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Disclaimer: I do not own Vampire Academy; Richelle Mead does. I also do not Own My Chemical Romance not matter how much I wish I did, I just worship the music they make every single night. I also do not own youtube, why would I even I both love and hate that damned sight

Yes now you guys can call me freaks, but seriously Gerard, Mikey, Frank, Ray, and Bob are GODS, even more so than Dimitri.

This story is dedicated to CasieJB because she likes My Chem

Now you may read your wonderful story

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I ran past trying to catch my mom, she had a head start and we both could run about the same pace. I caught up to her but that was because she had stopped in the doorway of the room. Her face showed a lot of anger and she looked like she was going to explode, but then I noticed why she didn't, Dimitri was sleeping. I slipped in and went to sit on his bed when she pulled me away.

"What" I half whispered. She glared at me disapproving. "Y'know, I am already eighteen" I reminded her. She pursed her lips together.

"Let me deal with this Rose." She looked down upon me and I immediately stepped to the side, scared. Not very many things could scare me, but my mom, when she looked like that just frightened me to no end, especially when that gaze was directed towards me.

Dimitri moved around a little bit then woke upon.

"Guardian Belikov, what do you think you are doing entering into an inappropriate relationship with a novice especially my daughter." Her voice got louder with each word.

"I'm in love with her Guardian Hathaway." He said, his guardian mask still upon his face, but one thing I knew for sure was that he was scared out of his wits. He may not show it but, well I could just tell. That is one this about us, we know just about everything about each other, we have that connection where we can just figure out one another.

"Fine" my mother snarled giving up, "But if you hurt her, you will never be able to movie anything ever again, because you'll be dead." She slapped him for emphasis and stomped out. My face turned red from embarrassment.

"I love you Dimitri, but I've gotta go curfew." I smiled at him and he just laughed.

"That's never stopped you before Roza" He murmured to me laughing.

"I know, but if I get caught I won't be able to do anything" I sighed frustrated. "I'm sorry Comrade, but I gotta go. I love you" I gave him a kiss and left.

I got to my room opened the door went in and closed it. I made my way to my computer and turned it on. I opened the internet page and went onto youtube and typed in: I Never Told You What I Do For A Living My Chemical Romance. I found one that wasn't claimed by WMG and turned it up to listen to it a full volume, and started signing my heart out.

Stay out of the light
Or the photograph that I gave you
You can say a prayer if you need to
Or just get in line and I'll grieve you
Can I meet you, alone
Another night and I'll see you
Another night and I'll be you
Some other way to continue
To hide my face

As I got to that point I heard a knock on the door. I went over an opened it and Abe Mazur was standing there.

"Hi old man" I said, annoyed. He disturbed me in my happy cool down period.

"Rose, turn down the music" He said politely pushing his way inside.

"I don't have to it's my room" If he was going to act all fatherly now, I sure as hell was gonna make his life miserable. He stared at me as the music played the end of the song,

And we'll love again, we'll laugh again
We'll cry again and we'll dance again
And it's better off this way
So much better off this way
I can't clean the blood off the sheets in my bed

And never again, and never again
They gave us two shots to the back of the head
And we're all dead now

He smiled as the final notes played. "Now that that noise is done, I need to talk to you Rose"

"There's nothing to talk about." I said as I typed Drowning Lessons My Chemical Romance into the Youtube Search Bar. I clicked on one.

Without a sound I took her down
and dressed in red and blue I squeezed
Imaginary wedding gown
That you can't wear in front of me
A kiss goodbye, your twisted shell
As rice grains and roses fall at your feet
Lets say goodbye, the hundredth time
And then tomorrow we'll do it again
Tomorrow we'll do it again

As I started playing this song I saw the look on Abe Mazur's face, and if I didn't know better I would say he looked ready to kill me.

"Look" I said "I'm just not ready to have someone like you in my life, okay. I've never met you before and in all actuality I never expected to meet you." I stood up and pushed myself away from the desk.

He walked over and gave me a hug. I awkwardly gave him one back.

"I'm sorry" He looked at me and walked out. I didn't know that much, but I could tell by his personality that he never said I'm sorry to just anyone. I walked over to the window and saw Lissa dangling out it.

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Lissa: Why am I dangling out a window?

Me: Because I put you there

Lissa: Fix it

Me: Just roll with it okay

Lissa: Fine *mutters under breath* bitch