Brick By Boring Brick Chapter 6: Emergency, a twilight fanfic

The song is held in Bella's and Edward's point of views. I hope you can get which part represents who.

Recap:

"Will you always be here to protect me or help me with this fucking curse that I have?"I whispered half-asleep.

"If you want me, I will be there for you. No matter when you need me, I'll be there. Just call me and I'll be there."

"Okay. Goodnight, Edward."

"Sweet dreams, Bella." Was the last thing I heard before I drifted off to sleep.

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Things were pretty normal for about a month. Edward was more protective of me since my breakdown and when he saw me levitating four feet off the ground. I knew things were not what they seem. Edward was acting more different since last month. He's acting as if he's going to lose me soon and he doesn't want to let go.

I get his pain. I knew this person that I became really close with. A year later, I walked into their house, finding them dead on their kitchen floor. Turns out, the cause of death was suicide. My friend was depressed, severely at it, that she had killed herself. I was pissed at her for over a month. I never shed a tear for her during that time even though I desperately wanted to. I always had a perfect poker face; no one knew what I was truly feeling about my friend. Of course I was pissed, but I missed her.

One day, I was looking through my shoebox. My shoebox held precious memories that I never wanted to forget. In that shoebox, I found a picture of my friend and I goofing off. That's when the first tear I shed for her rolled down my cheek and onto the photo. Next thing I knew, I was huddled in the fetal position on the floor, crying my eyes out. My mom came into my room to see what was the matter.

"What's wrong, sweetie?" I remember her asking.

"I-I-I-I m-m-miss h-her, m-m-mommy." I said stuttering, the result of me sobbing and crying.

"I know you do, but sweetie, you have to learn to let go." She said soothingly. "You can cry all you want. No one's going to judge you. We all know how attached you were to her, honey. Cry your eyes out if you want. It's going to fine."

"Okay, m-m-m-mommy." I said. I cried for the rest of the night and part of the next day.

I didn't cry for five years. Until I moved here, I cried that hard over nothing? Nothing? Just a fucking ghost? I cry over that. Crap. I cannot stay here any longer. I have to leave. Quick! Think of something else! Alice might know about my decision and I don't want anyone knowing about it! Especially Edward! I remembered when they're going hunting and it's this weekend. The weekend starts tomorrow since today's Friday. Perfect time to do it.

Hm, I want to go to Seattle this weekend to buy some books to read. Not much selection in this tiny town.

Probably that could get them off my back until the end of the day. I just remembered. Dad is going fishing so I'm going to be alone this weekend. Score!

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

It was lunchtime when I thought of this plan. It still is.

"Bella?" I heard a velvet voice making me get out of my daydream.

"Yes?" I answered. Please, please, please don't let him find out about my plan! Wait, can't he read my mind? Fuck! He must have found out about my plan! (I think I might put that Edward can read Bella's mind…I don't know… you will probably find out within the next couple of lines…)

His eyes pierced the back of my head before I turned to look at him. His eyes held love, devotion, hope, and hurt. I think I know what the hurt is for. He thinks I'm going to leave.

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on

I'm not going to leave, Edward. I said in my mind.

"Are you sure?" he whispered in my ear, as his nose skimmed my jaw.

Are you trying to make me lose my train of thought, Edward?

"Maybe." He whispered again, this time his nose skimmed my collarbone. It dawned on me then that we were in the middle of a crowded cafeteria.

You do know that we are in the middle of a crowded cafeteria, right?

"Yes." He kissed me along my neck. That's it. He's not going to make me fess up anything.

"What makes you think I'm trying to make you fess up?"

I don't know. Probably the way you're kissing me and trying to distract me and doing other thing? Oh, fuck. He nibbled the flesh right under my ear, almost making me moan out loud in front of his family.

Damn you, Edward. He chuckled under his breath. Fine, what do you want?

"What makes you think that I want something, Bella?" he said innocently.

"Cut the crap, Edward. I know what you're trying to do. What do you want?" I said annoyed that he wants to trick me out of something. I don't break that easily.

"Nothing." I laughed innocently. Everyone along the table stopped what they were doing to see what was going on. They want a show, I'll give them one.

"Bella, what are-" he stood still as a statue as I trailed my hands from up his stomach. I did patterns along his stomach lightly.

"What is it, Edward?" I asked innocently. I traced the contours of his stomach, tracing the patterns of his muscles, making him start to pick up his breath.

