HACHI'S POV!
In silence, I started to make my way back to my friends. With my head down, I couldn't bare look up, afraid Nobu would be there mad.
The eyeliner that once was perfectly aligned with my upper lids had now smeared all over from my tears.
Before going back, I stopped at the lady's room to grab a napkin and clean up my face. The bright lighting in the bathroom lit up my face. How surprising it was to see me like this… again. I recognized this face oh so clearly.
I walked out the bathroom, calmed and collected I started walking back to the restaurant. I could still hear the loud chatter from all the people laughing and sipping down there drinks.
When I arrived, I looked to the table everybody sat at. There was only Ren, Yasu, and Yuri, all quiet doing something else besides talking. Nana and Shin, and Nobu… were gone. I wonder where Shin and Nana had drifted off too.
Once Ren and Yasu saw me, their eyebrows arched and they asked me, "What happened to all that makeup Hachi?"
I took my seat and took a deep breath getting rid of all the pain roaming inside me.
"Well I thought I looked too different with my makeup, it made me unrecognizable to you guys. So, I decided to take all of it off." I answered fixing my messy hair.
"You don't look as different Hach's …" Ren started. "By the way, where did you and… Nobu drift off too?" He whispered the last part of his question, especially his name, since Yuri was still sitting there slapping on more and more makeup with her kabuki brush.
"We drifted off to what you called nothing Ren, don't get your hopes up. We're definitely not getting back together any time sooner."
"WHAT?!" Yasu shouted, in a quiet piercing way still whispering. "I though this was the day Hachi! Man, I thought the gang was coming back together again. "
"Then I'm sorry if I ruined any future plans Yasu, talking about getting back, where is my Satsuki? Don't tell me you guys-"
"Don't worry dear, she's alright. Satsuki's in our hotel room sleeping, Nana's watching her. Or atleast they were…" Yasu finished looking more to his left.
I looked back to see Nana, Nobu, and Shin walking back over to the table. I quickly turned around pretending I didn't' look back and trying to ignore the fact that we'd be face to face again.
"We're back hoes!... " Shin announced making his way back to his seat. Nana sat next to Ren, and what a shock !? No arguing but a gentle soft kiss shared between their lips.
I tried not to look at Nobu, but temptation came and I took a glance. Maybe I shouldn't have, because I saw him and Yuri share a kiss or two. That was like a absolute slap in the face. It showed me whether I was there or not, he didn't care.
I looked down trying to hide the shame I felt that very moment. I felt so jealous of that, that, that bitch. I didn't know what he saw in her. But that goes the same for me when he met me. So much girl fans must've questioned that exact same though when they saw Nobu and I kiss backstage, or between songs when I'd come onstage as a groupie. I must've been that girl who didn't deserve him.