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Chapter 1- In Love?
I smile shyly at my desk as Will puts down his books beside mine. I know he's there, but I stubbornly turn away to focus on the teacher. Oh what's the point?
I will always look at him eventually, with his hot body and dark grey eyes.
Who could resist? Certainly not me. I slightly turn my head to the left and meet his gaze. I smile wide. He's so wonderful. He grins back , but it doesn't reach his eyes.
I frown and opened my mouth to ask him what's wrong, but he shook his head and turned towards the teacher. What was he thinking?
I zone out the lesson and ponder this. Could it be a surprise? Like a romantic date in Seattle, or taking a dip in his hot tub? Yes, that must be it. I smile and glance down at my watch.
2:25. Only a half and hour until school is over. And then I will get my surprise.
I look at him again. He is taking notes and not looking at me. His grip tightens on the pencil he is holding as he thinks and frowns. He is so cute when he scowls like that.
I look at him like that for awhile, until he turns towards me. He gives me a questioning face and gestures towards me to stop looking and pay attention.
I frown playfully and try to focus on the paper I am supposedly supposed to take notes on. Oh well, I already know this stuff.
Why doesn't he want me to look at him? is it because I'm embarrassing him? That's it isn't it? I'm completely embarrassing.
I agree, I don't have that many close friends, just those girls you hang around with just because they are there and seem to want to be friends with you too, but are just wanting to be popular.
Could it be possible? That he just wants to be with me because I'm 'popular'? No. I refuse to believe that. i just sometimes I seem to question our relationship.
I do love him, with all my heart, but I can never tell if the feeling is mutual.
Sometimes, I'm positive that he loves me, but then I'm not sure the next day. You see, our relationship is complicated. What relationship isn't?
I felt like I'm his play toy and he's very eager to play with me. 'A toy?' you may be wondering, 'You? A very powerful ½ vampire?' But, yes, it's true.
I felt someone's eyes on me and turn towards Will. He was staring at me with the intensity of a predator. He seemed to be looking me over like I was... like I was a piece of meat and I didn't like it.
I tried to ignore him and focus on teacher, even though I already know the curriculum. The rest of the period, I felt him looking at me. Not in a loving way, but in an eager way.
Like a hunter stalking its prey.
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When school ends, I hurry to my locker to get my stuff. I can't wait for the surprise. i wonder what it will be... probably something wonderful! I look around for him in the hallways, but don't see him.
My confidence in him deflates. I guess he never planned on doing anything for me. Not that i should be surprised. He rarely does anything that nice for me.
Then I see him in the hallways, searching. Hopefully for me. I start to walk out the door, so I don't look too desperate but I am screaming inside. He's going to do something nice for me!
Will catches up to me and asks me if I want a ride home. I smile and calmly accept his invitation, barely concealing my excitement.
We slowly walk to the car, his hands intertwined with mine. These are the moments that I'm thankful for. When he's quiet and tranquil, at least for a little bit.
I get to the car and he kisses me. His lips are hard against mine, surprising me for me a moment before I melt. We stand like this for a while until i end it.
"Let's go before my mother kills me."
I smile at him and get into the car. He gets in and grins back at me the way he did this morning. I flinch away at that smile but hold my ground. I will get through this to my surprise!
I started up a conversation about school and get so caught up in his voice that I didn't notice where we were going.
I finally tore my eyes away from his and saw that we were going the wrong way.
"Hey are you lost?" I asked as he pulled to the side of the road. We were on an abandoned highway where there seemed to be no one around.
Will grinned slyly and replied, "Yeah, I'm lost."
He suddenly leaned over and kissed me. I knew something was wrong, but I kissed him anyway.
I thought that it was actually fun until I understood his intentions. I was no ready for this. I had told him that.
You see, I've always been skittish about that sort of thing. Ever since my mom got pregnant with me when she was only 18, I've always been afraid of the outcome.
I want to have children when I'm married and ready.
I screamed and jumped out of the car. He tried to grab me but got my shirt and ripped a piece off.
I started jogging into the forest and began to run. Fortunately, being ½ vampire, I am very fast.
I sprinted all the home and burst through the front doors. Mom and Dad were sitting at the table, talking, when I came in.
Mom barely had time to ask, "What's wrong?" until I had ran up to my bedroom. I went in and punched the bed frame. It broke and the whole bed collapsed.
They must have heard of heard the noise and rushed up to my room. I wouldn't let them in, so Mom talked to me though the door.
"Renesmee, what's wrong?"
"Go away!" I screamed as loud as I could. I'd never done anything that drastic before and that seemed to quiet them in shock.
I flicked my light out and slowly fell asleep on the floor with many thoughts of Will in my head.
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