Thank you for all the people that reviewed!!! I'm happy that my story got different reactions. Now I wasn't completely sure if I should have 'The Depression' but then I felt it might be necessary for the future, so it will be the next chapter. This idea just came to me as I was writing because of Jade.L.S
Last Time
"Ciao, Bella" he called to me as he walked away. He was still smiling as he left me in pieces. He was walking slowly so I thought I could catch up to him. No matter how hard I tried, I could never reach him. Every time I got close to him he sped up. I don't know how long this lasted till he sped away from me, tired of the game he was playing with me. Edward laughed again as he sped away. I fell to the ground, pain and rejection washing over me. I knew I was lost but didn't care. It didn't matter. Nothing mattered. Edward was gone. He took the part of me that cared with him. He had left me and taken my heart with him and there was nothing I could do about it. I curled into a ball and let the pain pull me into darkness.
JPOV
I couldn't believe that it had worked. I had always thought that removing Edward from the picture would have been much harder but I was glad that things had gone my way. All that was left to do now was to leave Alice and win Bella's heart. The first would be easy. I had already shown how much I could be trusted by attacking Bella. Though she wouldn't say, I knew she was furious with me. I had taken a snap at her sister and that was unforgiveable. Alice knew how much I struggled with control, everyone in the family knew, yet they still allowed a human in the house, pushing my limits. What they didn't know was how much my actions had hurt me.
Bella; human. Jasper; vampire. Two different species. Two similar people, though most didn't know it and perfect for each other in so many ways.
Edward had told us she said our kind dazzled hers. She had dazzled me from the moment she had walked into the cafeteria that first day of school.
I had felt her reaction to seeing us and was surprised to feel no fear. All other humans had always felt fear when it came to my family and me. It was their survival instinct kicking in though they didn't know why they felt afraid. Her clumsiness had also surprised me. In all my years, I had never encountered a human who found it so difficult to keep upright. I thought she deserved a medal for trying though.
I used to think what I had with Alice would last forever. Then Bella came and showed me the true meaning of love though she didn't know it. She never knew the kind of effect she had on me, but hopefully someday she would.
I wanted to show her what Edward hadn't – true love. I knew that I'd make her happier than anyone else could because I would allow her to be herself and more. I would always let her have her way and treat her like a person.
My family, though I didn't like to think of them as that, were good people. I hated myself for what I had done to them, but I knew it was necessary. I had lied to them, manipulated them and made them hate one of their own. It was unforgivable but I knew I could make them forgive me if I wanted.
The day I had met them, I had never told them the extent of my powers. They knew I was an empath, but they didn't know I could also affect people so much I could make them believe anything I wanted them too. My power was both mental and physical. Few people knew this, and they weren't able to tell anyone because of the effect I had on them.
I knew that using Edward like the way I had was wrong, but I had wanted Bella so much. Edward had even started to develop feelings for Bella himself whilst I had used him.
Up to date, the biggest regret I had was using my brother to hurt the one I loved so much.
So, if you still don't understand why Edward is the way he is, then I am afraid I cannot do anymore to help as it's obvious now (:
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By the way, as of today, I am changing my pen name from Tricia2694 to BrownEye is Els