A/N: Well here I am again apologising for this being late. I had big problems get it to move along properly, I'm still not happy but please leave a comment ,Id love to know what you think (:
House opened the door letting Wilson go ahead of him into the conference room.
Wilson grinned at him and House smiled back trying to tear his eyes away from the younger mans.
God he is hot
"Why is Wilson here?" Kutner stared confused at the pair, hands clasping the blue file. The other fellows looked up frowning
Shit. Need a reason big guy
"We're dating and I can't bare to be away from him" House tried his best sarcastic voice, heart rate frantic.
Wilsons mouth dropped open in shock the entire room just stared. Taub was not impressed "Yeah riiiight"
House rolled his eyes and slumped into a chair, staring up at the board frowning as if he were concentrating. Wilson just stood staring at the back of his lovers head, until Taub spoke up again "Something is going on though, right?"
Taub looked to Wilson and the oncologist put his hand on his hip, the other splayed out in the air "Wh-well"
But the short doctor wasn't finished "Cuddy was looking for something in Houses office this morning. So you must be here because of that"
He smiled smug and Foreman rolled his eyes, picking up a file, uninterested. Kutner however stared at House mouth hanging open in confusion. "What was she looking for" the young doctor could barely hide the suspicion in his voice
House pretended to snap out of his reverie "What?"
"What was Cuddy looking for in your office this morning, and why does that mean Wilson should be here?"
House frowned thinking on his feet
Bloody Kutner. Quick…
"House is on methadone" Wilson blushed a little trying to look defeated "Again"
The room was silent again until Foreman finally broke his silence "You're on methadone again? But you're using your cane. You wouldn't be if…."
"Cuddy doesn't know he is back on it, so he has to use the cane"
The fellows stared openly at their boss "Oh"
"And you had better not go running to mommy or you're fired" House tried his best to sell it
Thank god we have Jimmy.
"Anyway now we have discussed why Wilson is here can we get back to the patient?"…
Two hours later the two men sat down at there regular table in the canteen, Wilson oddly silent. House pretended to concentrate on his sandwich
Oh jeez. He looks angry. Say something, he won't bring it up.
"There is obviously something bothering you?" House looked up dropping his sandwich.
"You told them just after you told me you didn't want me to tell anybody! Why would you do that? I've been holding back this whole time and I ke-"
House rolled his eyes silencing his partner "Don't you see? I brought those kids up to never trust anyone. Not even me."
Wilson chewed his lip "What if they suspect…"
House sighed loudly cutting his lover off again "When are you going to start trusting my great ideas?" House grinned at his lover, shaking his head when Wilsons only reaction was to chew his thumb.
He sighed "It will work because if I say something they know to think its anything but that, plus your brilliant idea of me being on methadone is will help to convince Cuddy as well" Wilson to his credit blushed a little allowing himself a polite smile, House stared for a moment before carrying on his rant.
Cute
"Don't you see? Its fool proof, because even if they do figure I'm hiding something and check with Cuddy they will only find that I'm on antidepressants and then Cuddy will believe me because me being me I would want to hide it from them and then they will think they figured it all out."
House grinned widely and Wilson shook his head smiling "Or they will see the bluff and call you out on it, and if you are only on antidepressants they will still wonder why I was there" House rolled his eyes
Idiot.
"Idiot"
Wilson pursed his lips and took back the burger House had taken off his plate
"Hey I'm just displaying proper caution here. You said you're not ready to tell everybody and I don't want it to come out by accident. We have enough problems as it is"
House shrugged and took a bite out of Wilsons burger before getting up nodding at his fellows grouped at the entrance to the canteen.
"Gotta go"
Wilson smiled a little biting his lip "Bye Greg"
House blushed slightly but nodded trying to arrange his face into something a little less soppy as he turned to face his kids.
That night, Wilson grunted a little, shifting under Houses weight as the man nipped at his collarbone, heavy hot breaths making his bare chest shiver. "And then Susie came in and –"
House just murmured too busy tasting his lovers skin to listen properly
Oh god he is just so hot,
House moved up to nibble Wilsons ears and the oncologist carried on blabbering about his day "And then Taub burst in and said he had something important to talk about, and turns out it was you"
House raised an eyebrow but carried on his ministrations hand running up and down his lovers bare arms.
