Warning: MPREG, ANGST, AU, INTENSE DIRTY YAOI, CUSSING/SWEARING... All the usual things you people want from me XD Some things aren't mentioned here simply because it's a surprise.

Disclaimer: Blah blah blah... I currently own a laptop and owes everybody else fics...

Part 1.

It was a simple day. He had been medicated and pulled out of bed and set up in the free room with a chess board. He just had wait long enough. Soon a nurse would pity him and play with him. But until then he'd stare at the pieces and move them around the board on his own. It was around an hour later that somebody sat in front of him and started playing. When he looked up to see the nurse's face and to see if they were one of his usual nurses. He noticed that this nurse was familiar. Very familiar.

"... Lawli..."

"Beyond..."

They continued to play for around an hour. Until Beyond stopped and sighed in frustration, sitting back in his seat he took in the full view of his once enemy. He was as lanky as ever, pale, his bones showed still through his thin porcelain skin. His raven locks sticking out in all directions, as wild and untamed as ever.

"It has... Been... A while..." Struggled to wheeze out.

"The fire seems to have done all the damage it could. Beyond, I need your help on an investigation. Well not so much your help. More like your name. I would also value your thoughts on most matters and pieces of evidence. What do you say?" L looked at him, he didn't seem to be asking. It was more like he was telling.

"Get... Fucked..."

Beyond moved the pieces and L did too until the detective had been defeated. L surrendered and leaned close to Beyond.

"You will receive the best treatment. Plastic surgery if necessary. I want you to help in the Kira case... I have already reported you dead. Even if you refuse to help you'll be moved to Wammy's for safety. So could you at least help. I am offering you nothing but help."

"You... Have never... Helped me..."

Beyond flicked L's king so it fell.

"Beyond... Is there anything you want, that I can give you..."

"... Baby..."

L blinked a few times staring at Beyond who was sat there looking at him like what he said was normal.

"Beyond, that is very... Inappropriate..."

"...Want...My baby...Back..."

L sighed slumping in his chair slightly staring at the stubborn burn victim in front of him. He reset the board and made the first move. He then glanced up at Beyond who had tears rolling down his cheeks slowly.

"Y-You...Took it away... You can... Give it back..."

Beyond's voice started to shake and he was starting to crack. This was one of the reasons L never visited. After the entire ordeal Beyond had snapped. His emotions became out of his control and at the smallest accident he could burst into tears. L knew that it was mostly his fault that Beyond had lost every shred of sanity he had. But he just could not for the life of him feel guilty.

"Beyond. For the last time, no one can give it you back. You'll have other children. But you can't have that one back it's dead."

Hatred filled Beyond's angry crimson eyes. He then launched himself at L gripping the detectives throat. The hoarse voice was gone now, instead a furious scream ripped itself from his throat.

"MURDERER!"

Nurses, orderlies and doctors rushed over pulling Beyond down into his seat. Beyond then started screaming in agony. His sensitive skin was still healing even after all this time. One nurse rushed over with a needle and L stopped her.

"No, it's fine. I provoked him, my apologies."

They all disbursed and Beyond calmed down slightly. Pain still throbbing where they had touched him. As it dulled he looked at L who was on edge. He could tell from how stiff and tense he was that he was scared and nervous.

"Why come?"

His voice was now barely a whisper. L heard it though.

"I'm trying to help you, Beyond. Either accept my help or don't..."

Beyond looked down at his lap seeming to think for a long time. He then looked up at L and stared at him for a few seconds.

"Yes..."

L smiled at Beyond and was inwardly shocked that he had given in after only one visit. He passed a leaflet to him and smiled shyly.

"This is where you'll be staying from now on."

The name on the leaflet said "Wammy's Asylum". Inside were the details of where it was and everything else. Pictures of "patients" playing table tennis and painting, lists of other activities. He knew it was all cliché. But he couldn't care. Anything was better than being completely numb to all feelings. He looked up at L when he saw a picture of Alex when he was ill. Not physically but mentally.

Beyond put the leaflet down and stared at L.

"What do you think... You're doing... Putting him in that... THING?!"

A nurse rushed over and looked down at Beyond.

"Do you want to be put in solitary confinement again?!"

Beyond shook his head.

"No, Nurse Agnes. Don't forgot a month and a half from now."

She left and L drew Beyond's attention by slamming his hand down on the chessboard scattering the pieces everywhere.

"You know not to do that!"

Beyond slumped in his seat and frowned at L. L frowned and began his rant. The whole time Beyond focused on his lifespan and then burst into laughter. It was hoarse and mostly came out in chocked gasps, the laughter sent shivers through L's body.

"Stop it will you? It's disturbing to hear you laugh."

