500 Days of Genesis
Hello my wonderful readers! I'm sorry I didn't update. Well I just got to warn you that I was seriously love drunk this weekend. I finally got the guy I've been looking for and well….I've just been on the happy cloud ever since. So this chapter might not be so awesomely awesome. But you've been warned.
Disclaimer- Do I really have to write these things????? I mean we all know I don't own them…..unless you live in some alternate dimension where I own them but none of you do, right? Right?
Day 251
Life hates me. It truly does, now I have proof.
Day 252
I don't understand Life's logic. First it makes me deny I love Mr. Loveless, for who knows how long and then when I'm finally able to admit it, he's on the other side of Gaia. How does that make remotely ANY sense.
Day 253
Life is stupid. You have no idea how hard it is to not throw a tantrum all because Genesis isn't here. You simply have no idea….
Day 254
I read what I wrote yesterday, I think I've lost whatever little shred of sanity I had left.
Either that are I'm love drunk. Zack bets it's both.
Day 255
I picked up a copy of Loveless and couldn't even get through page one without remembering Genesis. Really? Am I that clique now? Everything reminds me of him….. Next thing you know I'm going to be declaring how much I love him and can't stand being away from him.
Day 256
I love Genesis and can't stand being away from. I have become so predictable, it amazes me.
Day 257
I was so close from sneaking into Lazard's office and telling Genesis got get back over to Midgar but then I restrained myself for a couple of reasons 1- Because knowing my lousy luck they'll catch me and I'll get thrown in jail. 2- Because that sound a little too insane even for me. And the third and by far the most important reason- Angeal told me that Genesis returns on four days. Now I just have to figure out how I'll wait those four days.
Day 258
Still waiting ever so patiently. And on the plus side, I haven't gone insane
Day 259
Zack told me to stop smiling so much. He said it made me looked like….a nice person, not an evil person at all. I dumped whatever happened to be close by which happened to be an iced coffee. Good coffee gone to waste.
Day 260
I'm back to waiting and still haven't gone insane. I'm proud of that fact.
Day 261
Only 24 hours before I see Genesis. I can do this….maybe.
Day 262
Today's the day! Maybe I'll wait until tomorrow, I don't want to seem like I'm desperate, which of course I'm not.
Ok, maybe a tiny, little teensy bit.
Day 263
I walked into the office today thinking, ok I'm not going to make a fool out of myself today. Guess what happens, I fall straight into- yup, you guessed it Mr. Loveless's arms.
I'm falling for him, get it?
Day 264
Ok I'm going to tell him today. You know I thought it wouldn't be that hard seeing as I got through denial and all that stuff but no. This is by far the worst thing ever.
What if he rejects me? Gaia! Now I sound like a teenager having their first crush. I've really sunk to a new low.
Day 265
I have to tell him, its now or never, right now I prefer never.
Ok, I'm lying, but I'm scared…..it's not like me to fall for someone, especially not someone like Genesis, I mean-
Oh shit, he left while I was pouring all my useless emotions into my diary…. Stupid diary.
Day 266
Ok, today I'm not going to be afraid and I'm going to tell him how I feel. Damn, why won't the frikken elevator hurry up. My love life is as stake! Wait….now it's stopping! Why is it stopping?! No! Gaia! I have to tell Genesis I love him!
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Still stuck in the elevator with some bitch who keeps yelling at Shinra to hurry up. Keep it up Scarlet bitch, it's not like my ears don't hurt.
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Jeez, Gaia! Why don't you ever help me. It's my love life we're talking about!
Day 267
Sadly Gaia didn't even TRY to help my love life. I was stuck in that stupid elevator, which I think is the same one Zack tampered with, for about a grand total of three hours. By that time Genesis was long gone.
Day 268
I should just give up, shouldn't I?
You know it's kind of hypocritical that life tells me to not give up and yet we all know it's a lost cause.
