I decided to continue with it! Yay! :)
I do not own Twilight.
Bpov
I pulled up to the beach at La Push and turned the off the ignition.
I then reached over to my bag, and grabbed out a pen and paper.
Then settled down to write.
Dear Edward,
I want you to know how much I love you.
How much I want you back.
But I know that can never happen.
Because you don't love me.
And I can't blame you. You can do so much better.
Please don't fell guilty for me doing this.
I know you will blame yourself, but it's ok.
Because as you said that day in the forest,
vampires are distracted easily.
You'll find your distraction, and you'll forget me.
But I'll never forget you Edward.
You were the best thing that ever has, and ever will
happen to me.
I loved you so much.
And I still do.
If Alice sees me writing this letter, and knows what I'm planning,
please don't try to stop me.
There's no reason to live, and I
just can't bear the pain any longer.
Please look after Charlie for me.
My heart is yours Forever,
Bella.
I folded up the letter, and put it in my jacket pocket.
Then I got out of my truck.
I didn't need to bring anything with me.
Because I was never coming back.
I started walking towards the water.
I could feel the sand in my shoes.
When I got to the waters edge, I stopped.
And started undressing.
I took off my jacket, but not before I had taken out the note, and
laid it down on the sand with the letter on top.
I knew Edward would find it.
Then I took off my socks and shoes, and my blouse.
When I was left in my bare necessaries, I walked forward.
And I kept walking until I was totally submerged.
Just then the sand dropped off, and it was deep over my head.
I knew there was no going back.
Images flashed around me, flickering from face to face.
Alice, Emmett, Jasper, Esme, Rosalie, Carlisle,
and finally coming to rest on Edward.
Life was hard, but death was peaceful and easy.
Blackness engulfed me.
Cliffy! Just HAD to do it.
Chapters a bit longer then the others.
Thank God!
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Cheers,
Alex Xx