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DISCLAIMER: I just realized I forgot to put this in the previous two chaps so this shall applies for whatever I write in this chapter. I DO NOT OWN GRAVITATION. But I own this story! Yipees.
Chapter 3
"He will be alright after about 1 week of rest. However, he is very lucky. If Shindou san was admitted later, he could have damaged his brain. After all, he ran a high fever of 40.8 degree celcius for the whole night! " The doctor at the hospital told Ryuichi after treating Shuichi.
It was obvious on Ryuichi's face that he felt relieved, that his Shuichi is fine. Soon, Hiro and the others came to visit Shuichi. As soon as Hiro knew which ward his best friend was resting at, he rushed in, momentarily stunned.
Hiro's POV
He looked…….so pale and most importantly, lifeless..like all of his energy had been drained, definitely not like the energetic naïve singer that I know. I knew at once that it had had to do with Yuki. The only guy that could turn Shuichi into a lifeless…..there was no word to describe it could only be him. It hurt me a lot to see Shuichi so broken.
Ryuichi suddenly asked all of us to go out as he wanted a talk with Shuichi privately. I knew that he wanted to know what was going on. I requested to stay along. Ryuichi looked at me hesitantly and I prayed that he was not going to turn me down. I had to know what's wrong with my best friend. Luckily, Shuichi nodded his head.
Shuichi's POV.
" What. Happened." Ryuichi and Hiro asked me at the same time. I looked at them, one my best friend and one my idol. I could see in their eyes both filled with worry and concern for me. But where's Yuki? Why is it that my best friend and idol cared about me more than my very own lover? He was probably fucking some other guy out there. I tried holding back my tears as I remembered what happened that fateful night. Suddenly remembering that two people were still looking at me for an answer, I decided to tell them the truth. After all, they could always see through me, and what's the use of lying to someone that cared for you that much right? I Argued with myself. I tried telling them without crying…
" Yuki had…sex with a stranger. I was so hurt. And when I asked him whether I am just a toy to him, he...he could not even answer me. My love for him is wrong is it not? I must have pushed him too hard. Or or, maybe I was just too sensitive.. I …I.." I could not stand it. I burst into hysterics even though I was trying my best not to. All of a sudden, I felt warmth, a very comforting warmth where I wished I could stay feel forever. Hiro and Ryuichi was giving me a group hug. I could see Hiro trying not to cry. That saddens me. Hiro seldom cried……I felt so safe and secure in their arms. But I wished this was Yuki.
END POV.
"Ryuichi, can…can I go with you to Seoul, Korea? Please? I…..I can't stay in Japan. I don't want to face Yuki. Please? Err..If it would cause you too much of an inconvenience, then its….all right….Shuichi trailed off. Ryuichi stared at Shuichi as he spoke. After all, its his dream come true.
"Are you sure? I mean, after all, Bad Luck also has a concer...." Ryuichi spoke in his serious voice only to get cut off by Hiro, " It's all right. We will be allright so long as Shu-chan is allright. We will wait for him here till he is ready. Just take care of my best friend……" Hiro is apparently worried.
Suddenly a pair of familiar warm hands surrounded Hiro's waist. He looked down, only to see a crying Shuichi, sobbing "Thanks, Hiro. Gomena. I'm always being such a trouble." Hiro hugged him back, affectionately, " Silly. Get your hyperness back kay? Get my energetic, kawaii Shuichi back." Shuichi then thought that best friends were always better than boyfriends…..
"Okay! Kumagorou will get the administrative stuff done! Yay. Shu-chan is coming with us! Kumagorou is happy! Na no da!
That night, Shuichi lay on his hospital bed, staring into face with tears dripping down his face. As he finally managed to cry himself to sleep, he murmured "Yuki, I need you….come back…please.", the pain was apparent.
Meanwhile, Yuki tossed and turned in his enormous bed. He had just realized that this bed was so big. He felt that this bed, this whole house….even him…felt empty without Shuichi. It was as if his heart was not with him. Not that he would ever admit to Shuichi but he knows, deep down that he needs a certain pink haired singer…..and he needs him badly.
~END~