"I-I-I-I…Bella…" he almost moaned out.

"That's my name, silly Edward." I said innocently shaking my head lovingly. I trailed my hands up to his chest. I drew lazy circles, ranging from all sizes.

"B-B-B-Bella, st-t-t-stop." He managed to stutter out.

"What? I'm not doing anything." I trailed my hands up to his collarbone lightly. I knew he was losing it. I could hear his breath picking up.

"S-S-S-Sorry." He said.

What Edward? I didn't hear you? Speak up.

"Sorry I was trying to trick you into saying or doing something you didn't want." He said in a rush. I moved my hands lower and started tracing the planes of his abs again.

What? You said it too fast.

"Sorry I was trying to trick you into saying or doing something you didn't want." He said again slower.

"Hm, okay." I heard Emmett's booming laugh, Alice's tinkling giggles, Rosalie's chiming laugh, and Jasper's southern drawl.

"Bella? Can you stop doing what you're doing to Edward? The lust coming off from him is too much." He said trying, but not succeeding, not to laugh.

Even Stevens?

Edward got out of his haze and nodded. Then he started laughing.

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

"And that's how you do it ladies and gentlemen." I said, getting up from my seat, taking a bow, and walking out the cafeteria doors to the parking lot. Then I started laughing like an idiot, clutching my stomach.

"Excuse me." I heard a man's voice. I stopped laughing and looked up.

"Yes?" the man was dressed in early 1900's clothing. Oh, fuck. He was a ghost.

"Thank you." He said. All of a sudden, a woman in the same style of clothing, popped up next to the man. Something struck me familiar from the woman. Then I noticed it. The hair.

"You're welcome."

"Nice to see Edward happy after all these years." The woman said, smiling a genuine smile at me.

"You're Edward's birth parents, aren't you?" they have to be. I mean, the woman has the same colored hair as him, for fuck's sake!

They both nodded.

"I knew it. I'll try my best to make him stay happy. I promise. Even if he's in a bummed out mood, trust me, I've got ways." I said winking. They started laughing.

"The little stunt you did about a month ago, was the happiest we've ever seen him, even though you had to whack him with a crowbar. I hope you don't do that again, dear." Edward's mother said.

"Don't worry. I only use that as protection. If your son ever gets out of line with me, well, he's going to get it. Even thought the crowbar won't hurt him." I said smiling.

"Thank you again, miss, but we must get going. Right Elizabeth?" the man said.

"Correct, Edward." Elizabeth said. Edward was named after his father? Aw, how sweet! It's exactly what they did in old times!

"Bye, Elizabeth. Bye, Edward. Hope you guys stay happy. I wish you a happy, erm, eternity I guess is the best word for this situation." I said. I shook Edward Sr. hand. I felt warmth radiating from the space where his hand was supposed to be. The thing that took me by surprise was that Elizabeth hugged me. The thing that really surprised me was that she hugged me so hard, I lost my breath. She even levitated me off the floor a couple of inches.

"Elizabeth, let go. You're going to kill the girl of suffocation, now."Edward Sr. said.

Elizabeth hugged me for a while more. Then I heard someone screaming my name.

"Bella!" It was Edward. My Edward. Elizabeth got surprised by this and let me go. I fell to the floor softly, but lost my balance and fell on my ass.

"Excuse me Bella, I'm sorry." Elizabeth apologized.

"It's okay. I know you didn't mean it." I said to Elizabeth.

"Bella?" Edward asked.

"Give me a moment." I said to him.

"We must be leaving. Take care of my boy, Bella." Elizabeth smiled.

"Will do."

"Farewell, Bella." Edward Sr. said to me.

"Farewell." I said. I've never said that word before in my life. I waved to them, tears pooling at my eyes. I kept on waving even after they were long gone. That's when I let my tears fall.

"Bella?" I heard Edward's voice. I didn't really want to talk right now.

"Jasper?" I heard Edward ask Jasper something I can't remember.

"I don't know why. She just is." I heard Jasper answer Edward's question. I didn't realize that the rest of the Cullen's were here there.

That's when I heard the bell for biology ring.

I don't want to go to the rest of my classes, Edward.

"Are you sure?" I nodded, more tears falling.

"Edward?"I croaked out after a while. He had tried to move me, everyone tried to move me, but I started a tantrum when they did. They gave up after a while. He looked at me.

