It's Not My Lie ...
"Soubi! Why are you at my place before me!"
"Why, I wanted to be here before you, of course."
Urg, is he stupid? I could have come to that conclusion myself … 'because I wanted to' …
"How did you get in?"
"Through the door."
Seriously … this guy!
"Well I could have come up with that too! … stalker …"
"Is someone stalking you?"
What the …
"Yes."
"What is he like?"
Take this!
"An idiot. A liar. Everything that annoys me."
"Ritsuka."
What now …
"What?"
"Nothing …"
What the-
"What."
"..."
Are you making fun of me!
"Say what you want to say or shut it."
Just go home dammit …
"I love you, Ritsuka."
GAH!
"I said shut didn't I!"
"Ah, you did."
"Shut it then. You can do that right?"
"I can."
"Then do so."
Jeez …
"However, on the other side, I don't want to …"
What is he- is something wrong with him? He's acting … weird.
"Then look at me."
"I am."
That's not what I meant!
"Something is wrong."
"What is?"
"You."
"Me?"
"Didn't you hear me?"
Dammit …
"I did."
"Then why do you ask me something I already told you!"
"..."
"What is wrong?"
"Nothing is wrong ... nothing is right."
What the hell are you talking about …
"What would you do if I ordered you … to tell me?"
Please don't make me do it.
"Would you?"
"Why are you asking me. If I say I will, I will."
"Please don't."
"W-why?"
But you always tell me to … and now I mustn't?
"You once said you would obey my every word if it was an order."
"Yes."
"But you also knew that I won't order you around."
"Yes."
"And yet you hide things from me … important things ..."
"Yes."
"... and you don't even care to hide nor deny that I speak the truth of your sins."
"No."
"So if I won't ever order you, you will never answer me?"
"No …"
"You are nothing but a lying sinner who is soiling everything around you."
"Yes, Ritsuka is right."
Why are you making me say these things …?
"Fine. Then I won't ever look at you again!"
"Yes, if that is what you want."
"Stop treating me like your- 'cause I'm not! Not now not ever!"
"Yes you are, because I am your fighter."
"I don't believe you, idiot."
"And you're my sacrifice, you are my Ritsuka."
"Shut up! Always speaking of this loathsome crap!"
"You wanted the truth."
"I don't want that truth. You don't get me at all!"
"I do. You should too, Ritsuka."
"You don't make any sense, you idiot."
"Is that so?"
"So I take this as in, you will keep lying to me unless I order you to not lie."
"Yes … "
"I hate you …"
Although I'm not sure whether this is the truth or not myself. Has he turned me into a sinner too? A liar?
"I love you, Ritsuka."
"Shut up, I hate you …"
Why do I keep talking back? I'm a liar ... I tell lies.
"It's alright."
No it's not …tell me it's not … but even if I ask you to … you will not do as I say …
"Go home if you won't tell me."
"If you say so."
Why do you keep doing this to me …
"Stop it ..."
"Stop what?"
"I hate it ... "
"What do you hate?"
Damn! I spoke out loud.
"Mind your own business."
"Is that what Rituka wants me to?"
Stop that you idiot.
"You're angry?"
"I'm not angry."
Look the other way idiot.
"I can see that you are."
"I'm not!"
"And I can hear it."
"I said I'm not!"
"You are."
"Stay out of my head dammit!"
You're ruining me.
"I'm not in your head, silly."
Stop that lovers talk. What do you take me for?
"You're pressing you lips together when you're angry."
"What are you saying! Do you study my every movement or what!"
"Oh, you noticed?"
He says bluntly. So he is an idiot ...
"Don't."
"Is it an order from my Ritsuka?"
"What's wrong with you, dammit!"
"Anything you want."
"I said stop that!"
"Yes."
"You're so annoying!"
"I understand."
"You do?"
"Yes."
"No you don't."
"Yes."
"Fine, whatever, so what do you understand?"
"Ritsuka."
"Lie."
"It's no lie."
"Yes it is, it's a lie."
"But it's not"
"It is."
"Then ... it is a lie."
I'm somehow not okay with this…
"You don't like it?"
"Of course I don't. You agreed with me that it's a lie. I hate lies."
"But you wanted a lie."
"No, I want the truth!"
"But you won't accept it when it's told."
"Yes I will."
"You didn't before."
"Because that wasn't the truth."
"It was."
"No it wasn't."
Maybe it was… but it can't be ... I'm not his sacrifice ...
"You only speak part of the truth … always the same … and to me, that is lying!"
"It's not the same as a lie, Ritsuka …"
"It is … to me."
It always has been … that is the worst lie you've ever told me … simply because it was never mine …
:/ W-e-i-r-d talking going on but I can't help it. Enjoy or hate it ^^