Okay, so i put all three letters in therre because they all seemed so small by themselves. It was really hard to write them so i hope you like them. Review.


Dear Alexis,

I'm sorry you have to go through this. I know it is one of the worst things for a child. I need you to stay you. Don't give up. You have such a good head on your shoulders and I don't want that to change. You are the perfect daughter. I don't know what I did to deserve someone so wonderful. I want you to live a full and happy life. Go to college, get a great job, get married to the man of your dreams and give your mother grandchildren. (I wonder how my mom will take it when she becomes a great grandmother)

I want to tell you that when I started shadowing Beckett I made it so that if anything happened to me your grandmother will be your guardian. I know you love your mom but I also know that you would most likely want to stay in New York with grandma.

I want you to keep in touch with Kate. You two will be good for each other.

I love you so so so so so much!

Sincerely,

Dad

Dear Martha (Mom),

You were the best mom a guy could have. I know you think you weren't a good mother but you were. You gave me love. I always knew that you loved me. I know you think that I didn't have a full childhood because of an absent father but I did. I had you and tons of your friends to love me. So don't think you did anything wrong because the way I see it you did everything perfectly.

When I first started to shadow Beckett I made it so that if anything were to happen to me you would become her guardian. I know how much you love her and she loves you and I want you to be able to stick together. Meredith is a good person but she doesn't really know how to be a good mom. She's more like a friend then a mother figure to Alexis.

I love you mom. Don't stop being you.

Sincerely,

Richard Castle

Dear Kate,

So many thoughts and emotions are going through my head right now. To start things off I want to let you know you are amazing and spectacular and perfect in your own way. Extraordinary doesn't even begin to cover what I feel. You are amazing at your job and you don't take crap from anybody. (Especially me) Shadowing you for research has been an amazing experience.

Take care of Alexis and my mother for me. Don't let my death ruin things for Alexis. She has so much potential and I don't want her to fall off track because of me. There really is nothing you can tell her that will fix it, but I have faith in you that you will help her through this even if it's just by being there.

I was only aloud to write three letters so I would appreciate it if you could tell the boys and Lanie that I love them. They are all a part of my family. No matter how dysfunctional my family might be. In fact, we put the fun in dysfunctional.

Please don't let my mom stop being the Martha Rogers we know and love (Most of the time. Just kidding) and please help Alexis stay Alexis.

There is so much more I would like to say but I just can't say it on paper. I hope this letter eases, even if just a tiny bit, of pain.

With Love,

Richard Castle

(P.S. don't let either of my ex's take the apartment from Alexis and my mother.)