"Yes, Bella?" he asked sincere, moving carefully towards me. I didn't let them get close to me either. I got up and ran towards him.

"Oh, Edward!" a new round of tears came pouring out of my eyes.

"What is it Bella?" he asked running a soothing hand on the small of my back. I couldn't talk out lout, so I just stated it in my mind.

I met your parents, Edward, your birth parents.

I felt him stop his hand and felt him freeze.

"What?" he whispered so low I was surprised I was able to catch it.

I met your birth parents. Elizabeth and Edward Masen. I met them, Edward. I met them. I met them. Edward, I met them.

"Y-Y-You met them?" he asked, his voice tainted in disbelief.

"You look so much like her." I whispered. My tears had finished falling. Edward stayed frozen. He looked like he wanted to cry. We stayed still for many minutes. I got up and wiped myself clean.

"Can you guys take him to his car? I'm not that strong to carry him like he is strong enough to carry me."

"Sure." I forgot who carried him, but I remember Rosalie giving me the keys to his car. I was going to drive it.

That's when I started hearing the voices in my head. Fuck. (I was going to end it there, but I really didn't get to put the whole song in it. Plus, it seemed too mean for me not to give you guys some action or if Bella would really run away. Will she? Keep reading!)

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.

_=_=_

When we got to my house, I only had one problem left. Well, two left, but one major one: how to get Edward out of his car.

"Edward?" I asked. He didn't move. He hasn't moved since I told him I saw his parents in the school parking lot after lunch. It's almost time for gym to be a little bit more than halfway over.

"Edward? Please, make a move or something! You're scaring me!" I said. "So, help me, I will go and do something reckless that will make me get killed, if you don't get out of the car, and into the house!" I all but almost shouted.

"Edward?" I said again. Oh, hell no. No one ignores me like he is doing. I got his arm and tried my best to pull him out of the car. It worked. He landed on the street with a thud. Only problem left, get him inside the house. Eh, I'll just pull him to the driveway.

It took me five minutes to strategize how to get him to the driveway and over the curb. It took me ten minutes to actually move him from the street to the driveway. Hardest I have ever worked out in my life.

"Edward?" I asked again. He still made no budge.

"That's it!" I yelled. I marched inside the house and headed upstairs. I packed my things while keeping my mind on how to try to get Edward out of his trance so Alice or Edward won't find out anything. I finished packing my things in half-an-hour and I hid my duffle-bag, suitcase, oversized bag, and my school bag under my bed.

Once I put all my bags under the bed and in the closet, (I put my suitcase and oversized bag in the closet, my duffle-bag under my bed, and my school bag next to my desk.) I headed to the kitchen. I got something off the counter and walked towards the driveway. Edward was still frozen in the same spot.

I took the knife from behind my back and held it to my wrists. Oh, god, I don't want to do this, but if it's the only way for him to become un-frozen, I will. I did the inexplicable: I ran the knife over my left wrist until it started bleeding.

Edward still didn't move. I'm sure the smell of blood must of gotten to him by now, but he still wasn't moving.

"Oh, hell." I just stated. I held the knife to my throat.

"Edward, love you." I chocked out. I was willing to sacrifice myself for him. Right then, my phone rang. I looked at the caller ID. It said Alice. She must of found out. I ignored the call and threw my phone on the lawn, a couple yards away from me.

I held the knife up to my throat once again. The phone didn't stop ringing. Who cares. I will give my life to him just to make him un-frozen. I will.

The knife was just a centimeter away from my throat. I moved it right to where it rested against my throat. I closed my eyes when I pressed the knife against my throat.

"Goodbye, Edward." I whispered as a couple of tears escaped my eyes. I felt the blood from my wrist drip down my forearm. I ignored the blood and pressed the knife harder against my throat. Right when I was about to break skin, I heard something.

"Don't you dare!" I heard a snarl come from in front of me. I felt an icy hand pull the knife away from hand, ruthlessly. I felt a sting in my throat. I had managed to make a small cut on my throat before the person took the knife away. I didn't scream like I wanted to, no matter how much I wanted to. I kept my scream in and ignored the pain flashing from my palm, when the person pulled the knife out of my hand, the sting in my wrist when I cut it, and the sting in my throat. I kept my eyes closed through all of this.

