Disclaimer: I do not own dragon ball z or inuyasha…Although I wish I did.

This going to become a shock to all but I'm going to shorten my stories chapters to 3000 words or less because my work and lifestyle has interfered with my writing which I love so much, don't worry the story is here to stay but the chapters are going to be much much shorter like dribbles. I don't want to do this but I must. It's easier for me besides it won't bore you too much any how.

Please don't cry part 2.

Shit…Shit…Shit…Shit!

Stupid…Stupid…Stupid…Stupid!

Inuyasha pounded his fist into the earth, he just couldn't let things go, and it was like his pride wouldn't let him accept defeat and his determination to prove himself yet again went too far, so far as to put his brother in the healing quarters. Why couldn't he leave things alone with his brother, why was everything a competition? Why?

Tears slid down his eyes as he berated himself of his failure, his failure to himself and his family. There was no doubt he'd be in major trouble once he's confronted by his father, his mate's family and finally his brother. He ran away before like a coward, a dog with his tail caught between his legs. Disgusted was only one of the few words he call himself and he's fed up, it was time to take action.

Inuyasha made his way over to the healing quarters. Lucky for him, no one was there but his brother lying in a comatose state, only the sound of his heartbeat and breathing could be heard, his skin was also paler than usual.

Had I done this? Inuyasha thought kneeling beside his brother. Before he receives his punishment from his father he wanted his brother to know he was sorry, he was a fool, stubborn all of above and hopefully with time, he could make it all up to him.

"Sessh, what went wrong all those years ago? When does it begin and when does it end? Was I the fuel of our bitter relationship? You're my only brother and I looked up to you like any young brother would to his older brother. It devastated me when we suddenly went cold towards each other, it was winter each day, the ice thick never thawing. I'm so sorry brother" Fresh new tears stream down his face as he held his brother as if this would be the last time ever seeing him again. Inuyasha was so caught up in his monologue he didn't notice a long slender hand embrace his own, "You're really are a douche bag." His brother finally awake looked into his own and at the very moment inuyasha thought to shit his pants. Now that his brother was awake Inuyasha went mute.

Sesshomaru's POV:

I thought I was dreaming hearing my brother's voice, after all we went through even before I fell unconscious I was no longer angry with him, more of myself. I assumed his life and thus lost him once before almost forever. In the beginning when he was young, he was more than capable of being independent and his own person, being himself but I never saw it and neither did father. It was father and I thought that broke this little family apart, I did my best to watch over him from the other side. Now he's here in front of me. I have this chance; a window needed to mend this rift between so it could go back to the way it was all those years ago…it does not matter of his lineage of his blood, he is my little brother.

"You're really are a douche bag." I whispered startling him, tears still sticking to his cheeks, I've most of frighten him, he hadn't spoke for some time his face became paler than mine as if he saw a ghost. I wiped some of his tears from his face, he snapped out of his stupor but still a little alarmed, "Y- y you're awake, I-I thought, I thought." He stuttered.

"Thought I'd croak did you?" Inuyasha eyebrows disappeared into his bangs, "No, I, I just thought you'd wake up a little later that's all, as if I care." The stubbornness in him returned and I rolled my eyes at his childishness, "Really was it so hard to talk to me earlier?" I reminded him, a tint of his cheeks turned red, he looked away in embarrassed, "Yeah well it's easier when you're asleep…" I lay back down on the bed and closed my eyes.

"Just what exactly are you doing?" My brother asked agitated.

"What do you think; you said it's easier if I'm asleep, I figure I'll sleep to allow you to speak what's on your mind."

"Well you don't have to do that ya know, I can say what I have to say now."

I relaxed a little relieved that he would speak with me, it time for us to put our difference behind us and be brothers again, a family again…

"I…know you and father always were trying to protect me growing up, even now, It's just you know you can't just assume I'm weak because of my blood, and don't deny it sesshomaru that's the reason you guys go soft on me, don't let me be a part of anything because of what everyone else thinks, including the youkai counsel, am I right?" I couldn't deny the truth in what he said, father and I always thought it was best to shield him from the others, others that shunned him and thought of him as an abomination, as Royals instead of up holding the laws we bent to the people needs and never displayed inuyasha in public, kept him in the shadows like a slave, even the servants had more display then he did, not realizing the consequences behind it.

"Yes inuyasha you're right, and I'm sorry for how we treated you, regardless of the blood you're still from our flesh, let's put the past behind us, hmmm?"

Inuyasha smiled a smile I haven't seen in a long while almost brought tears in my eye…almost.

"You bet your ass we're putting this in the past, beside I want to get to know my niece and nephew."

"Indeed, I need about a days rest and I should be back on my feet, talk with father, he's worried about you." That was words I spoke before blackness consumed me again; I already used up too much energy.

Inuyasha stared at his brother a while longer watching him fall back to sleep again, his chest moving slowly up and down. Talking with his brother had been a great idea, he felt a heavy load lifted from his spirit and he can breathe much easier now.