Beyond looked hard at L. L saw something behind the hatred. He realized he had genuinely hurt Beyond's feelings. His Doctor had warned L that he was sensitive and very lonely and hadn't had much communication with anyone. Naomi Misora had visited once. But he had spent days alone in his room after that.

"I'm sorry, Beyond. I didn't mean it like that... You can laugh if you want."

Beyond looked up at L.

"Moments gone." He stated coldly while picking the pieces up. He set them back into order and L watched him in mild fascination. He then sighed out of pure frustration at being unable to get through to the dark haired serial killer.

"I'll be back in a week to pick you up... So pack up anything you own... Or want to bring with you..."

L stood and left quickly, wanting to get as far away as he could from this awkward meeting. Beyond stared at the fallen king. Defeated, he reset the board and lost himself in the blur of a black and white chequered board and black and white pieces. But to him they could never be black and red. Only a hard violent red...

~XXX~XXX~XXX~

Nothing to take with him but plenty to bring back. It was ironic how that when he went into the hospital after the murders, mentally he had been a steel fortress. But it wasn't long before the fortress was broken and every little flaw inside him was revealed to himself by the people who were here to help him.

Oh they sure did help all right. Helped turn him crazy. They brought out all the bad memories. Ones that he had forced himself to forget. His Father beating his Mother, Mother's Funeral, Father's beatings, Father's death and the loneliness that came with it and lastly losing his own little family. You could hardly blame him for being so jittery.

L interrupted Beyond's daze when he knocked on the door to his room.

"Have you unpacked?"

Beyond looked around and realized while he had been so caught up in his thoughts he had changed his room back to the way it had been all those years ago. He looked around in shock. He noticed L's smug look.

"Well Beyond, I didn't know you felt that way for me."

"What are you blabbering on about?"

L had he smug look on his face again. Beyond contained his anger breathing slowly.

"That bed, isn't just yours... It's mine."

"This bed always has and always will belong to Alex." Beyond spat out through gritted teeth.

L rolled his eyes and sat on the bed with a smug grin. Beyond clenched his fist, staring at L. He realized his nails had dug into the skin on the palm of his hand and that he was bleeding. He returned his attention to L once he started to speak.

"We're going to start with just you and I sharing. Then once I feel you are ready we will move to where the Kira case is based and once I am confident that you will not brutally murder the main suspect I will allow you both free with in the confines of our shared quarters."

Beyond stood staring at L gritting his teeth and clenching his fists tighter than the grip of a dying man's grip on life. He shook with fury staring holes into L's being. L was undisturbed by angry crimson eyes and decided that he would test Beyond's limits. He lay back on the bed in a seemingly arrogant and cocky pose. He hid the smirk he could feel coming.

Beyond quickly distracted himself by pushing the beds across each end of the room. He then claimed one of the beds for his own by sitting on it and glaring at the detective. L sat down at the desk across the room working on his laptop. Beyond wasn't too sure what he should do with himself. There was no chessboard, but there was a small console that had been Alex's. He decided to start it up and play for a while.

He had been engrossed in the game for an hour before his concentration was disturbed by a loud chomping sound behind him. Beyond paused the game and turned his head to see L watching the screen anxiously while gripping his chair.

"L? What are you doing?"

"Hurry Beyond, you must sort those orbs in order of the song. I believe the blue is in the wrong place, exchange it with the red one."

Beyond stared at L in shock for a few short moments before doing as L suggested and the game continued. L was still on the edge of his seat staring at the screen. Beyond glanced back at L and stared at him for a while. L realized that the game wasn't progressing and turned his head to meet B' gaze.

"Let me play the game okay?" Beyond snapped slightly.

L rolled his eyes and made himself more comfortable. He was showing B that he wasn't going to be moving an inch. L looked into Beyond's eyes daring him to go further. Beyond's eyes kept in direct contact with L's. They both stared each other down. L broke the stare when Beyond's crimson eyes stared right down his core. L slowly turned his head away and rose from his seat.

"Going to fetch a cake." He murmured so quietly Beyond could only about hear it.

Beyond simply nodded his head and went to continue gaming when he realized it had lost it's fun. He turned the console off and started looking around the room. He noticed that his old chessboard was still there and intact. He pulled it out and decided to start playing.

"B-B?" A scratchy stuttering voice inquired.

Beyond looked up towards the sound which had come from a young redhead teen. Mail Jeevas. The young boy who had replaced his own dead younger brother. His younger brother... His name had been Matt. He had died from a severe beating at the hands of their cold hearted merciless parents. Beyond had never forgiven them. But then again no one expected him to after all they had done to him.

Mail Jeevas, aka Matt had already ran into the room abandoning his PSP at the door way and throwing his arms around Beyond. Beyond nervously wrapped his arms around the redhead how hand once reached his stomach. Now he was at Beyond's chest. Clearly he was still short, had he been eating healthy? He seemed to be far too thin for Beyond's liking.