Day 269
Today Angeal came and gave a flyer for some stupid Shinra party thing. He told me to tell Genesis how I felt at that party and when I told him I gave up he gave me this huge lesson on never giving up. He also said he would help me. That's when I hugged him and almost called him my fairy god mother.
Then Zack barged in and asked me if I had crazy glue for his lucky earring. That really killed that moment.
Day 270
So today Angeal told me that contrary to popular belief, Genesis' favorite color wasn't red or black but purple. When I asked him why the hell should I care, Angeal slipped me a magazine that he had gotten from a secretaries' desk. Inside were countless of dresses.
Now the guy is starting to act like my fairy godmother. All he needs is a wand, wings and a magical tiara.
I just about fell off my chair laughing at that mental picture.
Day 271
I've never been one for shopping so I had to enlist Zack's help in dress shopping. So Angeal's my fairy godmother, then what does that make Zack? The little helper mouse that sings?
Day 272
I told Zack that he was the little helper mouse that sings and then he sang.
It was torture.
Day 273
I'm dragging Zack along to help me shop again. He's really good at it surprisingly….I don't know if that's good or bad. Oh well, at least he gets me good discounts.
Day 274
I found the most magical dress ever! Well actually Zack found it but it was so pretty, it's purple with some black designs in glitter and it just has such a princessy shape.
Life is starting to turn out to be a fairy tale.
Day 275
If life is a fairy tale, then why don't I have a unicorn- a magical, talking unicorn?
Day 276
I saw Genesis today and almost hyperventilated.
After that all I could think was- Really Gaia? Are fucking kidding me? Sadly, it wasn't.
Day 277
Mireya somehow managed to find out what Zack and Angeal are up to. All I can ask is how?
I blame her Turk powers.
Day 278
Today I learned the hard way to not fall for someone who isn't going to catch you. That said person being Genesis.
Really he should have seen where he was going! Then I wouldn't have fallen with a huge stack of papers. He could have also tried to catch me but no… instead he's still reading Loveless.
If it weren't for the fact that he's so gorgeous and hot and well you get the idea….then I would have given up on him. But he really should know better!
Day 279
Angeal says I'm in for a surprise tomorrow. Should I be worried????? With my luck, I should be.
Day 280
Ok, I'm currently writing this while Sephy does my hair. I know, weird shit right? But hey, the guy is so awesome at this! He managed to make my hair all nice and shiny and super straight. When I asked him why he said and I quote "Genesis needs a girl who won't hesitate in beating him up and who has really good hair products."
So the spots of fairy godmother and little singing helper mouse have been taken by Angeal and Zack, so what does that make Sephy- The all powerful guru of hair?
When he read that he almost killed me with his evil six foot long sword of doom. But then he remembered he was doing my hair.
Day 281
I just remembered why I don't go well with parties. Of course I forgot to check with Genesis to see if he was going with anyone. Turns out he went with one of the other secretaries. Gee, life couldn't just give me a heads up?
Nope cause that would deprive it of it's favorite pastime which is torturing me.
I think I spent the whole night moping on Angeal's shoulder and getting crazy drunk with Zack. Of course I didn't succeed because Genesis had to be a gentleman and drive me home.
Then I sobbed uncontrollably on him.
I truly am a walking, talking, over emotional disaster.
Day 282
I can't look at him without remembering the fool I made of myself two nights ago.
Day 283
He's leaving tomorrow and we still haven't talked since the disastrous party. I'm such a coward.
Day 284
I'm sad to say, I became even more clique today. Like in some cheesy romance film I just had to go and find out which Shinra chopper Genesis was leaving on (Thank Angeal for that) then since Sephy owed me from that time he spilled my secret, I got him to get me to where said chopper was taking off from. Guess what was the first thing I did.
I ran and instead of it being a beautiful, slow, emotional scene like it is in those movies, I ended up killing the moment by falling. Of course, Genesis came and helped me up and THEN it was like one of those romantic movie moments.
But I bet that in those movies the really nice moment wasn't killed by some old fart yelling that it was time to leave and for us to get a room when Genesis came back. I almost didn't restrain my self from shooting him the bird but Genesis said he was right and with a sad smile he left.
