It had been four months since John and Ally had gotten engaged. They had been really busy over the past couple months planning there wedding. It was getting close to time. The wedding was in a week. Ally had been avoiding Randy. She hadn't spoken to him since the night they kissed. She knew that once she married John, Randy would be out of her life for good. Ally and John were laying in bed asleep. The alarm clock went off Ally reached over and shut it off.

"John, baby come on it's time to get up." He groaned and opened his eyes.

"Can't we just stay here?"

"No you have to go buy a tux and I have to go do the final fitting on my dress."

"One more week I can't wait."

"I know me either it's exciting."

"Don't I get a kiss this morning?"

"Of course you do come here." They kissed.

"Ally do you want babies?"

"Yeah."

"How many?"

"Two or three."

"That's perfect." "Boys or girls."

"It doesn't matter I'd love a boy or a girl." "Why do you ask?"

"Well we'll be married soon, we'll be a family I'd like to extend our family."

"What exactly are you trying to say John?"

"After we get married I want us to try and have a baby."

"You want a baby?"

"Yeah I think it'd be great." "The baby would have the most beautiful mother in the world."

"It would have the most handsome father in the world to." "Ok after we're married we'll try for a baby."

"Great." "I love you."

"I love you to." "Are you sure you'll still love me when I'm fat and pregnant?"

"You'll look great." "You'll be carrying our child." "I'll have the most incredible wife and baby in the world." "We'll have to buy a crib and baby clothes and-

"John slow down I'm not even pregnant yet."

"We can change that." He kissed her.

"John what are you doing?"

"What does it look like?"

"I thought you wanted to wait until after we got married."

"I do."

"We don't have time." "We've gotta get up and get ready."

"Forget about my tux."

"You gonna get married naked."

"That'd be cool I graduated that way."

"You did not."

"I did to all I had on was my cap and gown and a pair of bowling shoes."

"Bowling shoes?"

"I thought it looked cool at the time."

"That won't work for my wedding no one gets to see you naked but me."

"You wanna see me naked right now?"

"No honey we've gotta go."

"Can I do something to change your mind?"

"Not right now maybe later." They both got ready and left. Ally and Mickie were at the bridal shop. Ally was looking at herself in the wedding dress in the mirror.

"You look beautiful Ally." Mickie said.

"Thanks." Mickie could tell something was wrong with her.

"Ally what's wrong?"

"Nothing."

"Yes there is I've known you long enough to know when something's wrong with you." "What is it?"

"I think I'm just suffering from cold feet." "You know it's getting close so I'm starting to have stupid doubts."

"You're having doubts?"

"Yeah but like I said they'll probably go away after I'm married."

"What if they don't?"

"They will and then once I get pregnant we'll be one big happy family."

"Once you get pregnant?" Mickie said confused.

"John wants a baby." "We talked about it and I think it's a good idea."

"Ally are any of these doubts you're having involve Randy?"

"No I'm over him." "What happened a couple months ago was nothing." She didn't mean to say that last sentence out loud.

"What?"

"Nothing." "I better go take this off now." She turned around Mickie stepped in her way.

"Ally what happened?"

"Nothing."

"Bullshit."

"Ok fine." "The week before John proposed to me I was home because I hurt my back."

"Yeah I remember."

"Randy came by to check on me." "He brought me dinner I had a back spasm while he was there." "We sat on my couch he rubbed it until it went away." "He told me he loved me." "I told him not to say that before I could tell him he had to go he kissed me." "I kissed him back and I shouldn't have."

"Ally are you sure you want to marry John?"

"Of course I do I love him."

"Ok." Ally changed out of her wedding dress and went back to the hotel. When she was trying to sleep she couldn't her back hurt. She decided to go to the pool to try and loosen her muscles. John was already asleep so she left him a note grabbed her bathing suit and headed down to the pool. As she changed she decided to take her engagement ring off so nothing happened to it. When she got in the pool the water felt cool. She swam around and hummed the music that was playing. Randy decided to go down to the pool because he couldn't sleep. He could hear somebody humming when he looked he saw Ally. He missed her it'd been so long since they'd spoken. He still didn't like the idea of her marrying John but knew he could do nothing to stop it. Ally looked over and saw him.

"Do you mind if I get in to?"

"No not at all." He got in. "Can't sleep huh?"

"How'd you know that?"

"Whenever you can't sleep you always come to the pool."

"What about you?" He said swimming closer to her.

"My back's sore."

"I thought it'd be better by now."

"It is but every once in awhile it still gets sore."

"Are you excited about your wedding?"

"Yeah it's next week." Ally and Randy became silent there song started playing on the radio. It was called 'Two Is Better Then One.' "Do you remember this song Randy?"

"Of course I do this was our song." "We have to dance for old times sake come here."

"How are we gonna dance Randy we're in the water?"

"We'll just move around in a circle." She swam to him put her hands on his shoulders. He put his hands on her back and they started to move. He was humming the song in her ear.

"You're a much better hummer then you are a singer."

"Hey." Ally looked down at Randy's arm.

"You still have my name tattooed on you." "I figured you would have covered it up by now."

"No because I still love you." She looked him in the eyes and started to cry.

"Then why did you cheat on me?" "I loved you." "Do you have any idea what that felt like?"

"Like you don't have a heart anymore." "Like your whole world had been taken away from you."

"How'd you know that?"

"I feel the same way every time I see you with John." "I would do anything to make it up to you." "I love you Alison."

"I have to go." She went to leave but he pulled her back to him.

"No stay." "Stay with me." "I know you love me to." She shook her head no.

"I'm engaged I'm happy I love John now."

"Who are you trying to convince Ally, me or yourself?"

"John will never hurt me it's safe being with him."

"That's why you're marrying him because he's safe?"

"No I love him."

"You love me Ally."

"No."

"Yes you do."

"No Randy please stop it."

"Tell me you love me and I will."

"No."

"Why don't you just admit it we both know you do."

"Fine!" "You wanna hear me say it!" "I love you Randy!" "There are you happy now!" He smiled.

"I knew it." He kissed her she pulled away.

"Randy I can't I'm engaged."

"I know but just for a little while can't we pretend like it's just us again." "Please I love you." She kissed him. "Oh Ally, I missed you so much."

"I missed you to." They made love. When they were done they both got out of the pool. "Randy you know this doesn't change anything right?"

"Yeah I know."

"I'm sorry I just can't trust you again." She went back into the changing room. After she put her clothes she put her ring back on and started crying. "What the hell did I just do?"

That'll be the last chapter for a little while I'm having surgery tomorrow. So I don't know when I'll continue it might be soon it might not. It depends on how I'm feeling. Please review and I hope you liked this chapter.