Mmmmmmm Jim-myyy
"And then he said he knew my secret" House stopped, staring up at Wilson trying to hide the fear flickering across his features
What!?
"Exactly" Wilson raised his eyebrows at House, but continued "but there's more, I obviously told him I don't have a secret and told me that he knew I'm in love with you"
Houses face dropped and he sucked in a short sharp breath
Looks like the dream is over. Back to reality
"I told him that was ridiculous and then I heard the rest of them arguing outside. Long story short I got them to come in and they told me its was obvious because of my shock when you said we were together this morning and all my marriages and everything. They didn't shut up for ten minutes about how obvious it is I'm gay and when they did I was-"
House burst out laughing
Oh god, we're so proud of them.
"What's so funny!?"
House grinned resting his head on Wilsons chest "I just think its funny they probably have been talking about this for months before coming to you, not to mention that they saw it before me"
Wilson rolled his eyes "Maybe you just didn't want to get your hopes up"
House smiled making Wilsons heart flutter "You're probably right"
Wilson blushed a delightful shade of red and stared at the opposite wall trying to hide the grin gracing his features. House bit his lip
Jesus we need him. Now
House pulled himself up and pressed a passionate kiss to Wilsons lips hand reaching down to pull the younger man zipper down, lips moving along the handsome jawline, whispering in his lovers ear "Want you so bad, to be in you"
Wilson stiffened biting his lip and House pulled back frowning down at hislover "What's wrong?"
Wilson looked away
"Jimmy?"
What now?
"I don't… I'm not ready" Wilson finally met his eyes, eyes wide face flushed
House closed his mouth and rearranged his face to hide his disappointment "I understand"
No we don't
"I won't force you to do anything"
God I wish…
wait what?
Wilson gasped quietly his expression quickly shifting from one of fear to disbelief "Really?"
"Hey I'm not ready to tell people, you're not ready to get down n dirty. We all got problems"
House tried his best comforting smile and Wilson finally smiled back sat him. "Oh thank god" he let his head fall back on the cushion with a soft thump letting out a breath he didn't know he was holding, House chuckled
Good boy. Crisis averted
"So…exactly how far are you willing to go?"
Wilson raised an eyebrow and licked his lips
God damn
House ran full pelt after Wilson, skidding around corners and panting heavily. He laughed freely, enjoying himself as he chased his prey, finally catching him in the living room. He grabbed the younger weaker man and threw him to the floor, letting out a growl.
Hands frantic and wild running down Wilson's stomach ripping the buttons off of his shirt, pulling the jeans down quickly. He panted into Wilsons neck, grinning as he pulled back to stare at his conquest.
But what he saw in his lovers' eyes was not lust, not joy but fear. Pure unadulterated fear, whimpering, eyes pleading. House sucked in a breath, stomach dropping. What was he doing?
What we want
House leapt off his lover, curling into himself, trying to hide from the broken man, huddling himself in the corner trying to breathe. His panting gasping breaths overtook him and he collapsed reaching out to the terrified younger man,
"Please Jimmy. I didn't...I didn't mean it"
Wilson just stood shaking and walked out of the door, his face disappearing in the crowd. People he knew hospital workers, the kids, his neighbours all stood around him pointing their faces dark eyes piercing him. House let out a yell as they closed in around him.
"Greg? GREG!"
Wilson had him by the shoulders and was shaking him, eyes franticly searching trying to get House to respond.
House gasped and reached out, hands clutching Wilson.
"I was ..."
He shut his mouth with a snap and shook his head. Not meeting his lovers' eyes he slipped from the bed legs dangling over the edge as he stared at the opposite wall.
"Greg? It was just a nightmare…" Wilson whispered trying to pull the older man back into bed.
House shrugged him off and limped slowly to the bathroom closing the door without a word.
He stared at his own haggard face in the mirror
We would never hurt him. Not like that.
House sighed and rested his head against the cool glass