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Chapter 3
Paul's POV
Jared and I were making our way to Emily's, not wanting to go back to school. Jared went in first, while I calmed down a bit outside. I never used to have this temper. I used to be an easy going guy, that never got pissed. That was before Liz left. Liz's absence had affected me badly. I got mad at every thing. My temper became shorter. But oh well, in the end, I was to blame. "Hey- wait, what's Liz doing here?" I heard Jared ask. I moved closer, to be able to hear. I wasn't gonna go inside, even though it hurt me to be away from Liz. Dammit!!! Stupid imprint talking.
"I know her since back when I lived at Makah. She moved there from here." Emily said. What?! Makah? She was there this whole time?!
I couldn't help it I went in. "You lived on Makah all this time?!" I yelled. Liz sighed. "Yes Paul." She said calmly. "Yes Paul?' Why the hell didn't you tell me?" I said, in a low angry voice. "I had every right not to." She simply said. "We're gonna go out side for a while." Emily said, leaving the kitchen with Jared and Kim. Liz got up, but I grabbed her arm, and sat her back down. "Oh no Liz, we're gonna talk this out." I told her. "No we are not. There's nothing to talk about." She said looking at me straight in the eye. I couldn't help but drown in her honey colored eyes. I shook my head snapping out of it. I will NOT give in to the imprint. "Yes we are, there are too many things that were left unsaid." I said.
"Fine." She said. She stared, waiting for me to speak. That was just like Liz, she stared at you, till you broke down and confessed. I sat down, my elbows on the table, my hands folded and pressed to my mouth. "Why didn't you tell me you moved to Makah? You told me you were leaving to another continent." I asked, trying to stay calm. "Like I said, I had every dam right not to." She said, with an eyebrow raised. "Why?" I asked. She got up suddenly, and slammed her hands on the table. The sudden action made me flinch. "Dam it Paul! You're acting like that night never happened." She said in a voice that sounded like she was about to break down crying. I got up abruptly. "No im not! That night did happen, and you know what? It was the biggest fucken mistake I ever made! Why! Because I lost you. And now im paying for it." I yelled, whispering the last part. There I said, letting her know I still fucken loved her. "What? Then why the fuck did you do it in the first place?!" she said, I looked up at her, tears were flowing down her cheeks. "It was a mistake! I was drunk and-" "That's no dam excuse." She said cutting me off. "Im sorry" I said silently. She just stared. "You wanted to talk? Then lets talk. That night, you broke my heart Paul. You broke me. I thought you loved me, I really did. That was low of you to do." She said
"I did love you," I said sitting back down. "Now Im fucken stuck with this imprint that I don't want!" I said, she looked like I had slapped her. "If you don't want it then fine. We'll defy it." She said in a calm voice. "Good, because what's the point of having the dam imprint if we don't even love each other anymore." I said in a voice that made me sound like a big jerk. "Fine." She whispered, walking to the door. "I never stopped loving you." She whispered so low, that if I didn't have my werewolf senses I wouldn't have heard. She stilled loved me. The thought made my heart beat faster. I slammed my fist on the wall. Dam it. I fucked up.
I left Emily's and went to the beach to think. "Hey Paul." I heard someone say. I turned and saw Lucy, some girl I'd been fucking this week. "What do you want Lucy?" I said, not looking at her. "What's wrong hun? You seem mad." she said, in that annoying nasally voice. It was nothing like Liz's; hers as so nice, like an angel's. I shook my head, I will not think about Liz. "What do you want Lucy?" I asked in annoyed voice, hoping she got the point that I didn't want her there. "I was wondering if we went to the bonfire tomorrow?" she asked. I was gonna be there anyway, with or without her. "Fine I'll pick you up at seven." I said. She smiled, looking like Lucifer from alice in wonderland, and gave me a small peck on the lips. I pushed her away, and she left.
Once she was gone I got to thinking.
Liz. She still loved me, she said so herself. She thought I didn't hear her, but I did. The thought that she still loved me made my heart soar. But she hated me. I understood the reason why. I didn't blame her. What struck me was that I imprinted on her, which meant she would've been my soul mate, even if imprinting didn't exist. We would've been happy, but being me I fucked that up, now im suffering the consequences.
The next day I picked up Lucy up and left to the beach. Every one from the pack was there. Lucy sat next to me, rubbing my leg and going farther up, trying to get some sort of reaction, but didn't. I couldn't for some reason. Ever since I imprinted, no girl could make me get hard. And I hated it.
It was around eight when Liz showed up. She looked beautiful, with her dress and flip flops. She was with Kim and Jared, then my gaze fell lower and saw that she was holding hands with someone. I looked at the guy and saw it was Jessie. I remember him. He always had strong feelings for Liz. The night Liz walked in on me with some skank, he was the first one there to kick my ass. He always loved her, now he has her. I started shaking. "What's wrong baby?" Lucy asked and I pushed her away. It was now around midnight, and I just kept glancing over to the direction where Liz was, and saw that Jessie kept an arm around her the whole time. I don't know why I felt jealous, but I did and I didn't like it.
Lucy had left somewhere, I really didn't care. I was about to leave, when I saw Liz. Jessie's arms were wrapped around her waist, and her hands were on his shoulders, then slowly he leaned down and kissed her. I got pissed. My feet were obviously not connected to my brain because when I realized it, I was already next to them. I grabbed Jessie by the collar, "Dude what the-" he said but I cut him off by punching him on the nose. He fell on the sand, grabbing his nose. "What the hell Paul!" Liz said, bending down to check if he was okay. I grabbed her arm, and pulled her up and walking towards the woods. "What the- let me go Paul." She said in an angry voice, and stopped, she was so cute when she was mad. I flung her over my shoulder, and carried her like a firemen. She yelped. "Let me go Paul!" she said. I let her down, once we were far away enough.
I set her down, and she fixed her dress. She looked up at me and glared. "Why were you kissing him?" I asked in a low angry voice. She met my gaze and stared. "Because I wanted to, and I can." She said in a low voice. "You can't!" I yelled and glared at her. She glared back, "And why not?" she said crossing her arms, making her chest rise up. "You're my imprint dammit!" I yelled. She stared for a long time. She walked up to me, at first I thought she was gonna kiss me but she didn't. Our faces were so close, our noses were touching. "You lost the right to call me your imprint the day you made it clear you didn't want me." She said in a cold voice. Then with that she walked back the way we came, leaving me alone. Those cold words were like sharp knives directed to my heart. But I didn't complain. I didnt stop her from walking away.
She was right.
Will Liz and Paul ever be together, if every time they talk they're butting heads? Read
on to find out :)
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