Okay, just a few words for you all: I AM SO SO SO FUCKING SORRY!!!! Everytime I go on I'm meaning to update, but my mind forgets, so this is so very late...also, happy late birthday to Ashlay28, I was going to post this the day b4 ur bday as a bday prez, but i forgot (again). also, me and one of my (guy) friends were talking about how bad rob's acting of edward is, and somehow we came up with this: EDWARD CULLEN HAS A CONSTIPATED DICK UP HIS ARSE. Don't ask.

Just staring at the phone was killing me. I needed to call either Rosalie or Alice. While I was stalling, I was going over the pros and cons. If I called Rosalie, she would help me and keep quiet about it. But she was also Jasper's step-brother and he might possibly get it out of her. On the other hand, Alice always kept a secret from everyone, but she was too excitable and would just tick me off.

Rosalie it was. I dialled her cell number, hoping that she wasn't with Emmett. I was in luck.

"Hello?" Rosalie's golden voice came through the receiver. I burst into tears right there and then. "Are you alright Bella?"

"Can you please just come around, and don't let Jasper know, please."

"Okay, I'll be there in a few. Bye Bella." She hung up and I clutched onto the phone for my dear life, scared of the consequences.

* * * * *

Two days later, I found myself in my en suite bathroom, sitting on the floor with Rosalie. We both took three tests, just to be sure, and sure as eggs, Rosalie's tests came out negative.

"Alright Bella, time to look at yours. Remember, pink strip is negative, blue strip is positive. Go for it." I looked at them and found three blue lines staring at me the same way those three little Pills had. The lines had all blurred with my tears.

I was pregnant.

There was no way this could have happened. Maybe karma up there decided that it was time for my life to take a different path. Finding Jasper and going out with him was enough to make something terrible happen. And this was it.

"Bella, I'm so sorry. But we'll find a way through this, I promise." I nodded silently. Rosalie stood up and left, hugging me and kissing my cheek before she left.

"Don't worry. Jasper will never find out. No-one will. Not even Emmett. I'll let you be alone now, before your dad comes home." She left and I just curled up in a ball on my bed, locking my door and window, pulling my blinds and closing the curtain, making sure that no-one could get in or see in.

CHARLIEPOV:

The house was silent when I walked in. It was dark, no lights were on and I couldn't smell anything that might have resembled dinner. That was strange. Usually Bella had started dinner by the time I was home from work.

Bella's door was closed, and I wasn't sure if she usually left it this way. I picked up the phone to ring the Hale's and see if she was there.

I didn't even have to press a button, because Jasper came in just as I picked the phone up.

"Hey, Charlie. Is Bella here?"

"I was just about to ring you and ask the same thing."

"Oh, because Rose was over here earlier, and I know that Bella's still here because her car is still in the driveway."

"She must be in her room then. I'll just go get her."

I turned Bella's door handle, but it wouldn't move. Her door was locked.

"Maybe you should try the window, Jasper," I suggested. He walked around the side and was back in a minute.

"The window is locked, and she's shut the curtain and blinds."

I went back up to the door.

"Bella?" I called through the door. "Are you in there Bella?"

I heard her sniff and cough. I took that as a yes.

"Jasper's here to see you."

"Can you please let me be? I don't want to see anyone." I couldn't argue with her. She sounded pretty upset.

"Okay. Not even Jasper?"

"No. But if Rosalie comes over, can you tell me?"

I looked over to Jasper's face, and it looked hurt. I knew that she wouldn't often do this.

"Bella, that's no way to treat your boyfriend." I heard the door unlock, and Jasper stood up in his chair.

"Dad, please. Just leave me." She looked a mess. Her face was paler than usual, and even though I had only seen her this morning, she looked sickly thinner, and her hair had lost it's natural shine. She looked like she was sick. She looked over my shoulder at Jasper and then turned and shut the door again, locking it.

"I'm sorry. I tried. She's stubborn. Once she makes up her mind, she sticks with it." Jasper looked down.

"It's okay Charlie. I'll just go." I could have sworn that I heard his voice break on the last word. He turned and walked out the door.

* * * * *

For the rest of the week, I kept on checking up on her. I took food in to her, but I doubt that she ever ate it. Every morning and afternoon, Rosalie would be around in Bella's room. I started to wonder why she would let Rosalie in, when she hadn't even known her for a month, and she wouldn't let Jasper in, and she's known him for 14 years. Some things I would never know.

BPOV:

Not another Monday. It had only been a week since I'd been in Lewiston, and already I had gotten drunk, had a boyfriend, had sex and gotten pregnant.

Life wasn't fair.

Jasper had been coming around every afternoon, trying to get me to talk to him or let him in, but I refused everytime. It broke my heart to hear him ask everyday, and leave in tears. I always knew he was crying, because his voice would break and no matter how hard he tried, his sobs were never muffled. I'd sit on one side of the door, and I'm sure he'd sit on the side of the other. I'd be in tears because he was. I hated nothing more than seeing him in tears.

"I just wish that you would open the door and I'd come in and give you a hug, just to make it better like it used to. But it feels like we're falling apart, Bells. I don't want that to happen. Please, just let me in, or come out or give me some sign that you still love me."

I grabbed a piece of paper from my bedside table and wrote three words on it with a shaky hand, my tears staining the page, so that he could see how much it was hurting me as well. I love you.

I slid it under the door and there were no more words said, just silent sobs. The door was shaking on the other side of me, so I took that as a sign to cue more tears.

* * * * *

Rosalie came around on Tuesday afternoon.

"Okay, I booked your appointment at the clinic for Thursday. Is that alright?"

"Huh?"

"For an abortion. Don't worry, I've been through it before."

"Wow. I never thought of having an abortion. I hadn't thought ahead that far. Thanks Rose."

"It's alright. It would be better if you had Jasper know. Because I let Emmett know straight away, and told him I was going to have an abortion." I had never thought that Rosalie would get pregnant. I suppose that with the amount of sex they have, an unwanted pregnancy was bound to happen.

"I don't want Jasper to find out. All he would do is worry about me endlessly, and he already does that enough. He doesn't find out."

"Alright. Emmett will be around soon, so I'd better go."

"Okay. Bye Rose."

"Bye Bella. Be ready for Thursday, okay?"

"Okay."

Rosalie left me in my room, worrying endlessly about everything.