School life. SasuHina: Angel. Ch27.
Hinata stood up but Sasuke stopped her. –Wait! – He said and stood up too. –What do you want? – Asked Hinata. *It hurts so much… To see him after all those words…* Thought Hinata. She wanted as fast as possible to get away from him. –I… I'm sorry. – Said Sasuke as if he was unsure does he have to say it. Hinata's lower jaw dropped and she felt anger rising up in herself. –Do you even know why are you apologizing? – Asked Hinata. This time she showed that she was angry. *Thank god she shows at least any kind of emotions…* Thought Sasuke. –About what I said and did… - Still unsure said Sasuke. –Mind to tell me what did you did and said? – Hinata's eyes darkened and she slyly smiled. –I don't want to repeat it… - Sasuke turned his gaze away from Hinata. *It will not be as easy as I thought…* Thought Sasuke. –So now you don't want to say what you said earlier… But you already said that and there is no way that you can take those words back… Sorry; you're next wife – slut; has to go back to bed… - Hinata turned away and started to walk back. Sasuke grabbed her hand. He grabbed it with too much force and that caused Hinata pain. She quickly turned around and harshly slapped Sasuke. –I already told you earlier! Don't touch me! – Hinata harshly said and turned around. Sasuke stood there shocked. *I can't believe she slapped me… She is really angry…* Sasuke's eyes filled with pain.
Before Hinata walked in her ward she stopped and turned to Sasuke. –Go home! I will be home tonight. – Hinata turned back and walked in ward. Sasuke sat down on chair; on which they sat before; and sighed. –What have I done? – Sasuke mumbled. –You have done the worse thing ever! You have broke Hinata; who all her life tried to find happiness and who always was keeping all the pain inside! You have hurt her… You were the most precious person; after her mother; to Hinata! – Sasuke looked up and saw Tsunade. Then out of ward walked Karin. –I didn't wanted to do that! – Sasuke stood up. –Where do you think you are going? – Karin asked angrily. –Home… Hinata said to me to go home. – Sasuke turned away and walked home.
In ward.
Hinata crawled in bed and sighed. *Why do I have to do this? Why can't I be selfish? Why do I have to go through such pain? Why I can't find happiness? Why do I have to be soaked in dark? Is it some kind of curse on Hyuuga women's who are more like they're mother's not father's?* Thought Hinata and slowly fall in to sleep. She opened her eyes and found herself in sky standing on cloud. –Hello Hinata. – Hinata heard a women's voice. She recognized it. –Mother!? – Hinata looked around and saw her mother on another cloud. Behind Hinata's mother was standing Hinata's grandmother and behind her Hinata's great-grandmother. –Hinata. We all have ended our life's because we were weak. We did a suicide. – Started her great-grandmother. –But… We all know that you are much stronger than me, your grandmother or mother. – Continued Hinata's great-grandmother. She looked at her grandmother. –We know that you will be happy! We know that you will never do a suicide! – Said Hinata's grandmother. –We all three are feeling horrible because we all three left our precious kid unprotected… But there is a difference between us. – Hinata's mother said.
-When my mother left me, I didn't fight against anything… I gave up. – Said her great-grandmother. –When my mother left, I didn't fight against anything… I gave up and just did everything my father or anyone else would ask. – Said Hinata's grandmother. –When my mother left… I didn't fight… I didn't gave up just stopped my war against him… But the mistake I did was… I went along with him… I did everything he asked… Everything… - Said Hinata's mother. –And the biggest mistake we did… We left our precious kid behind. We left our precious kid unprotected and alone to fight against a monster that everyone feared... – Said all three of them together. –But Hinata… You're not like we are! – Said her great-grandmother. –You fought against that monster even when you were left alone! – Great-grandmother said cheerfully. –You didn't gave up! – Hinata's grandmother said smiling.–You didn't went along! – Said her mother. –And you promised not to leave your precious kid alone, unprotected and scared! – The three of them said.
–You asked why you have to do this. Because you are strong and you have to break through it! God might put many difficulties in your life but you will become stronger and stronger every time whenever you will break through! – Said Hinata's great-grandmother. –You asked why you can't be selfish. Because you're too kind, caring and loveable to be selfish! You are too good for anyone on this planet! You're something that only the best's could ever dream about! – Said Hinata's grandmother. –You asked why you have to go through such a pain. Because angels are made to take away pain from others and suffer it by themselves! Because angels there are only one angel on planet and only one angel there will be. Angel like you has to take all possible pain from others to make them happy! – Said Hinata's mother. Her eyes were teary and red. She looked as if she was going to cry.
-Happiness? You will find it! You will find it very soon because you have fought for it all your life! – Said Hinata's great-grandmother and as soon as her eyes got teary; she vanished. -Answer on your question why you have to be soaked in the dark is because angel people like you were made to help people who are in dark. You were made to help them. You were made to help Sasuke! To make him happy! To take all his pain, darkness and loneliness away and suffer them by yourself! – Said Hinata's grandmother and her eyes escaped tears. After that she vanished too. –It's a curse! It's a curse on Hyuuga women's who are more like they're mother's! Yes it is but all three of us believed that you will break the curse! I believe you will! – Her mother said and started to cry too.
