Sorry!!!! I've updated now so dont kill me :)
Disclaimer: Dont own Sonny with a chance or the song 'Skin' But I do however own Cam and Gabbie. :) Im still working on the rights for Sonny with a chance :P
Chad's POV
What was she doing in my house; did she want to hurt me even more? "Chad, can we talk?" Gabbie asked and stood up. I debated if I should in my head and walked upstairs waiting for her to follow. I heard her heels clicking against the marble floor.
When we were in my room I shut the door and turned to look at her sitting on the edge of my bed looking around the room. "Haven't changed much has it?" Gabbie wondered aloud. I rolled my eyes and took a step towards her cautiously. "What are you doing here?" I asked and she took a deep breath.
"I want to start over, it's been 6 years Chad, and I need closure." She said and looked in my eyes. "You obviously have closure, you have a new girlfriend every week." She finished and looked away.
"To get over you, I can't get you out of my mind Gabbie that fight was meant to happen, we aren't meant to me, and we never were." I said and took a seat next to her. She grabbed my hand and leaned her head on my shoulder. "I miss you." She whispered.
I couldn't help but lean my head on top of her head. "I do too." I told her honestly. Of course I missed her, the fight was pointless, and who knew that saying 'I love you' lead to a fight bigger than World War 2?
"I still love you, Chad. Always have, always will." She said and inhaled. I felt her exhale and smelled her hair, still smelled like watermelon. "I love you too." I said.
"Ahem." A voice said and cleared their throat; me and Gabbie instantly turned out heads to the noise and saw Sonny standing in the door way with a fake smile on her face.
"Am I interrupting something?" She asked sourly. Gabbie looked at her to me and back to her. "Um, Hi yes you were interrupting something." Gabbie retorted. Sonny glared at her. "Well, than I guess I should leave you too alone." Sonny said and looked at me, I thought I saw hurt in her eyes, probably imagined it.
"Good." I said and she shook her head. "Not this time Chad." She said and with that she walked out the door. I sighed, and Gabbie turned to look at me. "Who the hell was that?" She asked and looked at the door again.
The love of my life. I thought. "No one."
Sonny's POV
Im no one? Okay, fine I am no one, no one important to Chad. I walked downstairs to see Cam pacing. "What's wrong?" I asked watching him intently. He turned his head to look at me. "Everything." He answered and continued pacing.
I rolled my eyes and put my hands on his shoulders and made him face him. "Cam, calm down!" I said and looked him in the eyes. "Who is Gabbie?" I asked him. "Okay, sit you need to hear this." He said and motioned me to sit on the couch.
"Okay, Gabbie and Chad went out since they were ten till thirteen, at that point everything was great for them, Chad thought they were meant to be and he said he loved her, she said that it was going too fast, long story short that had a fight about it and she said she loved him, but she didn't want too. Chad turned into a jerk, got on TV, she shows up and bam! Instant drama." He finished and began pacing. "Your brother is sort of famous for that..." I said.
Okay, so they love each other...they are in a room alone together. "Im gonna go to my room." I said and ran into my room and slammed the door.
My eyes stung with the tears that threatened to escape I grabbed my pen and paper from my suitcase and turned to a new page, what would I write? Nothing.
I was too hurt, Chad said I was 'no one' I even thought we were getting along! Ugh, whatever I could forget it, I would forget it.
I looked at the page and wanted to write something, but nothing wanted to come out. I couldn't talk about love because I didn't love anyone, but maybe I could write about hurt.
That's it. I put my pen to the paper and began running my hand against it writing the words that would describe the pain im feeling.
