I was nearly four months pregnant and Edward still didn't know. After he had handed me the divorce papers that night he packed a small bag and left. He hadn't set foot in our house since. I tried going to the hospital to corner him into telling me what his reasons behind all this were but he somehow always managed to avoid me. I hadn't spoken a single word to my husband in over two months. Two months without hearing his angelic voice call me love or his sweet lips curl up into my favorite crooked grin right before he could bend down and kiss my waiting lips. That was until the phone call I received about a week ago. I had taken to not answering my phone because Esme, Alice, and the rest of the Cullen family had taken to calling every five minutes to see how I was doing. Specially Alice, she was the only one who knew about the baby and even to today I am not sure how she found out. But I was just sitting on the couch rubbing my slightly larger stomach as I stared blankly out into space when I heard the answering machine kick on.

"Isabella, I just wanted to call and tell you that I set an appointment up with the lawyers today to finalize the divorce. It is on Monday the 23rd at 3 o'clock. If that day doesn't work with your schedule you can call their office and reschedule and they will let me know. Well that's it, so I guess I will see you then. Hope you are doing well." And with that the machine clicked off. He had sounded so distant and I could feel the tears roll down my face at as I began to wonder where did my Edward go? What did I do that made him want to get away so bad? I know it wasn't the baby that frightened him because I knew he had no idea. Every time I talked to Alice she was always telling me to tell him, that he had a right to know, that it would make him come home. But he gave up any right to know when he broke my heart. I didn't want our child to know this Edward and I had a fear that if I did tell him and he came home then he would just be a drunk and our baby didn't deserve that.

On the day of the appointment I had barely been able to sleep so I was up early getting ready and making sure that my outfit wouldn't show any kind of change to my body. Since the message a new rage had built up inside of me and I had decided that once all of this was finalized that I would be going back to Washington and Edward would never get to know about the baby. It was mine and I didn't want to share with that selfish man.

The office building was huge but I hadn't really expected anything different from Edward, he was always one for grandeur.

"Hi I have an appointment with Mr. Kelp." I told the receptionist as I walked up. She nodded and told me to take a seat and that he would be with me in a moment. I glanced around the silent waiting area noticing that all the magazines were so neatly piled and I wanted nothing more than to shove them off the table and make a mess of them like my life had become. About five minutes I saw my Edward walk in but he didn't look like my Edward anymore. His suit was wrinkled and his hair was messier then normal and his eyes seemed so void of any life, like he was a zombie. But even with all this he was still as beautiful as ever. He took a seat on the other side of the small waiting room and kept a steady glare at his hands in his lap. I noticed as his hands twisted together that he was no longer wearing his wedding band that I had picked out four years ago and engraved to remind him that I would love him every day for the rest of our lives and I felt the whole in my chest grow even bigger making it harder to breath. I looked away so as to not let the tears flow when we were called into Mr. Kelp's office and we took our seats opposite of each other. This was the closest we had been to each other in two months and it was killing me.

"Alright then, shall we get started? The first thing that we need to discuss is the division of property. Usually in mutual cases like this we divide everything in half and…"

"No." I had been staring blankly at the dark wood table since the meeting had started but when I heard his deep rich voice that was laced with something that I couldn't decipher, I whipped my head up.

"No, I want her to have it all. The house, the car, everything."

"But Mr. Cullen, from these records it shows that you have nearly everything in your name. If anything you should be walking away with 90% of everything." Mr. Kelp was trying to advise his client but Edward's expression said that he wouldn't budge on this matter.

"Actually, Edward can have the house. I am planning on leaving Maryland once all of this is settled, so the house will be of no use to me." I made sure my voice didn't show emotion and that I didn't make any eye contact with Edward cause I knew if I did then the tears wouldn't be held back for long.

"Mr. Kelp could you please excuse Isabella and I for a moment?" Mr. Kelp nodded his head and made his way out of the conference room. And I knew that I was going to have to directly talk to him for the first time in so long.

"What do you mean you are leaving Maryland? Where are you going? What about your job?" It all came out rushed like he was about to have a panic attack.

"I got another job and I figure that there is nothing holding me here anymore." My voice held an eerie calmness to it, which even frighten me a bit. It was the kind of calm that came before the breakdown but I wouldn't do that in front of Edward, I wouldn't show any weakness.

"Were you even going to mention this bit of news to the family?" The family? Not him but the family.

"They already know. I told them about three weeks ago. I wouldn't just leave my family without warning. I could never hurt them like that." I saw him flinch at this. He knew I was no longer talking about the family but rather him and his abandonment.

"You would think my own family would share this news." He muttered under his breath but I still caught the bitterness.

"Well you see that's simple, I told them not to tell you. They asked what was new with me and I told them but if you wanted to know what was happening in my life then I expected you to ask me directly. Jesus Christ Edward! What the hell happened to us? We were happy or at least I thought we were!" My anger was getting the better of me now. Everything that I had kept buried deep down over the past months was just screaming to come out.

"Things change Isabella. People change; the world isn't all sugar and sweet." He ran his hands through his copper hair pulling it a little when he reached the ends.

"Well if that's all you have to say on the matter of ruining my life then maybe we should call Mr. Kelp back in here so we can finish this damn thing and get on with our lives, me with my new job and you with your whore." Then venom in my voice was so thick that it made my chest burn as I held back the tears once more.

"Excuse me? My whore? What the hell are you talking about?" Edward stood quickly, his chair falling back behind him.

"Well that had to be the reason, I mean no human being can go from content one moment to utterly depressed the next unless he was being kept from something he wanted. You found someone else all those months back and the fact that you couldn't be with her until I was out of the picture caused the drinking and late nights. But I must know one thing, how long had you been fucking her behind my back before you got the nerves to divorce me?" I clasped my hands in front of me on the table as he walked around the table fiercely and at first I thought he was just going to get Mr. Kelp but suddenly he was in front of me gripping the tops of my arms to the point of almost pure pain.

"You know nothing!" He shouted as he gave me a shake. "Do you want to know where I have been living the past two months? Out of my fucking car! And all those late nights and drinking do you really want to know why?" He was scarring me but I also got a rush from the pure contact and emotion that he was displaying.

"Yes, I want to know. I have wanted to know since you handed me those papers. I have had my guesses but apparently those are starting to turn up wrong so why don't you tell me what the fuck went wrong for you to up and leave me and…." I was so close to telling him about the baby but I remembered at the last seconds my voice of reason. "And break my heart." I lowered my head and felt my shoulders drop in the weight of sorrow that I was feeling.

He dropped his hands from my arms and walked over to the large window that covered most of the wall, leaning his head on his arm against the glass.

"I am sorry for how all of this turned out, it was never my intention but there is no excuse. The truth is…."

"I am sorry Mr. and Mrs. Cullen but we really need to finish because I have another meeting at 4:30." Mr. Kelp peaked his head into the door. Edward pushed off the window at this and stormed over to his chair grabbing his jacket before heading to the door.

"Everything is hers. I want nothing." He pushed past Mr. Kelp and down the hall towards the elevator.

"Well Miss Swan, I guess you are a very lucky woman." Said Mr. Kelp as he walked forward with his hand extended for me to shake. But I ignored his hand and took my exit.

"Yeah, so fucking lucky." I muttered as the tears began to fall.

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