Chapter 11:
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"Because of you
I find it hard to trust,
Not only me, but everyone around me.
Because of you, I am afraid."
BPOV
I stayed in bed for the rest of the week. Emmett wanted to stay with me but I didn't let him becase I knew how mad Rose would be. Alice however I let stay because just couldn't say no to that girl.
I avoided Edward at all costs because I knew he would ask me about the flier. I just knew he wanted to know, I may be a little stupid but I am not retarded. Besides if I were him I would totally want him to tell me something.
It was finally Friday and Alice had to go to school so she could tell everyone she was having a party Saturday night. I had to convince her to still have it because she was going to cancel it because of what happeed to me. Alice was such a good friend!
It was around noon and I was starting to fall asleep when I heard my phone ringing somewhere in the distance. Since it was the ringer for my text messages I decided to go find it.
I flipped open the phone when I found it and noticed that the text was from Edward.
Hey Bell, it's lunch time...i saw Alice was here so I wanted to check up on you. How are you doing? -E
I'm okay...how has school been? -B
Eh okay...Victoria has been a pain in the but with you being home and all. Would you like some company? -E
Yeah, I am always up for my boyfriends company..lol... -B
Alright will I will be there in ten babe- haha -E
Even though I knew he was joking when he called me babe it gave me total goose bumps,
just like it did when he was holding me at school and when he kissed my head.
I don't know why everyone says he is no good, when in reality he is amazing. I could tell I was falling for him and I can only hope he was falling just as hard for me.
My bedroom door swung open but I didn't even look up to see who it was since I knew it was Edward. I was facing the wall so I couldn't see what he was doing. I heard a loud thump on my floor which I assumed was his back pack.
I felt him lay next to me on my bed, he scooted closer and wrapped his arm around me. We laid silent for a couple minutes but I knew the flier would come up so I decided to be the one to briing it up. Fuck it.
"Edward...did you read the flier?" I asked in a shakey voice.
He squeezed me.
"No, actually I didn't...I saw the picture...what did it say?"
I sat up, crawled over him, and walked to my book bag grabbing a folded piece of paper and returning to the bed. Once I was back comfy laying down and hiding my face in the blankets I handed him the flier.
He sat up and leaned back onto my headboard as he read the flier and glared at the picture of me bloody and bruised. He shook his head as he read.
EPOV
She handed me the flier and I had to sit up so that I could read it. It was obvious that someone had changed the writing of the newspaper article. If I ever found out who did this shit I would rip them to shreds with my bare hands.
The flier read:
Isabella Swan, age 16, was found in her home by her mother Renee Swan at 8 pm on Sunday 8 months ago. She was badly beatin and was left for dead. The whore was beat by her boyfriend because she couldn't keep her fucking legs closed. This bitch is now living in Forks and being more of a whore then ever before. She didn't learn her lesson the first time she was caught and her boyfriend, Jacob Black, age 18, left her for dead. So this is to open the eyes of the guys at Forks High to stay the fuck away from her.
Then there was the pic of her sitting in the ambulance all bloody and covered in cuts and bruises looking broken. Underneath the picture of her the title read:
Isabella Sawn now age 17, you are not wwelcome in our town or at our school. So go back to where you belong Bitch!
I was stunned, disgusted, mortified, and yet curious as to what had really happen to her. Who could have done this to her, my sweet Bell, could never do anything to deserve such abuse. I know I shouldn't ask but I need to know, I had to.
"Bell, what happened to you?" I asked sincerely.
She sighed and then turned laying her head in my lap. I started twirling her hair with my fingers as she started telling me about her horrific past.
"It was 8 months ago, when I lived in Pheonix. I was in chorus at school and I had a concert coming up where I had a duet with this guy Paul. We agreed he would come over to my house the following Sunday so that we could practice. At the time I was dating this guy named Jacob we had been dating for three months and things were going great. I was in love, well I thought I was. That Sunday Paul and I were practicing at my house, it was like five. Someone started banging on my door, when I answered it it was Jake. He grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me into the livingroom. He was screaming and yelling at me and then at Paul. He told Paul to get out now, he wouldn't because he thought Jacob was going to hurt me. I told him to please go because he was such a nice guy and I didn't want him to get hurt over something so innocent. Jacob is six feet, and built like Emmett. Paul was only five eight at the most and skinny. When he left I hit the floor and I blacked out. I woke up every so often getting hit and thrown around like a rag doll. Until I finally didn't wake up through anymore of it. When my eyes finally fluttered open my mom was by side crying for me to come back to her, her boyfriend Phil was holding her hand, and there were cops and emts everywhere."
