Now, some of you may be thinking about killing Edward. I, on the other hand, had the time of my life writing the last chapter. This chapter is for those sadistic people who just love pain. It's basically the last chapter, but Bella's point of view.

Last time

"Ciao, Bella" I called, grinning like the lion who had gotten the lamb. I walked away from her slowly to prolong her pain. I heard her coming after me and made sure she caught up with me before speeding up again. After a few minutes of this, I decided I had had enough fun with her and sped off, leaving her lost in the forest. I laughed loudly at the girl whose life I had just destroyed and felt as though nothing could take away this happy feeling.

BPOV

I stood up and Edward took my hand and led me out of the house and a short way into the woods. He stopped suddenly and turned round to face me.

"Bella we are leaving" he said.

I froze. Though had known that this was coming, his words still hurt me. I felt confused and needed some time to process what he had said, but before I could do that he continued.

"Before you ask, by 'we' I mean myself and my family. This in no way involves you" he stated.

Each word he said was a like a knife to my heart. They stabbed at me and left me gasping for air. I looked at him and saw that he was resisting the urge to laugh at my reaction. This made the hurt I was feeling deepen.

"Why?" I whispered.

"Why? Bella are you blind?" his voice was louder than I had heard him speak before and it frightened me. I didn't understand what he was saying and needed to know what he meant though I knew it would hurt.

"W-what do y-you mean?" I wanted to keep my voice clear but failed as I stuttered out my question. I noticed how angry Edward was getting and this increased my fear.

"Bella, for the past few weeks haven't you noticed that I have been less involved with you, not smiling as much as I used to and acting as I'm bored? I thought you were observant but obviously I was wrong if you didn't see what was right in front of you." His voice was a low growl. I flinched at his words because I had not noticed anything different. I just thought that he was being more careful with me because of what had happened with James.

"Ed-"I started to call his name but was cut off by him.

"No Bella, there is nothing for you to say. You want to ask if I love you. Well the answer is no. Did I ever love you? Well, there was a time when I thought I did but now I know what it really was – curiosity. I figured this out when James attacked you. I don't know how I kept up with this charade as long as I did but I'm glad that I don't have to anymore" he raged. His eyes darkened as he spoke and I thought he was thirsty.

Though his words were meant to hurt, the only thing I felt was anger. How could he say this to me after it was him that had come after me. I wanted him to know how I felt so I told him.

"Why are you saying this? You told me you loved me more than I you! You came to me. Not the other way around. If it was just curiosity why did you have to get involved with me" I shouted.

Shock crossed his face when I shouted at him. Today seemed like a day of surprises for him as almost everything I had said to him shocked him. It was my turn to be surprised next as Edward laughed. The sound was dark and haunting. Nothing the usual velvet sound his laugh possessed.

"Bella, you are smart figure it out yourself. Actually, don't, you aren't worthy enough to put yourself in my shoes" he said casually. I didn't know what had gotten into him. There were so many things I wanted to ask Edward but I knew the answers would only hurt me more. Something I did must have been funny because Edward laughed again, the dark sound echoing loudly in the forest.

Edward began to walk towards me and embraced me as if the last 10 minutes had not happened. Suddenly, he hugged me. I tensed at the unexpected contact then relaxed. Though he had nearly broken me, his touch still had the same effect on me. I hated it but love it at the same time. I started to cry because the realisation of what could have happened had just dawned on me. The tears ran freely down my face as all the fear I had previously felt vanished. Edward moved his head to my ear and began to whisper to me.

"Bella" he whispered.

The loving words I was expecting did not come. Instead, I was greeted by more hate filled words. I froze in disbelief as he spoke to me.

"Bella, I don't love you. I never have and I never will. You and I would never work. You are not good enough for me and you never will be. I never wanted you to become a vampire because I didn't want you around for all of my existence. You are a naive little girl in a big world who will die one day. I will be at your funeral. Just to see how you met your end." He said it with so much conviction, I couldn't not believe him. I felt him smile against my ear before he released me.

"Ciao, Bella" he called to me as he walked away. He was still smiling as he left me in pieces. He was walking slowly so I thought I could catch up to him. No matter how hard I tried, I could never reach him. Every time I got close to him he sped up. I don't know how long this lasted till he sped away from me, tired of the game he was playing with me. Edward laughed again as he sped away. I fell to the ground, pain and rejection washing over me. I knew I was lost but didn't care. It didn't matter. Nothing mattered. Edward was gone. He took the part of me that cared with him. He had left me and taken my heart with him and there was nothing I could do about it. I curled into a ball and let the pain pull me into darkness.

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