A/N ~ you know I don't own Twilight...
* Serious Lemons happening ~ if you don't like or are not old enough please do not read x *
In from the Cold ~Chapter 4.
I sat down on our bed in the middle of the living room, not sure what to do with all my stuff. Edward came in and sat down beside me as I took out the photo frame and smiled at the photo in it.
"Where do you want to put this Love?"
He took the frame from my hands, leaning down to kiss the top of my head before standing back up straight.
"I have always had it at my bedside. Last thing I saw before I went to sleep, first thing I saw when I woke up." I smiled while blushing slightly at my admission.
"Well how about here, until we get our room painted?" he put it down on the fireplace mantle.
"It looks good there." I nodded.
"Good. It will stay there until our room is done and I will put it on your bedside table." He smiled at me as I grinned back at him.
We had picked up paint samples and sat down with pizza, looking at them trying to decide on something that we both liked. "Is this ok?" I showed him a blue and green combination.
"Sure that looks good, and I have lots of blue and green bed linen." He nodded.
"I do too."
"So that is sorted! We can pick the paint up tomorrow and get it painted over the next day or so. I will get Jasper and Emmett to some over and help us out."
I smiled at him.
"We are really doing this…?"
"Sure we are Honey, are you ok with this?"
"I am more than ok." I sighed.
Just then the house phone rang, Edward answered it but I could hear from the loud squeals it was Alice.
She must be a bloody psychic pixie or something.
She manages to call just when Edward and I are enjoying some quiet time together.
"I better answer it or she will just come round or keep ringing …" Edward sighed.
"Hello Alice…uh huh…right…mmm not sure… why? No…" he scratched his head and sighed.
I patted the bed beside me and smiled at him, as he sat down I pushed and turned his body gently so he was lying down flat along the bed, he smirked and raised his eye brow at me while continuing to listen as Alice talked away.
I mouthed at him to move up the bed so he was more comfortable. Edward nodded and settled himself into the pillows as he continued his one worded answers to Alice, unable to get a word in, even though he was trying end the conversation with her, but she was in full rant mode. He never took his eyes off my movements while I moved a few boxes to the side of the room out of the way. Edward caught my eye when I went to move some of the heavier boxes, and shook his head silently telling me to leave them.
He grinned, patting the bed beside him and beckoned me with his crooked finger.
I have no idea why I did it, but instead of walking round the bed to lie on the empty side I decided to take the shorter route and climb over Edward's legs. Of course I stumbled and started to fall!
"Oooohph! You ok there?" He asked while trying to balance me with one very strong arm as I desperately hung on to him trying to prevent me falling face first onto the floor.
Then he realised Alice could still hear him.
"What? Oh Emily slid on the floor and knocked into me…" he laughed.
He held me steady as we both held our breath.
I quickly moved trying to gain my balanced before shuffling up his body until I realised I was straddling him! My hands were now holding onto his ribs, I smiled and sighed before lying down so my head was on his chest. Edward's free arm moved round me and his lips kissed the top of my head, I inhaled, sinking further into his embrace as I exhaled.
Edward's fingers moved under the back of my shirt, gently soothing me with his touch before he suddenly stopped and I became very still. I could feel his body reacting to our position, his arousal growing steadily below me.
I slowly sat up and looked down at him and could see concern on his face. I was not sure if he wanted me to move off of his body or not so I started to shift my weight but he held me still.
He wanted me.
I wanted this, just not with Alice listening to us!
My eyes moved to the phone before I looked back into his eyes again.
"I need to go Alice." He whispered.
I slowly started to unbutton my shirt but Edwards hand stopped as I got to the one between my breasts. Our eyes locked in a lust filled gaze.
"ALICE! I am hanging up now."
He did just that before blindly dropping the phone on the floor beside him.
"She will be pissed at you for hanging up on her." I whispered.
"I am sure she will." His hand remained on the buttons between my breasts, which were now moving up and down as my breathing increased with my arousal.
"Edward, I am not really sure how to do this, but I need to feel you next to me, next to my skin. I can't explain any more than that, but if you want me to stop then I will."
My voice was shaking, knowing if he rejected me it would break my heart, but I was so scared that he would be disappointed with what he found.
"Bell…let me please." His fingers slowly opened each button before his hands moved to push the shirt over my shoulders and pull it away from my body.
I pulled his arms so he sat up a bit, before awkwardly attempting to pull his tee shirt off.
Between us and with a lot of giggles his chest was now bare before me. I leaned down and kissed his lips cautiously, as our arms moved hesitantly around each other. Touching shoulders, backs, necks, ears, cheeks anywhere we could reach as our kisses became deeper and more passionate…
"Can I take these jeans off Edward, be a bit more comfortable?" I pleaded, he nodded and started to move his hands to my buttons, I squealed with surprise.
He looked at me confused by my reaction.