She stopped and I could feel her head shake in my lap.
"You could stop if you want Bell." I whispered while stroking her hair. She just shook her head no.
"I had a lot of bruises, a broken wrist, cuts everywhere from being thrown through one of my moms glass coffee tables, and I had a broken rib. I didn't tell them who did it but they some how knew, as soon as my mom said his name the cops stopped dead in their tracks. Apparently there was a similar situation like this one and the girl also dated Jacob. I was scared. Really scared Edward. I thought he would come back and finish the job, so when he came to apologize and told me he needed me went back so that I wouldn't end up dead. From there things just got worst. He controlled everything I did. Until I moved here. No one knows about him, no one here anyways not even Em. I acted like me moving here was the only reason we couldn't be together and he promised me that one day he would come and get me. That scares me Edward, what if he does?"
She started crying and stopped talking altogether. It hit me at what she said about no one knowing. She had more done to her and by someone else because Emmett knew something traumatic had happened to her but no one knew about this, until now.
This poor girl, my girl. She was so broken and I had to fix her, I needed to fix her. I would keep her safe, this Jake guy will never ever touch her again.
"Bell, look at me." I said while raising her chin so that she was looking up at me. "He won't ever come and take you or hurt you. Do you understand me! Won't let him or anyone else hurt you. I''ll alaways be here Bell. No matter what, I will always be here for you." I said this with such force such anger because it was true I would protect her, I couldn't protect Elizabeth but I would protect Bell.
Bella cyed herself to seep on my lap. I heard Emmetts Road Ranger pull into their driveway and I needed to talk to him. I needed to tell him everything so that if this guy ever came back we could handle him for good. Emmett may not want Bella with me but that is his little cousin and I knew he wanted to protect her as much as I did.
I gently slipped her head onto her pillow and tip toed out of her room so that she wouldn't wake up. When I got out safley I pretty much ran down the stairs to meet Emmett at the door. As soon as I hit the last step his front door opened and he went to slam it behind him, but I caught it before it woke her up.
"Dude what are you doing in my house?" Emmett asked trying to be all intimidating.
"We need to talk bro, its about Bella." I waved for him to follow me into their livingroom.
Once we sat down I told him everything Bella had told me and he swore he wouldn't tell her I told him. We decided it was for her own good to tell the whole gang so that we could all protect her from this sick fuck.
Emmett called up everyone and told them to meet us at my place. He left a note for Bell telling her if she woke up and we were gone that we were only nextdoor and for her to come over.
Thirty minutes later Alice,Jasper, Rosalie, and Emmett all sat around my livingroom and listened to me repeat the story once more. After hearing it we all agreed that Bella was to never be left alone, and if she was that one of us would be nextdoor watching. I know it sounds creepy but she needed us.
I made them all swear that no one would tell Bell I told them all of this.
I wanted to tell Bella that everything was going to be okay, that I was falling for her, that for some reason unknown to me I had to protect her, but I couldn't tell her, I couldn't tell her any of that.
Wow I have turned into such a pansy.
I couldn't tell her because what if I coldn't protect her, what if I couldn't save her like I couldn't save Elizabeth,my mom. I was pulling at my hair and wondering what has gone wrong with my life.
I will protect her no matter what. I will take care of Bella, hell I will make her mine. Really mine, I won't keep her as my fake girlfriend I will make her my real girlfriend. I will make sure everyone knows she is mine and I am hers. Then she will know that I will keep her safe I will protect her.
"Dude you okay?" Jasper asked filled with concern.
I nodded and went back deep into my thoughts.
What if I could find this Jacob Black before he found her? What if I hurt him before he hurt her? Maybe I can, maybe he won't get the chance to come to forks. But what if I couldn't? What if he came? Will he would be greate by five angry ass people that will do anything to protect our little Bell. But what if Rosalie or Alice gets hurt? Well not Rosalie, that bitch is hardcore. Alice though, she is like a tiny pixie or some shit. From what Bella has told me this guy is like fooking big foot! He would squash my little pixie sister!
What the fuck... I need a drink. I am going to go insane thinking about all this shit at once.
Okay so...you may think that you know about Bella's past, but you have no idea.
Next chapter it will be Jake's point of view... mwahhahahah...
You guys have no idea what you are in store for...
and dont worry Edward's past will come out soon...and who wrote the flyer...of course, will come out with a big bang...
