Bella's p.o.v.
'Em out me down, he is going to die' I heard Lilly think to Emmett. I heard him calm her down and I walked in "let her go Emmett, she's just going to hurt him later so why not let her get it out of her system now?" I asked they looked at me with sad and happy eyes "Bella!" my little pixie sister said running towards me with inhuamn speed. I caught her and hugged her tightly to me, afraid that I might lose her.
I felt the love that I had missed from this family. I let her go just as my blond sister came over, I hugged her tightly. I loved this family so much and I knew they loved me. I went over to Jasper and ruffled his hair "what no hug for your sister?" I asked, sounding upset. He jumped at me and I hugged him, he hugged me back. I smiled when I let him go "much better" he laughed "your happy 'cause I gave you a hug?" it was my turn to laugh "I just missed ya' sqirt" I ruffled his hair again, I walked over to Emmett and hugged him. He let Lilly go so he could hug me.
I pulled back and I laughed "what what'd I do?" I laughed harder and I almost couldn't get it out but I did "you let Lilly go" I waas lughing so hard I spilt a rib "I couldn't hold her back and hug you" I had calmed down some "yes it's called a one armed hug you big teddy bear" when I could trust my legs I moved over to the open window and I leaned out "Lilly he set a paint bomb off in your room, it's red abd black now" I pulled back and sighed "don't be supprised if they come in here looking like-" they walked in and I looked at them "that" they looked and Lilly had this huge smile.
She dragged him over to the couch "so did you cover my pictures and posters?" he smiled "you'll see when we get home" she smiled "I'm going to love it ain't I?" he nodded and she crushed him in a hug "what would I do without you" he hugged her back "you would've had to paint the walls yourself" they laughed and leaned against each other. I smiled and set next to them "so Bella what happened back then?" Emmett asked 'clueless as always, Emmy' I thought "I was losing my control Em, I would've hurt someone if I hadn't left. I didn't want to hurt any one so I thought about it and it was my only option" I said.
I took a breath "you see because of what I am I was never accepted by either of my kind I was able to make friends with a couple covens here and there, a couple nomads. It isn't easy being this way and it's harder for me to do things around other hybrids without being glared at or bad mouthed I'm the reject, the outcast, the mutt I will always fight for the ones I love and that won't change but I have enimes that wouldn't hesitate to kill those I love just to get me" I sighed.
"Listen I never wanted to hurt you guys that's why I left like that, I thought you would be better off without having to worry about me hurting someone" I put my head in my hands "Bella they have to watch me constently so that I don't slip-" I cut him off "Jasper your an empath and you've been dealing with everyones thirst not just yours" I said looking in his eyes "hell your probably the strongest one in this house, you deal with seven thirsts' not just one. I have empathic powers to, and I can barely hold myself together let alone anyone else" I stopped myself and looked down having admitted that.
Jasper got up and walked over to me, he set next to me and hugged me. I hugged him back and I let my emotions out I burried my head in his neck and I started crying. I couldn't held everything in anymore and I had to get it out. He held me as I cried knowing I needed to let it out, he took the brunt of my emotins and held me tight. I wrapped my arms around his waist and held him tightly. I felt safe in my brothers arms, I felt welcomed and that was what I needed to feel and he knew it. He kept projecting love, understanding, acceptance and peace.
Soon my tears slowed and I pulled back,letting him go so I could wipe my eyes. they all seemed shocked and I knew why when I wiped my eyes. I had been crying blood tears, which is why they had that look. I wiped my eyes and Jasper just waited for me to see how I was "Bella you-" Emmett started "I know Em. I cry blood tears when I have to much blood in my body, sometimes I cry blood tears. It ain't any thing new to me" I said as I wiped the last of the blood away.
Jasper saw that I was okay and left to change, he got back just as my phone rang, Boondox
Seven
(A tiskit a taskit
The scarecrows out his casket
Turn out the lites and lock the doors
Prayin that he passes)
A vision of the dead and the inbread of the backwoods
Muthafucka born inside a tool shed
Momma never loved me never paid me no attention
Daddy was a rapist 30 years upstate in Fulton County Prison
And I was raised by my own will
Survivin offa scraps and bones,
Bear traps and road kill
Spendin my days and my nites all alone
N my mind is gone there sumthin wrong wit my dome
They shoulda put me in that tomb
I didnt ask for this life
When they cut me out the womb with a dull pocket knife
Now I walk with a scythe
And a murderous ability
A corn-fed muthafucka filled with hostility
Cracked out and im gone off the moonshine
A hundred eighty proof wine made from that muska dyin
Out in these corn fields learnin all these wicked skills
Swingin slicin choppin dicin
Country boy born to kill
A demon spawn the child of a bastard son
seven born of seven and the seventh child fathered one
A soul black full of pain
Bodies in the field blood pourin like rain
A demon spawn the child of a bastard son
seven born of seven and the seventh child fathered one
A soul black full of pain
Bodies in the field blood pourin like rain
Dont get lost in the woods in your black expedition
On a dark dirt road so suspicious just trees and ditches
Headlights flicker and it's got you turnin switches
Now you so damn scared you bout to shit in your britches
You cant think straight all you hear is heavy breathin
Are your eyes just deceivin wut it is that you seein
When i pull up the eight four pistol in the floorboard
Blast out your back glass got you screamin oh no
You finna know the reason adn you bout to find out
Wut it is to suffer with a rusted blade in your mouth
Nowhere to run nowhere to hide
Bein stalked by the scarecrow the blood line of Malakai
I hear these voices talkin they wont leave me alone
Tell me snatch up this bitch by her hair and drag her home
Over my shoulder in the back of a pickup truck
Can't wait to get her home and hold her bleed her then chop her up
A demon spawn the child of a bastard son
seven born of seven and the seventh child fathered one
A soul black full of pain
Bodies in the field blood pourin like rain
A demon spawn the child of a bastard son
seven born of seven and the seventh child fathered one
A soul black full of pain
Bodies in the field blood pourin like rain
(A tiskit a taskit
The scarecrows out his casket
Turn out the lites and lock the doors
Prayin that he passes)
I knew who's ringtone that was I grabbed my cell phone and answered "hey Andrew" I heard him chuckle "you use that ringtone why?" I could hear the amusement in his voice "so I know that a phsyco is calling me" he laughed "where are you were hungery" he whined "now remind me why I feed you" we laughed "I'll send Lilly, ok?" I heard cheering "ok gotta go bye" he hung up, I hung up and shook my head. I opened my moth to speak but Lilly beat me "were leaving, come on Anthony" she grabbed her brothers hand and they left.
I sighed "Bella who's Andrew?" "Andrew is a nice kid, him and his mate Laura are like family to me they stuck by me no matter what. They live with me so I have babysitters any time I need to run out" I said. They thought about it and realized I was right.