I drift away to a place
Another kind of life
Take away the pain
I create my paradise
Everything I've held
Has hit the wall
What used to be yours
Isn't yours at all
Falling apart, and all that I'm asking
Is it a crime, am I overreacting
Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie
So what you had didn't fit
Among the pretty things
Never fear, never fear
I now know where you've been
Braids have been un-tied
As ribbons fall away
Leave the consequence
But my tears you'll taste
Falling apart and all that I question
Is this a dream or is this my lesson
Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie
I don't believe I'll be alright
I don't believe I'll be OK
I don't believe how you've thrown me away
I do believe you didn't try
I do blame you for every lie
When I look in your eyes, I don't see mine
Oh, he's under my skin
Just give me something to get rid of him
I've got a reason now to bury this alive
Another little white lie
Oh my permission to sin
You might have started my reckoning
I've got a reason now to bury him alive
Another little white lie
It was perfect, exactly what I wanted, my eyes skimmed the song I just wrote, I was amazed I could get such pain out of me, but that didn't matter, it was late and I was tired.
I wasn't in the mood for dinner, so I skipped it and stayed in my room. I could hear an annoying giggle I had grown use to in just two hours and I wanted to bang my head against a brick wall to get it out of my head.
I sighed happily when she said bye to Chad and Cam.
A couple minutes later there was a knock on the door, I got up and opened it reluctantly. There stood Chad with his tousled hair and his leather jacket. I wanted to kill him for being this hot.
"There's some Pizza left over if you want some, Ill heat it up for you." Chad smiled. I shook my head no and walked over to the bed and sat down. Chad walked in and sat next to me. "Who do I have to kill?" He joked.
I looked up at him and could feel my eyes get hot. "You have to kill yourself, Im no one anyway." I said and got up to the bathroom. He followed me in and was rubbing the back of his neck.
"I didn't mean that." He reasoned with me and I pushed him out of the bathroom. "Dont worry Chad, it doesn't matter." I said and shut the door on him. Did I hide that song? Dammit, I hope he doesn't read it- actually I hope he does; now he can see how much he hurt me.
I climbed into bed and pulled the sheet on me. I stared out the window of the mansion, looking at the sparkly night sky. I was in my pj's and they were really cute too! Tawni wanted me to have the best clothes so she got me 'To die for' Pj's as she put it.
The door opened and my breath hitched in my throat, what if it was a murderer? Or a robber? My eye brows knitted together in worry when the sheets were pulled off and a person slid in next to me. Okay, time to put my Wisconsin moves on him.
I turned over in a quick movement and started hitting him with the palm of my hand. "Take. That. You. Robber!" I yelled and hit him harder.
"Sonny, you psycho stop!" A voice I remember oh so well pleaded and he grabbed my hands stopping me.
"Chad? What the hell are you doing in here!?" I exclaimed and made an attempt to push him out of the bed. He stayed perfectly still and breathed out a sigh as I hit him again.
"Im not a robber Sonny, stop hitting me!"
"Sorry, but what the hell are you doing in my bed?" I asked. It was tempting to hit him again so I did.
"Sonny, one more and you're on the street." He said and grabbed my wrists again. I sighed and relaxed into the bed.
"Once again what the hell are you doing?"
"Im apologizing, I didn't want to have Gabbie and me fighting anymore so I got on her good side, you know I didn't mean it Sonny, I actually- dare I say it...care." He spat the word and shook his head as if getting rid of a horrible thought.
"Well, thank you for sharing your lovely thought, but I told you I dont care." I said and flicked the light on the lamp on the dresser. "Dont give me that, I saw that song Sonny." He said and a flash of anger flickered in his eyes.
"Yeah, well I was upset and hurt Chad, what else would I do? Im fine now, it got rid of my emotions by writing that song and I want to keep it in that book locked away for good, I dont want to bring them back out so please, can I get some sleep?" I gave him my best small smile and he jumped out of bed.
"Okay, but im warning you Sonny, I care and I dont think you're no one, I think your Sonny, little miss Sonshine and it's gonna stay that way. Got it?"
"Mhm, I wanna sleep Chad, goodnight." I waved to him and jumped into bed, well he cares...that's a start, right?
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