Dear Beloved Renesmee,
So what's with the guilt trip?
Look my life is Hell here without you too Nessie, but be happy. Once this whole thing is settled in South Africa then I will come home. Though the rest of the pack is staying to move on to the next country. I'm not gonna push you that far though- I wouldn't want my love having gray hairs now, would I?
I'm just joking Ness, your the most amazing, beautiful, unexplainable person I have ever meet or known. The reason I use unexplainable is because I'm at lost for words when I hear your name. It's the most remarkable sound to my ears.
Please try to be happy- for me. I love you so much and it's killing me- literally- to be away from you. Everyone in the pack has noticed it- some are even considering sending me home. No one wants to share thoughts with a person who is hurting- I hurt, they hurt. But don't get any ideas, I'm not leaving!
And I'm not sure if I like this "fighting tactic training". It's not that I'm afraid of you getting hurt, it's just that... I don't trust you. I know you, Nessie, and if you think you can get away from sneaking off here- you got another thing coming. I will not let you get hurt.
Lastly, my arm is always held out to you to handcuff. I'll even swallow the key, if that make sit more believable. I want to spend every single waking moment with you, and you should know that. You are my life but I am with my family now. There has got to be a compromise. I don't see why this is such a big deal- you're just overreacting. Breath. Calm down. Relax.
Love can;t describe the way I feel towards you. Also, I feel kinda offended that you think so low of my education. i bet I can count higher than you. Forget the hugs, I wanna take you in my arms and suffocate you with kisses. XXXXX
Your Prisoner,
Jake
P.S. Tell Emmet to grow up for me.