~Bonnie~

I decided to wear a midnight blue dress down to the dinner. It was about an inch above the knee and was spaghetti strap. It was the night before the wedding. I came downstairs into the dining room. I sat down beside Matt. He was just staring at me. I smiled.

"You can close your mouth Matt." I said

He quickly looked away but I looked over to notice Damon glaring at him. I just looked down at my food as I played with it. I felt to nervous to be eating it. Then looking over I saw Stefan looking at me worriedly.

"I haven't decided on who I want to be my maid of honor. That would be my only dilemma." Elena was saying

"Let Meredith do it." I said

"Really?" they both said at the same time

"Yeah I'm sure. The last thing you need is me dropping to the floor with a vision and interrupt everything. Let her do it." I said smiling

Meredith was trying not to laugh.

"She has a valid point." Elena said joking

I picked up a piece of cauliflower off my plate and threw it at her. It was a little funny.

"Excuse me." I said still managing a giggle

I noticed Damon was extremely quiet. It had me uneasy. He was thinking about something I just wished he'd let me in. I didn't notice that Stefan followed me. I was in the kitchen trying to think a little. Then he put a hand on my shoulder making me jump.

"You have to stop doing that." I said

"You alright?" he asked

"Uh yeah of course why wouldn't I be?" I asked

"You've basically given up your spot for maid of honor. And other than that you haven't been yourself."

"Right." I said looking down

"You know usually this would be a time that my brother would wreak havoc and make sure this wedding wouldn't happen. But he hasn't even tried. I think he even tried to congratulate us but I'm still unsure about that."

That made me laugh.

"Yeah I laughed too. But it seems he's been after you. Like there's something he wants from you." he sai looking at me skeptically

"Yeah something…" I trailed off "I already tried. I gave him something I can't even take back and he left like he had better things to do."

"He probably didn't know what to do Bonnie. He had his humanity taken away when he'd realized he didn't want to be what he was. He was given a reason not to want to be the monster he was but he didn't have the choice."

"And you know this how?"

"I have ears."

I smirked.

"Yeah well I'm not sure what he wants from me. I have nothing left to give him." I said

Stefan turned to me and pulled something out of his pocket and put it in my hand. Then he turned and started to walk back to the dining room. I opened my hand to see Stefan ring in it. My eyes widened.

"Stefan does this mean-"

He turned back around.

"He's my brother and I know that look he has toward you because I have it for Elena. He won't give up on you Bonnie. I wouldn't wish my brother to live out eternity alone either. It's your choice this is just my way of giving him my blessing and trust." he said

I looked back down at the blue jeweled ring. Then I went back into the dining room and sat down. I looked up at Damon who was now looking at me curiously. After the dinner I went out for fresh air in the beautiful night. I needed the air to think. First I needed to decide on whether it was worth letting Damon back in and whether it was worth forever.

"Careful Bon think too much you might actually hurt yourself."

I turned to see Tyler standing there.

"What are you thinking about?" he asked

"Life." I replied

"Sounds fun."

"It's wonderful." I said sarcastically

He smirked.

"You should give him another chance."

I raised my eyebrows at him.

"He's been given too many chances."

"By everyone else yeah but by you not so much."

"If he wants it so bad he can come out himself instead of sending a messenger."

Tyler laughed and nodded in agreement.

"Yeah well it was this or get my arm broken." he said as he walked back into the house

I laughed too and headed I with him. I went upstairs to my room. The ring was still in my hand I hadn't let go. I didn't bother to turn on the lights. The light breeze blew in from the small balcony. I looked over to see a black crow sitting on it.

"You just going to sit there?" I asked

Then all of the sudden Damon came in from the balcony.

"Finally an invitation." he said

I just smiled looking down. He lifted my chin to look up at him. His eyes were a sharp blue which I'd never noticed since it always seemed they were black. He leaned down and his lips brushed against mine gently into a kiss. But instead of pushing him away like I should've I put my arms around his neck pulling him closer. Then he picked me up in his arms causing me to drop the ring on the floor. He laid me back on the bed I felt the pit of my stomach drop. He laid down on top of me one hand intertwining with mine his other moving through my hair. His lips parted from mine moving to my collarbone to my neck. I moved my head to the side.

"Not yet." I heard him whisper

My breath was uneven. And I was starting to feel nervous. I hadn't done this with a vampire. Bu he seemed as if he wanted it to last just as I did. His hand moved from my hair down my side along with the zipper to my dress. I unbuttoned his shirt sliding it off with my hands feeling up his built pale chest. He took in each movement. I pulled his lips back down to mine and soon enough I could feel his tongue fighting for entrance then dominance with mine. Then he bit my lip playfully as I felt him pull my dress down. His hand ran up my thigh sending a shiver through me as he settled between them. My hands slid down his muscled arms down to his waist. I started to undo his pants but he stopped me. I was confused. But then he undid them himself. As he laid back on top of me I could feel him at my entrance. I couldn't tell who he was torturing. Me or himself? I gasped as he slid into me. And as he began to rock his hips to mine I found the rhythm and my hips met his. He leaned his head down beside mine as I felt him move faster. The utter pain in my core begging for more increased with pleasure. I heard a moan escape his lips. My nails ran down his back causing him to arch back and bare his fangs. Then his lips met mine once again. And I could feel his hands move up my body not missing an inch. My fingers wounds through his hair as he moved as he moved back down to my neck. I could feel myself reaching climax. Then as I did I felt him bite down on my neck making a cry escape as my back arched up against him. He held me there. I laid back regaining my breath.

Damon moved off of me and laid beside me. I moved over and laid down on his chest.

~Damon~

Her breathing evened out as she fell asleep. I had her now and I wasn't letting go. Not for the world. I had something I prized much more than my own life. Wasn't that what I gave it up for? I did better the second time around anyways. She wasn't selfish she wasn't dead already. She was very alive and it would be her choice if she wanted to say that way. I loved everything about her. It shouldn't have taken so long. Slowly I fell asleep wondering if she'd be there in the morning. Or maybe it was my turn to dream lord knows I've seen many of hers.