"Sorry, I meant yours…" I giggled.
"Oh s yours are staying on?" he laughed.
"Emmm…no…?"
He grinned before grabbing me and throwing me down on the bed, his fingers undoing my buttons and pulling my jeans down, I wriggled while laughing.
I realised that my panties were starting to slide off at the same time.
"STOP!" I squealed.
He froze still, hands still on my jeans.
"Panties…" I squeaked.
"On or off…?" He asked me, his eyes almost black with desire.
"On?" I whispered, questioning my response was ok with him.
"Bella, we don't have to do anything you don't want here, you know that don't you."
"Can we well leave underwear on just now?" I blushed.
"You call the shots here Baby." I moved his hands encouraging him to pull my jeans down as he started to move I gripped onto my matching pink panties to stop them sliding down too.
Suddenly, after some fumbles and giggles we were both lying there in our under wear.
I closed my eyes waiting while he looked at my body.
"Open your beautiful eyes baby please." He kissed my cheeks. "Look at me?" he whispered.
"What's wrong Bella?"
I opened my eyes to see his gorgeous eyes looking back into mine.
"Nothing…" I whispered. "I just…I feel…shy…?" I shrugged my shoulders.
"Don't be. It's just you and me here, and we have both wanted this for so long…haven't we?"
"Yes…I have, I didn't know before that you did too…"
"Just lie here with me, please."
I snuggled in close to him, he smell was comforting and arousing all at the same time, his body was soft and hard, warm and strong, everything I had imagined it would be and more.
I sighed and heard Edward do the same.
"You wanted me, and I wanted you…we have been so silly Bella."
I nodded against his chest.
"I still want you Edward." I whispered, reaching round, I unclasped my bra.
"What do you want Love?"
His hands moved up to lower the straps from my shoulders, before moving up to cup my breasts, his thumbs moved against my covered nipples, both of them pebbling against his movements.
I moaned softly despite my best efforts, my hands fell down to his body as he slowly peeled away the pink material that had covered my breasts. I felt Edwards hand cupping and moving over my breasts, alternating from lavishing my nipples with attention to tenderly kneading my soft tissues.
Edward's lips found their home on my neck, starting with soft feather kissing that increased into open mouth sucking and nibbling, his tongue licking, soothing the pink spots he was leaving on my skin.
I could feel him growing steadily harder below my heated core; we started moving against each other. Both needing some sort of friction in response to the building sensations we were feeling.
I wanted more, I was scared of moving too fast, but I knew this man below me, I loved this man whose arms were wrapped around me, what was stopping me…Fear?
It was time to take a leap of faith, and I knew this man as well as I knew myself.
I had known him all my life.
I had loved him forever, even before I knew it was love.
Looking into his eyes and seeing arousal, love, trust and want in them.
Everything I felt myself, everything I felt for him.
I moved my hands again, knowing Edward was letting me lead this, at my pace. Sitting up I smiled at him before moving so I could lower his boxer shorts down his body. He lifted his ass up to help me lower them down.
His erection sprung free and I gasped at the sight of his size. Oh my! I was pleased but a little nervous to say the least! Smiling I bit my bottom lip.
"See something you like Isabella?"
Edward was chuckling at my expression.
"May I?"
I moved my hand to gesture at his man hood.
"You never, ever need to ask that question again Miss Swan."
His voice was straining as I moved my fingers towards his hardened shaft, slowly, cautiously exploring him.
It was like steel covered in silk. He moaned as I touched him, moving closer to examine him.
Edward's body tensed and relaxed, his breathing becoming faster with each movement I made.
My fingers curled around him, his thick cock almost too much for me to hold onto, becoming thicker, harder and longer with each upward movement my hand made.
A small bead of liquid appeared on his head, I used my thumb to spread it over him. I may be a virgin but I had read many Cosmo magazines…having Alice and Rose as best friends was an advantage just now.
Not that I wanted to think about his sister at this very moment.
Edward's hand gripped my thigh, his fingers moving higher up towards my core.
"Edward…" I whispered.
"Mmmmmm?" he muttered back to me.
"Touch me…please?" I pleaded.
His eyes flew open.
"Please." I begged now.
Edward sat up, my hand knocked away from him.
He grinned before launching himself at me; I felt his lips on mine, frantic and all consuming. They moved down my body, and suckled hungrily on one nipple before latching onto the other one.
I was aware of someone gasping and groaning in pleasure and suddenly realised...It was me!
His hands moved down to my hips.
"Bella?"
I tried to focus on his voice, he was asking me something.
"Panties?"
The silk panties I wore were the only barrier between us now.
"Off…!" I clawed at my underwear, needing to remove them as quickly as I could.
"It's okay Baby. It's okay… lets slow down…we have all the time we need." His movements were slowing, his stunning emerald eyes, calming my panic.