"Open, your eyes." I kept them closed. I think I'm going into shock. I didn't move. I took slow, small breaths.

"Bella? Please look at me. Bella. Look at me. Please, I'm sorry. Look at me." his voice sounded pained and as if was trying to resist something: my blood.

The loss of blood was getting to my system as I started to become weaker. I felt as though my limbs wanted to give out, but I managed to stay standing. I felt my eyes become drowsy behind my eyelids, also from the loss of blood.

I heard "Bella!" from seven different voices as I blacked out and fell towards the cement from the driveway.

This is an emergency
So are you listening?

_=_=_

Grrr… I hate flashes. I really do. My body had become immobile. I opened my eyes in my flash.

"Where's my baby?" the person I was said. I was a woman then. Aw, she had a baby. Crap. I think I know where this is going.

"I'm sorry miss, but your baby boy is gone. We couldn't save him." I saw and heard a doctor say in my flash. Oh, fuck. I touched my stomach where the baby was supposed to be inside, growing the womb. I felt empty. I felt…I felt… I felt…lost. I felt lost as if I lost something very important to me.

"You mean to tell me, my baby, my baby boy I had just given birth to a couple days ago, died?" my voice was cracking.

"I'm very sorry, miss. I'm sorry for your loss." The doctor left the room. The flash got ahead and it was the day that the lady I was, got checked out of the hospital. The first thing the woman did was go to a cliff.

Oh, fuck! I know where this is going! I know it! She's going to jump off a cliff because she's depressed that her baby boy died! Oh fuck! Don't lady! Don't jump! Ah, crap. Who am I kidding? She jumped otherwise I wouldn't be having this flash.

"I'll be with you soon, baby. Momma's going to be with you soon." I whispered. I felt something falling out of my eyes and realized I was crying. I touched my womb one more time before I took a step off the cliff.

I was screaming as I came in contact with the ocean. They say if you jump off the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco, it's like if you're falling towards a brick wall when you hit the ocean. That's how I feel. I feel as if I hit a brick wall where the ocean waves were supposed to be.

My flash skipped sometime until I was in the morgue of a hospital where I lived. Then, I felt pain in my neck as if someone bit me. Fuck, don't tell me I was turning into a vampire. I-I-I-I don't want to go through that pain, again. Ah, fuck, too late.

I felt fire again.

"I'm sorry, so very sorry. The pain will be gone in three days, I promise." I was transfixed on the dude's voice while the fire consumed me.

I screamed a total of twenty times until I felt the war between fire and ice like last time when I had the flash about Edward. Great, that means that the flash is almost over. Although, I do hate this part the most. It's when the fire goes straight to my heart. I'm sure that all the times I screamed in this flash, I screamed out loud in real life.

"It's almost over. I promise you. It's almost over. A couple more minutes and it's over." I heard the same voice from before. It was also the same voice from the flash with Edward's transformation.

My heart started to beat faster as the ice got closer to it. Then, my heart stopped. When my heart stopped, I touched my womb and asked one thing.

"Where's my baby?" my voice sounded different before I got transformed. I then opened my eyes to reality.

"Oh." I muttered as I stood up, gasping from the bed.

"Bella? Are you alright?" I felt Edward touch my upper arm.

"Don't touch me!" I yelled hysterically as I moved away from his touch. That's when the tears started pouring out of my eyes.

"Bella?" Edward's voice sounded hurt. He made a move to get closer to me.

"Stay away from me!" I yelled again as I got farther away from him. I went far back until my back hit the headboard of the bed. I touched my womb as if I was pregnant which I wasn't. I can't believe what I just experienced.

"Bella?" Edward's voice was strained. I could barely make out his figure since my tears were blurring my sight of vision.

"Bella?" It was a different voice. I think it was Jasper or Emmett.

"Bella, just talk to-"they had moved closer to me and where Edward is.

"Stay away from me!" I repeated as a new batch of tears escaped my eyes.

And I can't pretend that I don't see this

I had calmed down after a couple of minutes after they didn't try to talk to me or move closer to me.

"Bella?" it was the voice from my flashes. I flinched when he touched my upper arm like Edward, except like in a doctor way.

"What?" I sneered, while still touching my womb as if I was protecting a baby when you're pregnant, which I'm not.

The doctor was taken back from my tone of voice.

"I need to check your bandage on your wrist." I gave him my wrist before he finished talking and protected my womb with the other. A moment later, the doctor gave me my arm back. I put my right hand under my left.