"Mail... How have you been? Are you okay? Are you happy? You need to put on weight. Your hair's grown... You've grown too... A lot... I wish I was here to see it... Sadly I have only myself to blame for that..."

Mail just beamed up at him with the largest grin Beyond had seen in his life. He wrapped his arms tighter around Beyond's waist and hid his face in his friend's chest.

"You're home..."

Beyond smiled down at him and nodded his head before hugging Mail back tightly. Mail then lifted his head to look up at Beyond sadly through his orange goggles.

"... For how long?"

Beyond sighed shakily as he run his hand through Mail's soft red hair.

"I don't know... It all depends on L..."

Mail's grip tightened and he buried his face deeper into Beyond's shoulder. He started crying uncontrollably.

"Don't go... Please... I missed you so much... D-Did you get my letters? L sent them f-for me..."

Beyond stared in shock at Mail. He had thought that everyone had forgotten about him. That they had been ashamed of him and moved on with their lives. Clearly not. Here Mail was right now. Holding onto him like he had all those years ago when he first came to the orphanage. And here he was now. He must be 14 or 15 by now. Beyond had lost count of the years.

"I never got the letters Mail... I'm sorry... L must have forgotten to sent them. But I'm sure I would have loved to read them. I still would. I'm sorry I didn't write... I was forbidden to."

The door which was still open, Beyond soon noticed was occupied by a fiery blond. He looked furious. He stormed over to Beyond and glared hard at him. Beyond let go of Mail and he moved away. Mihael walked over to Beyond and glared up at him. Their gaze was locked for some time. Until Mihael broke it when he shoved Beyond and then hugged him.

"DON'T YOU EVER LEAVE AGAIN!"

Beyond was shocked and stared at the blonde for a short while. Then wrapped his arms around him and held him.

"I can't control whether or not I'm going to stay. L plans on taking me to Japan to study the Kira Case."

Mail started jumping up and down screaming "Yes!" enthusiastically. Beyond looked to him in confusion and then turned to Mihael for an explanation. Mihael grinned and hugged Beyond tighter. Beyond was sure he could hear his lungs complaining.

"We're both going to Japan with L... We're going to be there to continue the case on the off chance that something happens. We're going to be the ones tailing the Kira suspects. Near's not allowed to go. He's far too fragile..."

Beyond nodded. He had no clue who Near was. Probably another child in the successor program. Mail joined in on the hug and gripped Beyond tightly. Mihael grinned and looked up at Beyond.

"It'll be like the good old days just..." The smile on both of their faces fell and the mood began to go south.

Beyond sighed and hugged them both tightly.

"I'm sure he's here in spirit..."

~XXX~XXX~XXX~

L sighed as he heard Mail in the private plane's bathroom puking. Beyond was fast asleep and Mihael had a sugar high. Watari on the other hand had gone ahead of them so L had been entrusted with the care of the two young teens and the young man. Mihael was currently all over the plane looking out windows, climbing on furniture, eating all the chocolate on board. L was silently praising his laptop.

He glanced over to Beyond. He couldn't understand how he could sleep through Mihael's rampage? Surely he was faking it... L decided to poke Beyond to see if he stirred from his slumber... Nope. Nothing... Maybe... L grabbed a jar of jam and waved it under Beyond's nose. Blood red monstrous eyes shot wide open. Beyond grabbed the jar of jam from L and started eating it.

"Don't touch what doesn't belong to you..."

L watched with an open mouth as Beyond licked and sucked the jam off his fingers. L couldn't believe it, he was being turned on... By BEYOND. His worst... Wait no. His worst enemy was Kira. L continued to stare at him until he noticed that Beyond was looking at him oddly. To which he quickly turned his head.

"What are you looking at?"

L started stuttering nonsense and Beyond stood from his seat frowning and went to sleep elsewhere.

"Pervert..."

L frowned at Beyond's retreating figure. L opened his laptop up and pulled up the surveillance camera's up and found the one closest to Beyond. He stared at Beyond as he ate the jar of jam and he realized that he was getting hard. He slid his hand into his pants and started touching himself. He started to wonder what it would be like to have those sticky jam covered fingers and his member. Or maybe that mouth.

As he came into his hand he noticed that Beyond wasn't on the camera any more. But stood in front of him. L gasped in horror and started stuttering and explanation when Beyond's sticky hand came flying out and slapped L hard across the face and then he stormed away. L rubbed his cheek and sighed.

"It may take some time to win him over but... I will..."

Un-Betad because I'm lazy. Forgive my mistakes I'm tired and being pushed... HARD! ¬¬ You know who you are you little fic-whore... LOVE YOU XD