And then as he was leaving he yelled, " You do realize that I was correct when I told you that you were madly in love with me but you, being as stubborn as always, simply denied it?" I bet that wouldn't have happened in a romantic movie. Or the part where the heroine throws her shoe at the chopper and almost kills someone, who just happens to be her true love, with it, while saying " You're stinking coward Genesis!"
Of course it wouldn't.
I really have to stop basing my life off cheesy romance movies.
Day 285
Let the cheesiness unroll! I'm reading a letter Genesis left me with Angeal. He pretty much quoted Loveless but I really didn't mind, it's the thought that counts really.
Day 286
I'm watching romance movies. Yes, I've sunk that low….
Day 287
Still continuing the romance movie marathon. I just finished watching Pride and Prejudice. Are all love hate relationships that predictable?
…Like I'm one to talk.
Day 288
I'm reading Much Ado About Nothing. All I can say is that if Beatrice and Benedict don't get together I'm going to throw a tantrum.
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They got together. Yep, love is that predictable.
Day 289
Today Genesis managed to call me while I was watching 10 things I hate about you. I told him that Patrick Verona was hot. He threatened to hang up and never call me again.
Funny how he makes me smile with the simplest things.
Man, now I sound like a love drunk fool. I really need to get a life- SOON!
Day 290
Still looking for a life, haven't found one. Instead, Genesis called me and I spent the whole day smiling. As a matter of fact, I'm still smiling.
Day 291
Today I'm back at the office! Yay! I'm doing absolutely no work whatsoever since genesis isn't here.
Day 292
I spent the day bugging the hell out of Zack. Goes to show him how I feel.
Day 293
Today's the day I bug Angeal. And I got a free lunch out of it and I also got coffee. Hehe, Genesis likes coffee…..
Day 294
Now to annoy the mother- actually the father- of all evil, long haired, awesome sword wielding SOLDIERS, Sephiroth. Let's hope I don't get killed. I still have a lot in life to look forward to.
Day 295
Genesis came back from his mission, but not the way I would have wanted.
Somehow he got hurt and he had to get back to Shinra. The stupid bastards wouldn't let me him.
I'm going to find a way in even if it's the last thing I do. Well not exactly the last thing….
Day 296
Day 297
Ok, Angeal, Sephy and Zack somehow managed to miraculously sneak me into where Genesis was kept. Surprisingly it wasn't a hospital or Shinra's infirmary but a lab. What kind of sick bastard does that?
Stupid scientists.
Day 298
He's still not fully alright but he's getting better. When he opened his eyes today I was so happy.
Zack said I looked too happy. I told him that if he didn't want a fist shoved into his face then he'd shut up. He proceeded to be quiet.
Day 300
I am by far the stupidest person ever. I just had to tell him I loved him and that I would never leave him.
Of course I told him while he was asleep. What? I'm not THAT stupid… he'd never let me live it down.
But I wouldn't mind.
Wow, I truly am in love. Who would have thought the lucky guy would be Genesis Rhapsodos. Who would have thought?
I'm sorry for the extreme corniness of this chapter. As you can see I too have fallen victim to love, sadly. That's why I completely forgot to update and so I just procrastinated…..Maybe next chapter I'll put some more corniness cause that's how I feel right now. Like my insides are just so happy and full of fluffyness. Ok, that's just wayyyy weird for me. I also wanted to tell you guys that after 500 days is over *tears* Imma start 100 Moments With You. The first 50 parts- I'm not sure if they're going to be chapters- are going to be 500 Days of Genesis written in story form. The next 50 "parts" will be after Dirge Of Cerberus. So yea…that's what I was going to say and now I have said it….oh yea, and if you want to feel all those happy, warm, gushy feelings, then listen to Glitter In The Air by Pink, You and Me by Lifehouse and Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls. So you know what to do! --
Oh, and when you review, tell me if you want me to do a one shot with Genesis and Joanna. Feel free to even leave suggestions.