DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR THE CHARACTER THOSE RIGHTS FULLY BELONG TO STEPHANIE MEYER.

Chapter 6: Cullen Manor

BPOV

When I got home from school the first thing that I did was change my shoes from the red heels I was wearing to a pair of old red converse. Then I called Charlie, he answered his phone on the first ring. "Bells everything okay?"

"Hey dad are you busy?" I asked, don't need to bother him while he is busy saving the town from bad guys.

"No, I have a minute, what's up baby girl?" He asked.

"I saw the Cullens today and they want me to come over after school to talk." I said. "Before you say anything I already agreed to go I just need you to know incase anything happens."

"Bells I don't know if that's a good idea but you already agreed so I can't argue with you, your just to darn stubborn." My dad said with a sigh, "Do they know who you are? Do they know your famous?" He whispered the last part at vampire level since he was at work.

No Dad, and I'm going to try to keep it that way. I don't want them to know who I am but I miss him Dad." I said with a sigh.

"How can you miss that asshole? After all that Edward…" Dad started but I had to stop him.

"Woah Dad I don't miss Edward, I miss Jasper. He was my best friend, and I think he might be my soul mate." I said.

"Oh well, Bells please be careful, I don't want you to get hurt. Call me when your on your way home. And also tell Carlisle that I have to talk to him." He said.

"Sure, sure Dad. I'm okay, I am a big strong vampire now." I said laughing. "And I will warn Carlisle you want to talk to him. Just remember he don't know who we are Dad."

"Okay baby girl, I have to go, see you when you get home." He said.

"Okay bye Dad." I said hanging up the phone. When all this is done it was time for me to go and see the Cullens. I hopped in my car and headed over to the house that I haven't seen in over 150 years.

When I pulled up it looked exactly how it had all those years ago. When I walked up to the door and knocked Esme was the one to open the door. She gave me a warm motherly smile and said, "You must be Izzy, please come in."

"Thanks Esme." I said walking in. I wouldn't ever be rude or mean to her even if she had left me like everyone else. The look on her face was absolutely priceless, she looked absolutely shocked. "Is Carlisle home?"

"Um, yeah, he just got home from the hospital." She said shock was clearly written all over her face. "Let's go to the living room to talk."

She led us into the living room and sat next to Carlisle and I sat in the last chair remaining. "Hello Doc, its good to see you again." I said.

"Um, hello do I know you?" he asked.

"Yes," was all that I said.

"How do we know you?" he asked.

"How about I give you each a clue and you figure it out." I said looking at Esme first. "Okay Esme you were like my mother because my mother was never around." I said but Esme just looked sad and looked down.

"Carlisle you fixed up my many injuries," I continued but again he didn't say anything just looked down.

"Barbie you hated me because I was a human." I said but she just looked confused for a second, then was back to her usual bitchy self, she probably can't point out which human I could mean she's mean to everyone.

"Xanax, you were my best friend, we talked about everything together." He looked sadder than the rest of them. I knew he was sad because he has never made friends very easily so the fact that he can't figure out who I am is really bothering him.

"Pixie, you like to torture me by taking me shopping and giving me make-over's." More sadness but I know that they would get it soon.

"Teddy Bear, you liked to give me bone crushing hugs." I said and didn't wait to see his response. I couldn't believe that I was that easy to forget.

"Heartbreaker, I mean Edward. This should be a dead give away. Your last words to me were: It will be as if I never existed." Surprise dawned on everyones faces and I knew that they all knew who I was.

"Well let me tell you Edward it was always like you existed, I got over you breaking my heart and stepping on it but I never forgot You know the great part is that you left to protect me, yes I know I found the items you left under the floor boards and the note. Yea you remember the note that told me that you really do love me and that you lied to me, how you would never love another, now I see that was a load of lies. You really should learn how to not lie so much, its really a problem for you. I hope that your not lying to Alice when you tell her you love her. The bad part is that there was no one to help me get though everything. Well one person but he was going through it at the same time that I was. Do you know how hard it is to be a newborn and help control a new born? No I didn't think so." I pause but not long enough for anyone to say anything.

"But you were right that day in the woods you didn't love me, you just loved my blood that how you can be sitting here with Pixie here. How is it that you managed to not only break me but to also break up Alice and Jaspers many years of marriage? You know you took everything from me, you took my family, you took my life, it's your fault that my FATHER was damned to this life. It's your fault that Victoria came after me when obviously she went after the wrong girl, I was never your mate, I was only ever your singer, I blame this all on you." I paused again but I wasn't quite done with yelling at him.

"I just have one question for you, why? Why did you pretend to love me? Why did you let me fall in love with you? Why did you take everything from me? I am glad that I got over you because seeing your distraction here who I though was my sister but turnes out that was just all a LIE. Everything was a LIE." I don't know when but at some point I ended up on my feet standing in front of Edward, and I believe that is probably what lead to the events that happened next. I was having an emotional meltdown and did what anyone else would do in my setting, I fainted.