He kissed my lips before moving his hands back to the top of my panties. I nodded as his eyes asked if I was sure.
A smile twitched on his lips as he moved them over my hips and past my buttocks…his finger tips grazing my skin as he moved them down my legs before throwing them over his shoulder with a chuckle.
"Make love with me Edward." I whispered.
"Baby, you wanted to go slowly here." He reasoned with me. And that just made me want him even more.
"I don't want to wait. I am on the pill…never done this before…" My words were frantic, I was nervous, but excited, I was turned on so much!
"I am clean Bella, I have condoms somewhere if you want me to go find one?" he asked me, his face calm but his voice sounding slightly different.
I shook my head. "I trust you, I want to feel you." I gulped. This was going to happen now.
"Come here Baby."
I moved so I was lying alongside Edward, his tall frame encasing me in a comforting embrace, before he helped me move to the centre of the bed, he positioned a soft pillow behind my head, kissing my lips as he moved away. I was puzzled when I saw him lift another pillow.
He smiled asking me to lift my hips before he placed the pillow under my buttocks and kissed each side of my hips.
"What is the pillow for?" I whispered to him.
"I read somewhere it makes it easier for the first time." He answered me, blushing slightly as he spoke.
"Oh…thank you."
He lay along side of me again, his fingers moving up and down my body from my sternum to the top of my bikini line. Our eyes watching each other, as my finger tips mirrored his actions. His lips came down and started peppering my skin with kisses before he latched onto my nipple again, I gasped at the amazing sensation, which multiplied as his fingers moved further down, slowly moving through my soft curls and parted my lower lips with the gentlest of touch.
"You need to let me know if I hurt you Baby." He whispered before lavishing my breast with his mouth again.
I tried to say ok, hoping he understood. I felt him explore me… circle me… before he gently pressed his finger tip inside me. My hips moved up involuntarily toward his touch. "More." I gasped.
He nodded, and gave me what I asked for. I grabbed onto his shoulder, needing to feel his body.
Edward added another finger, stretching filling me for the first time.
His movements taking me to an edge I was ready to fall from. I felt him twist and move then I was completely lost as to what he was doing, I just knew I loved it and wanted more. The tightening inside me building, it was almost unbearable pleasure.
His thumb pressed down on my clit, I was so wet and slick I could hear his movements in me now.
"Give it to me…Bella…please…"
My body arched up, completely drawn towards my lover.
And then, I fell apart, utterly...and completely.
I gasped and panted and shuddered as his fingers soothed my swollen core, helping me come down from my high.
"WOW!" I giggled.
I felt Edward's lips kiss my shoulders lightly.
"Thank you…" he whispered.
"Oh I think I should be thanking you." I laughed.
We both chuckled before silently looking into each other's eyes. I nodded, answering the silent question Edward eyes were asking me.
"I am ready My Love."
He moved his body so he was kneeling between my open legs. A gentle kiss to my kitty made me giggle, my eyes wide open in surprise.
Slowly Edward lowered himself in position, still keeping most of his weight from me.
"I love you Isabella Swan… yesterday, today and tomorrow…I will always love you."
I couldn't speak; his declaration filled my heart with so much joy.
Smiling I placed my hands on his hips pulling him towards me. He moved against me, coating his cock with my slick arousal.
"You are so wet my Love." He sighed before guiding himself to my core. I felt him start to enter me, stretching me as he moved inside me bit by bit.
There was so much of him… I felt the burn as we joined us as one. He hesitated; I guess he had reached the barrier I had saved for him.
"I am so glad I waited for you Edward. I love you."
"I love you …Take a deep breath Baby, I am sorry this will hurt." He apologised quietly to me.
I inhaled and as I slowly exhaled he declared his love for me once more and pushed past the barrier and I took him inside me completely.
I felt a slight rip and sharp pain, but it was not as bad as I had expected, Edward waited until I nodded.
"You can move now my Love." I closed my eyes, as I felt him slowly pull out before entering me again.
His movements became smoother, faster, deeper…I was not expecting to cum this time but hoped it would be all Edward had desired. The sensations building in me again surprised me. My eyes flew open and I moaned at the pleasure I was feeling. Edward smiled as he realised how much I was enjoying this movement.
My groaning grew louder… Edward gained momentum, his moaning echoing mine. I felt him shift slightly, lifting my legs up, my feet now locked behind him, pulling him closer and deeper inside me, his hand moved between us, finding my swollen clit, he rubbed me in time with his thrusts, I pushed against him as he moved into me.
Our noises becoming frantic almost desperate with desire…I could feel the fall approaching me.
I screamed, contracting around his engorged cock before hearing him call my name as he spilled his seed inside me. Edward collapsed, spent and satisfied onto my glistening body. I whispered his name over and over again, as he moved to pull me round to lie beside him.
I was home.