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Chapter 4 - Sins of a Mother

Renee's POV

We pulled away in Phil's car. Leaving my old life behind was easy; I was so ready to start anew. It was sweet of Phil to organize the moving for us, so handy. Again confirming I had made the right decision, as he was taking such great care of us.

Bella fell asleep in the car pretty early into the trip. She was a good kid. She hadn't put up too much of a fight. I knew she was leaving more behind than I was giving up, with her friends and school, but she was young enough to start again, and I knew she would make new friends quickly.

"Renee are you listening to me?" Phil snapped me back into the present.

"Oh, I am sorry Phil. I was just thinking of Bella and her starting a new school and how unsettling it will be for her," I said, looking over at him worriedly.

"Renee, you need to remember we are heading to a place where we are all family. She will be looked after; you will not need to be concerned. Father will have her best interests at heart, I promise you." His kind words about my daughter, and his eager acceptance of her into his family made me want to cry.

"Renee, I need to talk to you about the school," Phil said kindly.

"Yes?" I turned a little towards him, twisting in my seat belt.

"This school is a little different from a regular school. I guess you would call it a boarding school," he explained.

"When a new student arrives, they immediately go through an orientation program to help them settle into the school. No contact with their parents is permitted for a while so they get will used to how things run. It is going to be quite different from what Isabella is used to. Is that going to be a problem for you?"

I turned around to look at my sleeping daughter in the back, "No, no, I understand. I know we spoke about this before. I want Bella enrolled in a good private school. I want her to do well in her studies; it is her future."

Phil smiled broadly at me.

"I will see her soon enough anyway, won't I?" I said smiling at him and looking out the window. "It would be nice for it to be just the two of us for a while before she comes home?" I said looking back at him.

"It will be just us once we are married, just us," he gave me a reassuring smile, and I looked happily back out the window and watched the scenery pass.

It took six hours of driving to reach the Volturi Ranch. I was hungry and couldn't wait to step outside the car and stretch my legs and take in my new surroundings. This was the start of my new life. I couldn't wait to meet everyone. I couldn't wait to be alone with Phil.

Phil pulled his car up to the front gates of the ranch, and we were quickly passed through. It was perfect, just as he had described. The ranch was lush, green and the smell in the air was pure and clean. The farm houses were all clean and fresh looking. It looked like a page out of a Normand Rockwell picture. I smiled as I looked over at Phil and Bella, who had stepped out of the car as well.

"Welcome to Volturi, your new home," Phil said to me, while smiling at Bella.

"It is beautiful, Phil, honestly; it's gorgeous, just the way you described it." I was pretty much jumping out of my skin in excitement.

Phil walked over to me and took my hand, which was rare, so he immediately had my attention. He gave me a nod and looked over at Bella. I knew what this was about, and I knew what I had to do. It was for the best. The best for Bella. I started walking over towards her to comfort and reassure her as I didn't know how she was going to take this, but Phil had my hand and wouldn't let me go. I knew he thought I babied her too much, but Bella had been so good about everything.

"Honey, Phil and I discussed something before we left. There is a boarding school here; you won't be living with us but at the school," I spoke rapidly to her, trying to get her to understand that this was our new life, and as much as she might not like it, I was sure it was for the best.

"So what? I am in the way so you want to get rid of me? How convenient! If that was the case, Mom, why didn't you just send me to Charlie? Instead you drag me here, out into the middle of nowhere!" Bella yelled at us. It was just what Phil had said would happen. She was disrespecting our choices for her. She couldn't get away with this, but I also didn't want to anger Phil, and I wanted her to go to the school.

"No, no, no, honey." I tried pull away from Phil so I could wrap my arms around her and soothe her, but Phil had a tight grip on my hand. "We don't want to get rid of you; it is just the way the school is here. You can probably come home on the weekends?" I tried to reassure her. I turned to Phil and pleaded with him to help me.

"Look, Isabella, the school has a strict orientation program. Once you have completed that you will be allowed to call your mother, and we will work it out from there, okay?" Phil smiled at me. I nodded my head slightly in confirmation. I was pleased. Phil would see she was taken care of; that was what family did. She would be fine. We were a family now.

"Fine, let's get this over with," Bella grumbled, and stomped back over to the car in her teenage rage. Phil was so right. I told myself this was all for the best, but watching her be so disrespectful was both embarrassing and uncomfortable. I knew now that this was definitely the right move for Bella.

"Bella, they are expecting you at the front office for orientation; I will bring your bag up later," Phil said, smiling at her. I was just glad it was over as I did not want her disrespecting Phil or his family any more than she already had. "See the large building at the top of the hill? Just knock on the door; they are expecting you."

Phil turned me towards him; I could gaze into his eyes all day. "Come on Renee, let me show you the house." I smiled hugely. I couldn't wait! I looked back at Bella, "I'll see you soon, okay honey?" I blew her a kiss with my free hand and smiled at her. She would be fine.

It was so nice to hold Phil's hand. This was definitely a step in the right direction. Before today, he had hardly even touched me, and it sent a tingle down my spine knowing that we were taking this next step in our journey together. I couldn't wait to be married to this man.

"See that house over to the right there?" he said, pointing to a little white cottage over to the right hand side of the path we were following.

"Yes," I breathed.

"That's where we are headed," he said giving my hand a small squeeze.

I looked around, "Phil, this is so beautiful," I sighed, realizing I must sound like a broken record, but I was just so happy.

"I am glad you like it. This is where you will be living from this day forth," he smiled down at me and led me up the path to the front door of our cottage.

Our cottage. I could just squeal; this was just so wonderful. My luck was finally turning around.

The door was opened from the inside, and I was greeted with the sight of a man who was absolutely huge. I took a step back in surprise, and Phil wrapped his arm around me and steered me inside. "Oh, sorry, you startled me," I apologized.

"That's okay, this is the first day of your new life," Phil said into my ear. It sent shivers down my spine, and I smiled, but was more than a little wary. Who was this man, and why was he waiting for us in our new home? He hadn't spoken one word to me, but he looked like he could easily kill me with his bare hands. He scared me. "Are you willing to take this journey?"

"Yes, of course, Phil," I said, trying to turn in his arms, but he held me still, my shoulders pressed against his chest. I had never been so close to him before, and I loved it, but I wanted to see his face.

"You need to repent your sins, you need to be reborn, to free yourself before I can claim you as my wife," he said, his voice turning hard and angry.

Again, I tried to turn in his arms, but he only held me tighter.

"Ow, Phil, you're hurting me," I started panicking.

"Felix it is time," Phil spoke so calm and coldly that it shocked me to hear his tone. I had never heard him speak like this. What was happening here?

I looked at the huge man named Felix, who now held a hypodermic needle in his hands as he walked towards me.

"Phil, what's going on?" I shouted, struggling against Phil, but I was no match for him. I felt a sharp jab in my shoulder, and then my body relaxed as the world began to go blurry.

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