Queer as Folk: Alternate Universe
Monday
Justin's POV
I have always felt uncomfortable in my own skin and had low self esteem. My parents only made things worse and after leaving, it made it even more worse. Ever since Brian told he video taped me (not intentionally) my self confidence and self esteem went downhill. I don't even think that's possible. Now that I'm living with Brian, and have been for about a month and a half, I've gotten more comfortable, but the feelings always lingered in my gut. I just couldn't seem to get rid of the feelings. And I've decided, I've had enough. I was gonna do something about.
I decided to go up to the roof of the building to think. It's become a habit over the last few days. I opened one of the windows, went out onto the narrow balcony and climbed up the ladder that's hanging on the wall. (A/N: I don't think that is what's really there, but I decided to at it for this part.) When I got on the roof. I sat down on the chair I took up a couple days ago, and closed my eyes, just thinking. Trying to clear my head and get rid of the nasty feelings I have been feeling almost all my life. They just would not go away. It was fucking pissing me off! I opened my eyes and looked around. My eyes landed on the edge of the roof.
Brian's POV
I didn't feel comfortable leaving Justin alone, but I had no choice. He barely knew the gang, so I couldn't ask any of them to keep Justin company. Plus, I couldn't miss work. I knew I was gonna have to leave him alone, but I had an uneasy feeling for some reason. Maybe it was because of leaving Justin at home for the first time. Or maybe it was because something terrible was gonna happen. I didn't know, but I really hoped it was because Justin was on his own for the first time. I decided to leave early, to check on Justin and make sure he was alright. I told Cynthia I was leaving early, then ran out of the office. I didn't even let Cynthia ask questions. I didn't have the time right now.
When I got to the loft, I saw that the window was open. I decided to up to the roof to see why the window was open. I figured Justin was up on the roof, but I didn't know if he was or if he just left the window open. I didn't see him anywhere else in the loft from where I stood, and the bathroom door was open and the light was off, so I didn't need to check. I scanned the loft really quickly and didn't see Justin. I went out onto the balcony and climbed the ladder. I didn't care about my expensive suit getting dirty or ruined. Did I just say that? All I cared about was making sure Justin was safe and unhurt. It felt like the ladder was longer than it really was. I finally got up to the roof and what I saw, shocked me. I couldn't believe my eyes. What is he doing? What is he gonna do? Why is he doing this? These questions and more ran through my mind as I stared at Justin.
A/N: I know this is really short like the last one, but I want to end it here. I bet you're on the edge of your seat, waiting to see what happens/ is happening and what Justin is doing. Let me know what you think Brian is seeing what Justin is doing in a comment. At least 5 comments for the next chapter. NO LESS! You want the next chapter, then review. The 5 reviews must be from 5 different people. Mwahahahahaha! I'm so evil! :)