–Will you vanish too? – Asked Hinata. Only then Hinata noticed that she was crying. *Lately I have been doing that too often.* Thought Hinata. –No… You haven't. – Said Hinata's mother. –What? – Asked Hinata confused. –You haven't been crying too often lately… You have kept too much tears inside yourself! It's okay to cry. – Hinata's mother floated closer to Hinata. –Sorry Hinata… I heard everything you said, thought and sung at graveyard. I am sorry that I put you through so much! I am really sorry! – Hinata's mother fall down on her knees. –Mother! It's okay! It's okay… Its okay… - Hinata said and kneeled to her mother. –Actually… No it's not okay… It's not okay! It's not okay! You left me behind but you promised to stay by my side! – Hinata yelled. –I am sorry! Please forgive me! – Her mother was saying through her tears. –There are things that can't be forgiven… Even if you really want to forgive with all your heart… You can't. – Hinata wiped her mother tears and after wiped her own tears. –Hinata… I'm sorry… You have to go now. – Hinata's mother said and both of them stood up. In front of Hinata opened a light. –I'm really sorry… - Her mother sadly smiled. Hinata entered a light and second before thought. *Of course I forgive you! I love you mother and always will!* Thought Hinata and heard. –Thank you! I really love you! – Her mother yelled and that voice vanished in endlessness.
Hinata looked around after she walked in light and noticed her ward. She looked at her bed. Around there were many doctors. Karin and Tsunade were hysterically crying and Karin sometimes yelled. –Hinata! Please don't leave me! Don't! You can't die! – Hinata looked back at bed. *So I'm dead…* Thought she. 'Yes… You are but you have a choice. You can peacefully die now and come back to us or you can return to your own body and fight all the rest of your life.' Hinata heard a mother voice in her head. *If I die I will be at peace… But I don't want to walk the easy path and I promised not to leave everyone behind like you did… Sorry mother but there will be some time before we meet next time.* Thought Hinata and smiled. 'Somehow it's sad… How long will it be…? But I am happy that you are strong enough to return to the pain and difficulties out there.' Hinata heard in her mother voice smile. *That's why I am called an angel people.* Hinata thought and the she understood – her mother, grandmother and great-grandmother let her go back.
Hinata looked at bed where she was lying lifeless and heard. –Write down time of her death. – Said one of the doctors. –But… Maybe we still can… - Started another doctor. –No… We are trying to get her heart work again already for fifteen minutes! Usually we are done after five or less minutes… There is no way that; after fifty minutes since her heart stopped; for her to return. – Doctor was sad and his eyes were wet. *I guess it's time for me to return.* Thought Hinata and felt a hand on her shoulder. Hinata didn't turn around. 'But you will forget about this conversation and meeting Hinata.' Said Hinata's mother and vanished. Without thinking Hinata came to her body and smiled. –Welcome back. – Said Hinata and her body fully absorbed her spirit.
Monitoring equipment suddenly started to peep and Hinata quickly opened her eyes and sat up. Everyone looked at Hinata shocked. –Water… - Hinata managed to say. Doctor reacted quickly. He rushed out of Hinata's ward and fifteen seconds later was back with a bottle of water. Hinata opened it and drank out. –Thank you… - Hinata weakly smiled at doctor and some nurse collapsed. At hearing Hinata's voice Karin and Tsunade rushed in ward. –Hinata! – Yelled Karin and tightly hugged her. The same thing did Tsunade. –How can this be? – Asked doctor confused. –It was more than fifteen minutes since your heart stopped! – Doctor came closer to Hinata and smiled. –Please leave ward so doctor can check me. – Hinata smiled at Karin and Tsunade. Their eyes were red and puffy. *They were crying for so long…* Thought Hinata and sighed.
-What really happened? – Asked Hinata when Karin and Tsunade were out of ward. –Well… This morning; when Sasuke left; you went to bed and fall asleep. Around 2 PM suddenly your heart became weaker and you were really pale… It was as if there was someone who was fighting for you in heaven… As if even if not that he wanted you to die but as if he wanted to talk with you… - Doctor sighed and smiled. –Around 5 PM it got even worse. - Doctor wrote down something from test results. –What time is it now? – Asked Hinata and sighed. *What happened…?* thought Hinata. –It's… 9:20 PM. – Hinata's eyes widened. *I told Sasuke that I will be home tonight.* Thought she. –Karin! – Yelled Hinata and second latter Karin rushed in. –What is it Hinata? – Asked Karin worried. –Did you call Sasuke? – Asked Hinata half standing. –No… With all this… I didn't thought… - Karin answered unsure. *Thank god!* Thought Hinata and smiled. –Come here! – Happily said Hinata and hugged Karin. Karin was confused but didn't said anything.
Karin left and Hinata got out of bed. –Where are you going Hinata? – Asked doctor surprised. –I have to go home. – Hinata answered and placed hand on her stomach. *My baby!* She panicked. –My… My kid… Is my baby fine or… - Hinata didn't wanted to continue sentence. - Looks like you're fine as if nothing happened to you… Your kid is alive too what is really strange. But you still can't go home! – Doctor said angrily. –I don't care what you are saying! I have marriage tomorrow. – Hinata walked out of ward and left hospital. She didn't bothered to tell that to Karin or Tsunade.