CHAPTER THREE!!!
I know it took me forever again with this chapter! My family has been going through some personal stuff and school started up again and I've been busy! I'm going to try really hard to keep this story going!!!!!
(Remember, bri was getting ready to sing "Got Dynamite when she saw her mom Selena sitting front row.)
Get'cha head in the game Bri, getcha head in the game! I thought to myself. I sound like High School Musical…eww.
"I can't take your hand and, lead you to the water. I can't make you feel what you don't feel but you know you want to. Find out how to crack me. Log in and try to hack me. Underneath the surface there so much you need to know. And you might feel like your drowning but that's what I need to let go."
I kept looking down at her. She can't just…just show up and expect I'm gonna forgive her! Looking at her was screwing me up. I was tripping over my feet and stuttering and…just need to forget about her and give the fans what they want!!!
"Tell me what you got to break down the walls. You just might need dynamite. Tell me what you got to break down the walls. Kick senseless my defenses. Tell me what you got to do; I need you to light the fuse. Tell me what you got to break down the walls. You just might need dynamite!!"
Everything's going well now. Just push her to the back of your mind and avoid the edge of the catwalk.
"Got dynamite. I can't paint this picture, just so you can hang it. I can't wait for you to understand if you just don't get it. Find out how to crack me. Log in and try to hack me. Underneath the surface there so much you need to know. And you might feel like your drowning but that's what I need to let go! Tell me what you got to break down the walls, you just might need dynamite. Tell me what you got to break down the walls, kick senseless my defenses. Tell me what you got to do I need you to light the fuse. Tell me what you got to break down the walls, you just might need dynamite!"
The break of the song was coming up and I decided to take a chance. I walked to the edge of the catwalk and kneeled to give the fans there some love. However I was smack dab in the front of my mother.
"When the walls come crashing down, I hope your standing right in front of me. When the past lies all around. Cause all you need to save me is to intervene, and make the walls come crashing down."
I looked at my mother right in the eyes. We looked alike...sorta. Really, it's only our hair. I get my eyes, my nose, and pretty much everything from my dad. I sang the last of the song with the so much passion and anger built up from my mom, I was screaming into the mike.
"GOT, GOT…GOT DYNAMITE!!!!! TELL ME WATCHA GOT TO BREAK DOWN THE WALLS. YOU JUST MIGHT NEED DYNAMITE. TELL ME WATCHA GOT TO BREAK DOWN THE WALLS. KICK SENSELESS MY DEFENCES! TELL ME WATCHA GOTTA DO, I NEED YOU TO LIGHT THE FUSE. TELL ME WATCHA GOT TO BREAK DOWN THE WALLS. YOU JUST MIGHT NEED DYNAMITE!
GOT DYNAMITE. GOT DYNAMITE. GOT DYNAMITE.
GOT DYNAMITE!"
Everyone was screaming (well almost everyone…you know who I'm talking about) I felt amazing!
"NOW, SHOW THEM SOME LOVE…THE JONAS BROTHERS!!!!!!!"
"Bri." My dad called me.
"What?"
"What happened at the beginning? You were in a like a daze."
"Oh….nerves, uhh teenage girl stuff."
"Teenage girl stuff. I don't need to know anymore than that. UHH…I have to go perform."
I use my monthly to my advantage, even when I don't have it.
I ran back stage to my dressing room and slipped into some shorts and a tank top. I was watching the concert from the TV when I heard a knock on the door. I got up and opened it, and froze. Mom.
"What do you want?" I said snotty.
"You were awesome tonight I'm so happy!" She gave me this big bear hug.
"Get the hell of me you bitch!"
"Don't talk to me that way!"
"Get the hell out of my damn dressing room bastard!"
"BRIANNA MARIE!"
"SELENA MARIE." She wants to play hard ball, get ready.
"I hope you know that I can be such a bitch to you if you keep acting like this." She said.
"You be a bitch and I can be a bitch back."
She walked in and slammed the door and locked it.
"Um excuse me…but I don't remember inviting you in."
"Listen honey, I'm really sorry for not being there when you were younger, but I needed to have my own dreams come true, and I couldn't do that with you hanging on my leg the whole time."
I can't believe how selfish she's being right now.
"You left me and dad…so you can pursue your music career? Dad has been the one taking care of me since I was four, and he has been able to do solo projects, he's been doing more acting and he didn't need to leave me."
"Well…"
"GET OUT OF MY DRESSING ROOM!!"
"DON'T YELL AT YOUR MOTHER!!"
We having a screaming match at that part. Both of us were screaming at the top of our lungs. All of a sudden, there was knocking on the door and the sound of someone trying to turn the locked doorknob.
"Big Rob!" I heard someone say. All of sudden the door came crashing down.
"HOLY CRAP!" I screamed. Big Rob kicked the door down, and trust me; it's pretty scary seeing this really big tough guy kicking your door down.
Big Rob walked away and I saw my dad standing there with this disapproving look on his face. Actually his face went from the I'm disappointed-in-my-daughter-look, to the holy-shit-why-is-she-here.
"Selena?" Nick whispered.
"NICKY!!" Selena shrieked. "OMG! I'm so glad you here! I've missed you so much!" She ran up and gave him a hug. If my mom had stayed all this time and we were one big happy family, I would have thought it was sweet, but she's just the devil in disguise.
"Selena, get off of me." Dad just shrugged her off of him, and then she looked down.
"Why aren't you wearing your wedding ring?"
He looked down at his hand and said, "I stopped wearing it about a year after you left. I'm sorry Sel…but I can't be with someone who doesn't love my daughter."
"I do love her." She said. I snorted and rolled my eyes.
"Bri, why don't you go and sign some autographs with your uncles."
I walked out; a little disappointed that I couldn't see them talk.
"And let the games begin." I whispered under my breath.