Lust

I sit in the Slytherin common room staring at a book on potions. Even though Potions is my favorite subject I find myself slipping in and out of sleep as I try to read through the assigned chapter.

"Having some issues Bella?" Rabastan walks up to the sofa I'm sitting at and plops down next to me.

"Yes" I say yawning a little as I speak.

"Do you miss him?" He looks at me and I realize how different his brown eyes are from his brothers green, but I still see the family resemblance and it's sends a small stabbing pain into my heart.

"Yes I do." I don't know why, but as I look away from Rabastan tears form in my eyes. I've been able to survive this year so far without Rodolphus, but whenever Rabastan comes near me I want to cry. They look so much alike next time I feel this I'll just have to think of their eyes and how they are different.

"Bella he loves you, you have nothing to worry about." I nod as I stare into the fire. Rodolphus does care about me, but the real question is do I care for him as much as he does for me. I mean Rodolphus and I have been together for a long time, but I always thought it was a typical Hogwarts relationship. You date throughout Hogwarts and then when you leave you never see each other again. Last year I began to realize it was something more. The way he looks at me it's like I'm the only thing holding him to the Earth. I know it sounds tacky, but he's told me many times how much he cares about me, and how one day he's going to marry me. I used to laugh when he said that, but now as I look to my engagement ring I feel scared. He loves me so there is no issue there, but why is it right now as I sit her with his brother I am having the growing urge to kiss his own flesh and blood. I can feel the sexual tension in the room, and I close my Potions book a little more sharply then I intended.

"Good night Rabastan" I say abruptly ending our conversation. I get up and Rabastan stands as well.

"Let me walk you to bed." I nod and let him follow behind me, but when I reach my doorknob I turn around and his lips connect with mine. I'm tempted to pull away, to do the right thing, but I don't I just lean in for more.

"Bella I need you now."

"Yes" I say back caught up in the lust of the moment. This is something I've never had with Rodolphus this is something new for me, very rarely do I get an experience like this. We walk down to his dormitory, and just to our luck there is not a soul in sight. He locks the door, and I begin to loosen his belt buckle. As we move to the bed more clothes fly and soon we are on the bed kissing passionately. He moves himself into me and I let out a small moan. He feels so foreign inside me, so different from Rodolphus. He begins to thrust harder against me, and I feel myself coming faster then ever. Rodolphus was never this skilled. As I reach my climax I rake my nails against Rabastan's back cutting into his skin. I feel the blood trickle in my hands, and it feels good. After all Rabastan has now given me this lust, and another reason to question my relationship with Rodolphus.

I'm going to change the rating from T to M just because I'm paranoid. Hope you enjoyed and please review. :D