I asked the family to hide it. I just wasn't ready for Bella to know. Hell I wasn't ready to even admit it to myself. It happened a few days after I had taken Bella to the meadow, Carlisle and Esme called all of us into the living room and said they had some life changing news for the whole family. I thought my eyes would turn red with anger when they told us. I thought my heart would stop beating.

FLASHBACK:

"Kids, something has come up and your mother and I have thought it through and we have come up with the best choice for the family….." Said Carlisle taking hold of Esme's hand and looking at her for support. "I have gotten a job offer in Chicago, and I have said yes."

"What! You can't do this to me! My life is here, my friends, and Bella. What about Bella?" I stood up and shouted.

"You can always come and visit and Bella can come out to Chicago and……" Alice interjected before Esme could finish her sentence.

"When? When do we leave?" Asked Alice in a small and somewhat timid voice. I knew that she was just as upset as I was about this.

"January 1st. But I will be going out after thanksgiving to get everything in order." January, but that was only two months! I couldn't handle this anymore; I stormed up to my room, slammed the door shut and turning on my stereo full blast. And that is where I stayed for the rest of the night and every other night since.

And now had come the time to tell Bella the truth. It was almost November and Carlisle would be leaving soon and once he left the whole town would find out. As we sat out in the moonlight I took her hands in mine and stared into her lovely brown eyes. She looked radiant tonight in that blue dress, perfect. It made me want to run away and leave her there naive and happy, but I couldn't. I had to tell my sweet angel the truth.

"Bella…..we are…." I couldn't even finish the stupid sentence! I gazed down at our feet and that's when I felt her warm hand on my cheek.

"It can't be that bad Edward. You can tell me anything and I will still love you." She said that now but what about a month after we left? Or a year? Would she move on and find someone else?

"My family…..we are moving." I whispered, wanting to cry. Especially when I glanced up and saw the hurt in her eyes.

"What? When?" She about yelled. She was upset and I could understand why. The night I found out, I had broken two lamps and mirror.

"My father got a better job offer in Chicago. We are leaving after Christmas,"

"But that's only two months! What about school, and…….me?" The last part of her question was barely a whisper. And this tore at my heart even more.

"We are transferring school for the second semester, and as for us….well that's your call."

"My call? You don't have an opinion in this?" She was staring right at me but I was staring past her into the woods so that she couldn't see the hurt in my expression. But she took this as something else, which cut me even deeper. "You don't care! You don't care what happens to us! You never even really loved me did you? Well you know what? Screw you!" She stood up and stormed off back to the gym. I should have gone after her; I should have stopped her and told her just how much I loved her. But I couldn't move I was frozen in my spot. I felt a drop on my head and then another. They came down faster and faster but I didn't care anymore. I was numb.

I am not sure how long I sat there. I am not sure how Bella got home. I just remember Emmett and Jasper dragging me to the car and then to my room. And where I was placed on my couch is where I stayed for the rest of the night. The next morning after only sleeping off and on for about an hour, I showered and changed. But I didn't feel the water or even the warmth and comfort of the new clothes. I just felt numb. As I sat on my black leather sofa staring at the blank wall in front of me, I reached for the phone and dialed the seven numbers that I knew wouldn't pick up. Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring…..then dead. She disconnected the phone. I shut the phone gently and then chucked it at the blank wall, just as the door opened and in stepped Alice.

"Go away Alice." I growled.

"She called Charlie to come and get her last night, so she got home fine. But she was hysterical. Edward what did you tell her?" Alice took a seat next to me on the couch.

"Why should I care? She broke up with me. I gave her a choice and she chose to leave me." There was no feeling behind my words. I was dead on the inside.

"Why should you care? Edward that is the girl you love and who loves you back! Now I think you should get up and go see her and work this entire thing out. You two are perfect for each other." She was yelling at me, just like Bella had. But I was still unresponsive.

"I doesn't matter how much I love her, she doesn't love me back. Alice it's over….we are leaving and she will move on. She will find someone better." And at that I felt the final rip and my heart was officially broken.

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