A/N: This song is called "No Fear" and is by The Rasmus. Please note that the original version says "Girl" where there are little slashes around where I have "Boy". I did this simply to make the song fit better. Chase's POV. CalebxChase if you look. And one more thing IF YOU SUBMITTED AN IDEA FOR A STORY THAT I HAVEN'T ALREADY PUBLISHED, PLEASE RESEND ME YOUR REQUEST. I've lost a lot of stuff cause my stupid email deleted messages I didn't want deleted and I've been really busy and I'm soooo sorry this has taken so long and I think this chapter is crap but I have to post something because I feel bad for not having updated lately. There. I'm better. Please enjoy.
I'm going crazy, I'm losing myself and I can't stop it. It's like I'm falling down some cliff and I can't do anything but fall faster. This Power, this curse of mine, it's like the worst of addictions. There are rehab programs for people on drugs, AA for those who drink their problems away. There is no program for what I'm going through. There is nothing to help me. At least lucky little Danvers has his little group of friends to keep his head level. But what do I have but an abundance of power that's killing me so damn slowly?
/Boy\
You lived your life like a sleeping swan.
Your time has come
To go deeper.
/Boy\
Your final journey has just begun.
Your destiny chose the reaper.
I'm scared of dying, and I'm sure Caleb is just as scared. But he would die for his friends and that shows. It's quite noble of him. But nobility doesn't count in life. The only thing that it will count for is when his name is written in the Book of Damnation as the last Danvers, the one that gave up his life for the preservation of the three remaining lines. Four, if you count my line. The one that's not supposed to exist. I'm the black sheep of their little Covenant. Because I'm too scared of dying to let it happen to me anytime soon.
No fear.
Destination darkness.
No fear.
Destination darkness.
/Boy\
The rain falls from the northern skies
Like poisoned knives
With no mercy.
I always knew I would die eventually. I never wanted to go this soon, or like this. Looking back, if I had just approached Caleb in the beginning and told him who I was and what my problem was, he probably would have found a way to help me. But no. Here I am, figting this...this...this fucking saint! Fighting him in the pounding rain in what's left of the barn where the Putnam legacy ended and the Pope legacy began. The barn where John Putnam nearly died after securing his legacy in one Hagan Pope. I have nothing left to give. I just want this to end. I can feel myself growing weaker by the minute. It doesn't help any that I Used so much on that Parry boy. I probably over-did it, but there's no going back. I'm going to die here. There is no other way for this to end. I'm sorry for all I've done.
/Boy\
Close your eyes one more time.
Sleepless nights
From here to eternity.
No fear.
Destination Darkness.
No fear.
Destination Darkness.
My legacy, the only one to be remembered, will be one of evil. One of hatred. There's only one person now that will know what I'm going through, won't you Caleb? I guess that for now, I can lurk in the darkness and watch you without fear of the death that's already come.
A/N: Like I said, I'm really sorry this chapter is crap, but I'm sooooo busy again. I know I keep blaming ROTC, but we found out last month that we're going to the Navy National Competition in Pensacola, Florida, so the entire month's been spend preparing for that. The month before that was spent preparing for the State Competition. Sorry about this guys. Please review and let me know that I'm not all alone!! Loves to my readers and more loves to the reviewers!