn't a mistake. Maybe the timing was bad but the kiss….that wasn't a mistake." I was speechless. He had meant it, but what did that mean?

"I…I uh…" Great I couldn't even formulate a coherent sentence. "So, umm…what does that mean?" Good, straight and to the point.

"I'm actually not sure, but I did feel something and I know you felt it too." He was right, I had felt something. I directed my eyes to the ground trying to prevent my blushing, but it didn't really work because before I knew it I looked up and Edward had moved so now he was only a few inches from me. I looked up into his bright green eyes, which was a mistake because he then kept my gaze raising his hand to my cheek where he left it. His other hand caught the back of my neck as his lips crashed to mine once more. It felt……indescribable. And unlike the kiss in the biology room, there was no fear that someone would walk in, so I kissed him back with as much force and passion. My hands instinctively went around his neck and tangled in his hair, his soft, beautiful hair. His hand dropped from my cheek and went to my lower back as he moved us closer together. This was pure bliss. Then it all came rushing back.

I pulled away for a moment. "Edward? You have a girlfriend." This stopped him from going for my lips again. I backed away some, but his one hand still lingered on my back which I didn't protest. "You and me….we can't be doing this. I mean we just met and you are with someone else. I'm sorry." I pulled away from him all together, which I suddenly regretted, I missed the feel of his hand on my back. "I have to go. Good bye Edward." And I turned and went back into my house leaving Edward starring after me and tears forming in my eyes.

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