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DEATH OF A FRIEND:

She knows what I'll do…to kill myself… she tried everything to stop me and I convince her that I wouldn't, but , it didn't budge her. One night, she has to go out the place because she had been told that she has to meet someone , she don't want to but she has to, so she left.

I found this a my only chance…I grab a gun under my bed and pulled the trigger and it shoot my heart. I was dying with a bullet on my chest but I didn't care because I'm the one who want this but before my last breath I utter a single sentence that I know will break my best friend's heart

"I'm sorry, Hotaru, nut I had to do this, I have to die"

THE NEXT DAY…..

She came to my room, it was lock, I lock it so no one would know. She opened it with ease, as expected from her, she's a genius. When she saw me lying on the floor with blood all over the place, she scream in horror, she had screamed so loud that the academy heard it. They rush to my room because they had never heard her scream before and saw me ….. sprawled on the floor.. with blood still fresh from the incident.

" why? Why? Why is it have to be you Mikan? ….look at yourself, you're a mess!.. shattered and sad…. You're pathetic…. But …. You're… Mikan.. the best idiotic best friend I ever had… I love you… my dear friend… sleep tight and sweet dreams.." she said it through sob but her eyes are not those usual bored and cold eyes, they are soft and sad.

"Mikan…" she whispered to me one more time and got up and picked up a thing to my desk and walk away…

ON CLASS TIME…..

Normally the infamous Ice Queen would be blackmailing Ruka Nogi right now but not so oddly enough she was sitting on her seat gloomily…..

" Hotaru… cheer up!" Yuu said

" go away! I don't need you! Hoatru shoputed icily

"Hotaru…" Yuu said worriedly

"Hotaru, is there something we can do for you?" asked a very worried Ruka

"there is ." Hotaru replied

" there is? What is it then?"

" bring me a gun, a knife, a video cam and a time machine"

"are you kidding me?"

" No!" Hotaru shouted getting the attention of the whole class.

"but… why?" Ruka ask

"you wanna know? It's because I want to kill myself! I want to die with Mikan…."

"Hotaru…don't"

Hotaru began to walk outside but then something drop to the floor and started playing…

" Hotaru, I know you had put something here.. so listen carefully… Hotaru, you are my best friend and you'll always be. Thank you for everything that you have done to me an probably thank you for all of it…

But Hotaru.. my reason is that.. no… I had 2 reason for it..

that I'm in pain because of what happened.. but mostly.. 2. if I hadn't die with a gun…. I probably die seeing them together… Hotaru, I love you. Tell everyone that I love them too. Be happy..

we had put a fight to all the obstacle and build up a really strong friendship and I believe that it will never break. I may be stupid to all the lies but I'm a genius when it comes to friendship.. Hotaru… I'm so sorry , Hotaru , but I have to do this. I had to do this. I hope your hair grow longer and together with a certain someone. Sayonara my dear friend."

Hearing this made all of them cry.. Hotaru can't hold it anymore and run. She run to the place where 'she' belong, to the place where mikan's sakura tree lay standing tall. She cried all the whys of her heart, she cried so much that everybody want to cry too.. everyone knew, that behind those cold façade , sadistic , insecure , evil , heartless girl lay beneath an overly kind, overly protective, good, cheerful and strong girl. Yet thay won't believe the day THE Hotaru Imai broke down but they understand because her very own best friend died. It pained her the most knowing that the net day you'll never again see her.. because who wouldn't be broken when the only person you can count on died….? Who can?

So the only thing they can do is to follow her and cried with her….

But little did they know… she had a gun with her… the very same gun that killed her best friend pointing to the guy that caused her best friends death….

TBC

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