Written on paper, Discovered by the heart

by strangelittlething

AU Bonnie writes in her diary about her daily encounters and each entry leads her to the discovery of the truth about a certain someone in her life...Based off the TV show version. With reference to first two eps of season 2.Hope it makes sense

4. Chapter 4

Bonnie's 7/10/2010 Entry

It's been more than a week since I have written to my dear diary.

Strange things, well stranger than usual has been happening to me. I had five encounters with "Damonnoying." He threatened me, tried to kill me, hurt my friends and now he kissed me.

YES! He KISSED me. He caught me off guard and strangely, I liked it. I let him.

He cornered me and I thought he was going to hurt me. He moved forward as I moved backward and I thought he was going to try to drain the life out of me but he held my face with his hand and moved in closer and kissed me. After he pulled away, he looked me in the eye with this confused yet assuring look and then just turned around and walked away. I just stood still and stunned at what had happened. I had not seen him since that day. I did not search for him either. I am trying to talk myself out of this feelings that are so confusing and is draining me away from myself. I'm tired of battling things, especially this feeling. Am I falling for him? God, I hope NOT! I have to fight this! Damon is nothing but the enemy! He's dangerous,but why did that kiss feel so safe?

He is here! Oh God, he is outside my window!

Bonnie B.