I looked up and saw a woman with caramel-colored hair standing by a man with blonde hair who I'm guessing, was the doctor. The woman took a step closer to me. I didn't' make any intention to screaming at her. She had gotten as close as Edward, Emmett, and Jasper were and I still didn't do anything to her. I just stared blankly at the wall in front of me. She got as close to me that she was sitting next to me on the bed. I still made no move. I just protected my womb even though nothing was in there.

"Bella, is it?" her voice reminded me as the one from the flash. I nodded nicely.

"My name's Esme. It's a pleasure to meet you, although I would have liked to meet you under different circumstances."

"Likewise." I answered in a kind tone. She smiled a genuine smile at me. At least she knew that I wasn't going to do anything to her, like I would. She seems too nice. She has a nice aura coming off of her.

"Would all of you be so kind as to leave us alone for a while? And please, don't try to eavesdrop on our conversation if we have one. Thank you." the tone of her voice even almost made me get out. It was so caring and loving.

It's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it
(Can we talk about it?)

"Bella?"Esme asked me once she was sure no one was listening.

"Oh, Esme!" I cried out as I hugged her while I started crying.

"Shh, it's alright, it's alright." She said soothingly while patting my back.

"Oh, Esme, I'm sorry you lost your baby boy!" I kept sobbing. "Edward didn't tell me. Don't blame him, he's too much of a gentleman to say anyone's secrets." I added shortly after.

"I know sweetie. Alice told everyone while you were asleep. Edward's sorry that he couldn't get Alice to not tell anyone."

Alice. Motherfucking pixie told someone?! Oh, hell, no. I am beyond pissed right now! I'm not going to show it to Esme, though. She seems too nice like I've said before. I heard some laughter downstairs.

"I'm guessing your mad at her, huh?" I nodded. "Don't blame Alice. Edward tried to convince her to not tell anyone but Alice is hard to reign in once she sets her head on something. Edward tried everything, but she didn't listen." Esme said while patting my back sympathetically.

We just sat there in silence for a couple more minutes until we heard a knock at the door.

"Bella? It's me, Edward." I heard a voice from outside the door call out.

"Talk to him Bella. I bet he's worried about you as much as everyone else is." Esme said, a small smile on her face while she got up.

Esme whispered something in Edward's ear as she walked out.

"You alright?" he asked, worry tainting his voice.

"It seems that I've been getting asked that question a lot today." I said, with a small chuckle.

"Well, we have every reason to be worried about you." he said with the corners of his mouth turning upwards.

We sat in a comfortable silence for a long time. I was on his lap with my head resting against his chest. He petted my hair occasionally and ran a hand up and down my spine soothingly.

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)

All of a sudden, he got a confused look on his face.

"What is it?" I questioned him.

"It appears that Rosalie wants to talk to you." he said. he got up from the bed and walked towards the door.

"She's all yours." Edward said as he walked out the door.

"Hi, Rosalie." I smiled at her. She smiled back at me.

"You feeling better?" she asked.

I nodded. "Sorry about how I acted earlier though. I really shouldn't have." I said, hanging my head in shame after I remembered how I acted.

"It's okay. I would have acted the same if I was you. So, tell me about these 'flashes' you get."

"Um, okay. I got a flash about how Esme died today. I felt freaked out after I woke up, that's why I didn't let anyone get close to me. It felt so real. It felt as if I had actually carried a baby in my body." I paused and placed my hand over my womb. "I felt lost when I heard my baby had died. I got an empty feeling in my womb once I heard the news." Tears started leaking out of my eyes. "Then, I got the pain of being transformed."

"So that's why you were screaming." Rosalie muttered, figuring out the puzzle.

"Yup. Second time I've felt it since I've been here. The first time was I had a flash about Edward. I also had another one a couple minutes later about his first hunt. That's why I threw up and didn't go to school the next day."

"I really appreciated it that you would have given your life for my brother just because he went into shock. And I also appreciated it that you had the guts to make yourself bleed in front of a vampire.:

"I would do it again."

"Well, if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here."

"And Alice!" I heard from downstairs. I started laughing softly.

"And Alice." Rosalie added, chuckling.

So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again
I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

_=_=_

I kept on feeling pain. Pain was all I felt for a couple of days. Every night after Edward would leave, I would breakdown. I don't know why, I just would. I don't like people knowing about my emotional side. I haven't shown this side since I was ten. Basically, I haven't shown this side since I got the flashes and started seeing ghosts clear as day.

I kept my mind off running away. I had made my choice: I was running away. This place is messing with my emotions. I used to have a perfect poker face back in Phoenix before the accident happened and now, I feel as though anyone can get a read on what I'm feeling.

Once school was over, (Edward post-poned his hunting trip because of what happened), Edward and his family went hunting.

"I'll miss you." I whispered as our forehead rested against each other.

"As will I." he whispered back. He kissed me on the forehead and muttered two last words: be safe.

"I'll try." I whispered back. "Have a nice trip!" I exclaimed once they all got in their car and headed out of my driveway.

I waited until I was sure that they were two hours away until I started writing the note for dad. It's going to break his heart, but I hope he understands.

Dear Daddy,

I can't believe I'm writing this, but, I can't stand it here in Forks. Not in a bad way, no. It's just that it holds too many memories for me. I keep on thinking about mom constantly and it just brings the tears to my eyes.

I know that you will be hurt, Daddy, when you read this. But I promise you: your little girl will be safe. I have money earned up. I shouldn't be gone for long, if I am, I send you my regards. I hope you understand. I'm sorry for walking out on you like mom did so long ago, but I just need to be by myself for a while. I will be fine. You won't have to worry.

Don't send anyone looking for me. I will be safe. Breathe, live, and keep doing what you did before I came along.

Love, Bella

P.S. I love you Daddy.

I was crying while I was writing the letter.

"Love you daddy." I whispered as the tears spilled over.

I kissed the letter once I had sealed it. I flipped it over and wrote: "To Daddy From Bella" on the front.

I got my duffle-bag, the over-sized bag, the suitcase, and my backpack from my room and walked out the door.

"I'll miss you, daddy." I said out loud as I walked out the door with my money in my backpack, my backpack on my back, my oversized bag on my shoulder, suitcase in one hand, and the duffle-bag in the other.

And you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love is.
So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

CHARLIE'S POV (I know, shocker. But this is important to the story. Tell me how his pov is like!)

I walked in from after work and found a letter on the kitchen table.

It read: "To: Daddy From: Bella" I opened it up and started reading it.

Dear Daddy,

Don't send anyone looking for me. I will be safe. Breathe, live, and keep doing what you did before I came along.

Love, Bella

P.S. I love you Daddy.

Well I can't pretend that I don't see this

She ran away. Bella, she ran away. She told me not to go looking for her or send anyone out to look for her. She just wants to find her way. I can't stand it that she's not anywhere near me.

I picked up the house phone and input the last phone number I thought I would ever put in. Thank goodness Bella left me it.

"Hello?" I heard from the other side of the phone.

"It's Charlie."

"Hello, Chief Swan. May I ask why you're calling me?"

"It's Bella."

"What happened to Bella? Is she alright?"

"She ran away."

There was a slight pause.

"I'll try to find her."

"Thank you Edward." I said as I hanged up. I hope Bella's alright.

_=_=_

But it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it
[can we talk about it?]
Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)
Scars, they will not fade away.
No one cares to talk about it, can we talk about it?
Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive (deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive (alive)

Song: Emergency by Paramore

_=_=_

WOO! THAT WAS A HARD CHAPTER TO WRITE! 12 PAGES ON MICROSOFT WORD AND OVER 6,OOO WORDS! THAT'S A NEW RECORD! SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO WRITE, BUT I GOT AND INJURY OVER THE WEEKEND.

I WAS PLAYING BLOODY KNUCKLES WITH MY FRIEND ON FRIDAY SINCE WE HAD A HALF DAY AT SCHOOL. WE PLAYED DURING OUR PE PERIOD. BOTH OUR HANDS WERE BRUISED, MINE WAS SWOLLEN, AND HERS WAS CUT. I STILL HAVE A BRISE ON MY KNUCKELS BUT IT DOESN'T HURT AS MUCH AS IT DID OVER THE WEEKEND. IT MIGHT TAKE ME A WHILE TO WRITE THE NEXT CHAPTER SINCE WE MIGHT PLAY AGAIN THIS WEDNESDAY SINCE WE MIGHT HAVE ANOTHER HALF-DAY.

WELL, HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE CHAPTER!

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-Andy Parker